Hello there - I’m gonna keep it short & tell you that the only reason I haven’t killed myself is bc of my cat and maybe some of my interests like star wars and stuff like that
in a really rough patch right now, advice on how to help myself get out of this would be much appreciated.
Also your mom would be sad
Star Wars
Of all the shittiest things in the world, one of the only 2 reason you didn't an hero yet i Star Wars...
Please, end your life OP
Sorry buddy. Try using LSD.
>almost killed myself once
>now happy to be alive and thriving
don't do it OP, there is so much left to discover
Just write out what you want in life. No matter how petty. Start working towards it. Goals breed passion, passion is the death of "fuck it, I give up".
What are you going through op?
I can tell you though that suicide is a permanant solution to a temporary problem.
I dunno man, Maybe it’s time to check out? Its like modern life has completely sucked the joy out of every aspect of life.
I just want a simple job that I love that pays enough to live a simple life.
Sometimes a nice thick bullet sounds pretty wonderful, make all of the pain and sadness stop.
I’ve had ptsd, depression & anxiety for pretty much as long as I can remember - mental health has always been a struggle for me.
Recently I switched to a new school, and things got quite bad. I’m struggling socially as well as acedemically - it’s making my mental health problems flare up again and I’m not sure what to do.
Taking LSD when you're depressed is an almost guaranteed way of having a bad trip.
That being said, you could get some clarity about your life and your problems by taking it. Just be prepared, OP.
You’re a fool for thinking it doesnt get worse from here.
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Don’t think I’m gonna be doing lsd - while it sounds fun, developing a drug dependency would make my situation worse.
Are you in jail, or homeless, or starving? If so then the only worse thing that can happen is death.
If not, then it can get worse you moron.
How did you get ptsd?
Are you seeing a therapist?
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My mom was an alchoholic when I was small, apparently it really traumatized me.
I was, but I’m underage and where I live if you tell your therapist you’re hurting yourself or going to hurt yourself or etc they have to tell your parents. Kinda felt like it was a waste of time.
Not if your parents are the ones who are traumatizing you. Did you get daignosed with ptsd or did you self daignos because of bad times with your alcoholic mother? Did she ever hit you or sexuallly abuse you?
Okay well this isn't a great place for you to get advice. You should call a crisis line.
Especially if you are underaged.
No I was officially diagnosed. I’m on meds for anxiety and trailing adhd meds, kinda wondering if those are giving some sort of side effect that makes me suicidal?
I’m not gonna do anything tonight, just looking for some advice on how to get myself out of a hard spot. Thanks for the concearn tho
Talk to a therapist op, even if they tell your parents, its a sign that something is wrong, it won't get better if you do nothing. This is why suicide seems like a good option, because it's a way out.
Death is meant for the end of your life, not at the beginning.
Thanks dude, you make a good point. Thinking about all the things i’d be missing does make me a little sad.
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I totally understand what you're feeling, I still have many things I want to do and still I can get really suicidal and depressed.
I was really close to hang myself but I changed my mind and pussied out.
A couple of weeks ago I had my gun loaded and ready. I was just flipping through pictures of old friends and looking back on what I was leaving. The only thing that kept me from doing what I've always wanted to, was my cat. He meows at my door when he wants in and he wouldn't stop. I imagined me going thru with it and pictured what would happen to him. Just at the door panic meowing. Knowing somethings wrong from the noise being able to get it.
Look for the little things to keep you grounded. People are evil but pets are pure.