I was with a girl who really invested a lot in me and I fucked up everything couple years ago. She dumped me and has blocked me off from all social media and gone far away. I have consistently ensured depriving myself of company and friends even tho some clinge on like I'm some celebrity because I'm pretty good at blending in social situations. I am doing by best to not give into my urge to not kill someone by physically keeping myself away from a weapon of any sort. I am very controlled and trust myself enough to not do anything that'll put me in a tough spot.
I really miss her even tho I have a girl manipulated for physical needs, I think the only time I did put someone else before me is when I loved her. Since she left I've never done anything nice selflessly, always to gain leverage on other people. I am not a good person and it's too late for me now.
I've been dealing with anxiety attacks and dreams ever since and I am physically incapable of crying, I need some medical advice on how to stop it, I don't want to meet a psychologist or psychiatrist or councillor or anybody because I'm concerned if they're too smart to know who I am.
>I don't want to meet a psychologist or psychiatrist or councillor or anybody because I'm concerned if they're too smart to know who I am.
Dude, you are not a psychopath, you are a teen. Ask for help.
I assume your life must be messed up if you need to build this narrative, but don't believe your own lies.
Carter Long
You’re not a psychopath you probably just have some form of personality disorder or just anxiety with a bit of narc traits. It’s manageable
Isaiah Murphy
>I assume your life must be messed up if you need to build this narrative, but don't believe your own lies.
I understand where that is coming from and I've spent a healthy amount of time considering it but there are things that really make me doubt that it's just a phase and I'll not be like this at a different point I life. It's really complicated inside so I'm really not sure of anything.
Liam Jackson
in this situation they are no better then your parents to help you just speak with them they will gave you the best
Jayden Bell
That's why you should reach out for a proffesional. Believe someone that was a teen, that's how it feels. It's hard, and there's no shame in asking for support.
Jeremiah Martin
It's no good, I've been never able to build any sort of interpersonal relationship with anybody and I really don't like my parents because they are very conservative and at this point have absolutely no trust in me, things are beyond reasoning and justification and at this point we are merely tolerating each other. They do like to pretend because they don't wanna look like bad people but I never bought into it. I don't wanna be around them they make me feel worse.
Levi Green
I don't have clinical depression and I'm neither suicidal, I have never put a blade on my wrist, absolutely no signs of self harm. In fact I believe depression is for pussies. I just want anxiety attacks to stop man I'm willing to get pills or something if I have to.
Adam Roberts
>I don't have clinical depression and I'm neither suicidal, I have never put a blade on my wrist, absolutely no signs of self harm.
That's great. But therapy is not only for self harm. If you have anxiety attacks, a professional can help you.
Benjamin Sullivan
Is it really my best option? Do you realize how much of a pretentious fuck would I have to be in front of em?
Brayden Torres
>Is it really my best option?
Yeah, it is.
Adam Jackson
Alright let's assume I do seek a professional, How do they diagnose and verify that someone is a psychopath anyway?
Logan Baker
You are not, psychopaths don't love. So you don't need to lie or anything. Just try to get better.
Thomas Davis
We won't tell you, because you'll doctor your responses because you clearly wanna be a psychopath REALLY REALLY BADLY
William Cruz
>psychopaths don't love.
Yeah, I know. I'm sorry for wasting your time
Kevin Morris
It's fine to feel lost, to want help. You just need to understand that this board is not real help. You need someone by your side, and if your parents can't' be that, maybe a therapist can. Give it a try.
Zachary Bailey
Based zoomer
Lincoln Howard
A guy who says he’s a psycho is as these new rappers calling themselves gangsters...
Quit being such an edgy teen
Zachary Gomez
holy shit dude this is me........
Tyler Peterson
Ah, the old "psychopath" meme. Nothing cooler than teenagers romanticizing profound mental illness because being uniquely sick is the only way they can feel special.
Ryder Mitchell
>Do you realize how much of a pretentious fuck would I have to be in front of em?
Definitely way less pretentious than what you wrote up there man you trying to make yourself sound like The Joker, there's absolutely noting pretentious about seeking medical help for your medical problems. Just the opposite
Cooper Bell
This. A true psychopath would not be on a mongolian basket weaving message board claiming they were a psychopath.
