I don't think I have the mental strength to be successful in this life, I have pretty much ruined my reputation and I don't want to try and change. I'm turning 25 tomorrow and no one will wish me happy bday yet again.
I honestly don't know why I'm still keeping myself alive, anyone else in a similar situation?
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Stop expecting gratitude from other people. You have yourself and Thats enough. So believe in yourself because its the skills you've learned Thats gonna get you through this life. You got yourself this far and you can get yourself the rest of the way. Remember this. You've failed so learn from your mistakes. Good luck and happy birthday
Happy birthday user!
Happy Birthday Brother
You're only 25. Nothing is ruined. You will change when you get sick and tired of being sick and tired.
Happy early bday my friend. what is your definition of success?
32 and in a similar boat.
I don't want to live anymore. My days are spent washing dishes and trying to make people care and no one does. I don't know how to improve myself and lord do I want to but I can't go to school here and I don't know anybody at all where I could. Even then, I don't know that I would follow through. I would probably lose interest and quit like I have in the past. I just can't bring myself to give a fuck after a while. I lose all motivation, I know, or I think I know what I have to do but I go watch stupid videos or I come here and shit post or I find some stupid little errand that needs doing or I jack off or I play vidya ANYTHING other than what I need to do to improve.
And then it's 9:40 PM and I pissed away another day with nothing to show for it but less money in my bank account and my mediocrity emboldened within its bastion of the average.
I just want to go back to simpler days. I want to stop thinking all the time about what hurt, what hurts and what will hurt. I wish I never existed
Internet people don't count
Thanks guys and having a girlfriend/solid job. Right now I don't have to worry about none of that because I still live with my family and we all help with the rent shit like that, but one of these days I'm gonna be alone
OP must be a registered sex offender, child porn probably. If so OP, you should probably stop breathing.
Landing a solid job shouldn't be hard man, but you do have to put in some effort. I know when you're feeling down and low that the last thing you want to do is put effort in anything but just know that your idea of success is easily attainable. I honestly thought you were going to write being famous or something cliche like that. I know when I'm feeling low and down I force myself to exercise. Having my heart pumping and blood flowing really brings my mood up. I believe you can do it OP. You just need to get over that first hurdle of feeling that you're worthless and incapable of reaching your success.
I'm in the same boat, i'm 23 and am now realizing i may not have the discipline to be successful. I was always smart enough to get by with minimal effort, but now i'm realizing that was a huge mistake. My work ethic is trash and i have very low standards for myself. Now i have to try and replace bad habits i've had since puberty
Thanks user I've been thinking about joining a job. No being famous is out of reach I don't have zero skills.
No just never had friends/girlfriends, I was that serial skiller quiet kid from HS, its hard to change as you get older
Also I feel like joining the army or something, since I'm not really respected/forgotten I feel like going to the army
It's possible to discipline yourself, but it wont happen unless you really want to do something. I believe you and OP can do it. You guys just need to be able to believe in yourselves too.
If the military is something that interests you, you should look into it. It is a long term commitment. It's one of those things that once you sign the papers you have to go through with it or else it'll really hurt your credibility to land a job or anything like that. If you're in america look into the air force. They have great benefits and it's not as intense as the marines.
Yeah that's what I figured, but at least they make you into somewhat of a man.. Something that I will probably never accomplish out in the real world :/
Stop thinking that you’re supposed to be happy and comfortable in life you fucking pussy. Start putting yourself through pain now or pull never make it in this world.
Get a job at wendys the burgers are square and the meat is always fresh. Any time at wendys is a great time so all your troubles should melt away like thd fat from a delecious wendys burger.
That's what my dad says lol, that life is about suffering.
It's crazy though, now I'm understanding natural selection more and more
>feel sad/manic/suicidal
>take zoloft
>after a few days suicidal feelings go down
>anxiety gets worse
>constant nausea/fatigue
>fatigue and nausea start to affect daily life
>stop taking them
>repeat
i'm going to see my psychiatrist again, but can anyone here that has experience with ssri's tell me that it gets better?
meant to post this as a new thread, sorry OP