Do people legitamately get better after high school...

Do people legitamately get better after high school? Im a high school senior (so im 18) and I've basically been bullied my entire life even by most of my friends

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No

Adults get bullied too. Things generally do get better, but I'd be lying if I said that you're guaranteed to not keep being bullied.

Why are you bullied?

are you sure you arent being over sensitive?

No people get worse, but so should your ability to deal with them; everyone's basically in a race to be the best at dealing with other people.

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Life was really great for me in high school. There were an equal mix of boys and girls, so getting a gf and getting friends was both easy. The subjects were easy and I never needed anything.
Then I got into the real world where women have different interests and thus don't end up in the same places as me, so getting a gf is hard, friends start to leave you as they start families, work is hard and require you to be in perfect balance with everything in order to get anything done.
Your metabolism stops being amazing, so you have to starve in order to stay slim, it is not like you can afford food anyway. Suddenly you wake up and you are completely alone, you haven't had a gf in a decade and you wish you could go back, because at least bullies paid attention to you.

People start giving less of a fuck about the lives/preferences of other people if anything. I was bullied since kindergarten and the fact that I actually wasn’t required to interact with any of the normie assholes in my university felt like a fucking godsent. I do regret not putting myself out there more though, like on anime cons or something. Really set me back in a hindsight, but I felt I really needed that hermit rebound after being constantly shit on for years for no reason.

Hey it's my life.

Get your own, now I don't have a life.

At first I think it was people enjoying my reactions then in my final year of primary I got sat next to a female student who bullied me through out the entire year im pretty sure I learned nothing that year, im a guy btw back then I used to cry a lot easier so it could be me being sensitive, the teacher did not give to flying fucks I think it was slightly personal. He did not move me even though I cried so much it was clearly disruptive, the odd bit was she just decided to hate me within the 5 seconds of meeting her in P2 and despised me since then (she still hates me).

After that I made some good friends who I really liked they were into similar stuff to me we were all nerds, eventually one of them who was my closest friend started saying shitty things to me and then gaslighting me for no reason at all (he pretended not to remember), I got paranoid and accused my friend who he used to bother with a sociopath (he can't feel empathy supposedly) and now that entire group basically doesn't talk to me (except the sociopath who im slightly scared of) occasionally they say the word sociopath loudly to bother me they think im crazy.

Also my other group of friends who are normies treated me like shit because I was '''nerdy''' and a know it all I'd always correct them, they always screamed at me when i did something wrong but never anyone else in the group if I complained they'd try and argue their way out of it. I was shitty to one of them especially but he did the same shit to me now he's just really fucking shitty to me and I have no energy for it any more I can't argue my close friend fucking ruined my brain with his gaslighting he's so goddamn intelligent any attempt at proving him wrong turns into some sort of philosophical debate (or he just ignores me) I second guess everything I think now, my memory has turned to shit, and I just can't think the way I used to.