Get it off your chest

What the fuck. Doesn't want me to get over him and doesn't want to be with me except in some imaginary world.

Every day when I talk to you I fall more in love with you. I need to get over you. When I leave I hope you understand.

No don't fucking leave
S T A Y
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Hell I was going to ghost this person cos he’s physically repulsive and an asshole... but I’m bored and lonely and he’s got weed so I texted him. Hurr durr he’s working. So I asked him if I could buy some weed from him. THAT put him in his place, the little bitch. Fuck him and fuck everything.

My heart breaks when I hear your name...

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Aw

I've been having stressful time with my country's equal to a prom coming up. Depression has been creeping behind my head for a couple of days. I have also started to realise that my life is probably going to be a boring road towards ultimate death. I can't get myself to change my way of living and social life. It's terrifying because I might fuck things up permanently. I'm getting sick of my gf and friends.

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somebody accidentally kill me pls

What’s wrong?

> have great boyfriend but in long distance relationship
> we love each other and get along great
> however we only see each other a few times a year
> get too horny and fapping isn't working enough
> end up cheating on him a couple times with a few guys from grindr
> haven't told him yet, don't know if I will ever
> got tested for stds in a panic before he comes to visit, almost feel worse discovering I don't have any
> mfw this means I got away with it
> feelsbadman.jpeg

I know I'm a scumbag just getting it off my chest since I can't tell anyone.

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Just got off the phone with my attorney.
I was suppose to go in for a polygraph using my attorney's investigator friend.
I called to reschedule only because it's snowing like hell and that 30 minute drive from my place would be a 1 hour+ dangerous nightmare.

Apparently the investigator feels I'm dicking him around, and my attorney decided to tell me to stop doing that, get it done by next week and all the other shit.

Because of the arrest I have little to no one to talk to who would actually care. For the first time in quite a few months I not only broke down, but started again thinking that the best way to just fix everyone's little problem with me is to go for a long walk in this cold bullshit and hop in the river. Too afraid of the blank slate of death to do it, but fucking come on. I'm glad everyone else feels safe driving, but I just don't. I feel it was uncalled for.

Grateful for the vent, etc etc. gonna try and find something to cheer me up.

what an absolute trash person you are

really

fully aware of this, already feel awful

I objectively know what to do but I don't want to break his heart

break it, let him be without a trash like you in his life

K

You are not cool for being a female that owns a gun

You were a criminal and frankly a deserving felon

I'm glad L and A fucked with you cause they were actually my friends while you and your russian pals stunk up the place

My family owns cabinets of heavy guns

your tiny glock was pathetic and made me laugh

also it is common knowledge grindr is for gays

everything, my family, my job, my gf, me, I would probably say my friends too, but I dont have any real ones

I know. It might be asking a ridiculous question but do you think it cheating can ever made up for, with anything at all?

and let me make one thing absolutely clear

I only did what you wanted cause you literally had me at gunpoint

NOT COOL

pfff, I think not, whatever you do after that, trust and love are gone forever nonetheless

you should never be in a ldr with a person if you dont love him enough, and dont tell me you do or that you care about him because if you did you would never hurt that one whatever the situation

ok mate sorry to ask :(

My girlfriend is a full time twitch streamer
I walked in the frame for a second and after her chat asked who I was, she said I was her brother
When she said that, I started fucking with her like a brother would and she got mad at me.
I'm gonna get her a cheesecake to make it up to her, but it was still funny.

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i will leave you though, your shit is tearing me apart, i wish it were different

Ah i fucked up today at work. Not in a big way, but still. I'm just tired you know?

if any of you still think guns are a bad idea, that we don't need them...

You work for an organization which controls all of you with fear and it's power. You work for a government that keeps slaves, tortures, and illegally experiments on human beings. You work for a government that robs people of their rights and does so without fear of any consequences.

And you guys say that the 2nd amendment shouldn't exist... well, because you work for that government. You don't want people to defend themselves. You want to control them and tell them what to do. To give them no recourse, no options, no freedom.

Do I like her or do I like the idea of her? What's the difference?

your reality will never live up to your fantasies.

Not much. Your perspective of her is different than others' and vice versa, so...

Maybe, but why am I such a fag and don't step up to find out? Am I that much of a sloth so I don't even bother to put in the effort?

I love my husband so much!! Please hurry home!

Two years ago you took advantage of me, led me on, then ultimatelly ghosted me.
Every woman who ever falls in love with you ends up somehow getting mad in the head. Me too.
I was absolutely blind and I wasn't myself.
Now I am myself again, and even though we don't even talk anymore, sometimes I find myself thinking of how it could have been.
I miss the you from two years ago.

We're a fucking emotional rollcoaster with no brakes. But goddamn I love the make up sex. Nothing makes me harder taking out all my frustration with you by fucking you hard. I'm not sure if this healthy. I'm not sure if I care. Either way, here's to forever with you, love

hope he comes home soon user :)

I don't know how people manage to be friendly in a competitive world.

how do you feel knowing thousands of guys jerk off to her every day

schizo user pls go, you don't even have a gf

I think my crush may be broken bois. Time to go back to my pointless life but doing it my way

Sorry but we were never going to work out. I used to think otherwise but I’ve realized this recently. We really did try in a way but it never worked and probably won’t in the future. I don’t see us hanging out in person, it seems awkward and would bring up painful emotions and I think we both know that. Why don’t you get with your friend that you like, you guys are already physically close anyways. Sorry I wasn’t healthier to you but I’m sick. I was the monster in your life and you should leave. I’m surprised we keep talking to this day

How did you fuck up? I get it, work is stressful.

What do you mean by saying your crush is broken?

Indifferent
She isn't a titty streamer so most of her fanbase is looking more for companionship so I don't think she's getting all that many people fapping over her compared to someone like ST Peach or Amouranth

Some people are broken.

He said so

All you do is bring more sadness and hatred into this already fucked up world. :(

To: D
From: K

Hi

I've been sick for over a week, got prescribed antibiotics. I still feel like shit, and now I am also nauseous and feel like my stomach is dying.

I'm just so fucking tired of being sick, and I don't have anywhere to went about it. Mostly I'm underplaying it in irl because I don't want to be a little bitch.

>order something off Amazon
>package has to be split into two shipments because something wasn't in stock
>select group packages in fewest shipments so they all get delivered at once
>one part comes the next day while I'm out
>have to go half way across town to the depot to pick it up
>while I'm out, the other package comes and gets held for pickup
>spend $40 to rent a car twice to go pick up my packages
FUCK, I WANTED THEM SHIPPED AT THE SAME TIME SO THIS WOULDN'T HAPPEN
FUCK YOU AMAZON

I'm 22 and have no social skills, no dreams, goals or talents or motivation to do something, I feel as if people constantly see me as less than a human and this thought is constantly in my head when I interact with the outside world.

It frightens me to know I will live as a social outcast for the rest of my life and will probably never integrate human society as a normal and functional individual

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Life just hasn't been going well for me the past couple months.
All my classes are hard and work intensive. I'm getting behind and my grades are slipping.
On top of that, I've been continuously striking out with girls over and over again, just making my loneliness even worse.

I hope the sun comes back soon.

My boyfriend does not satisfy me in bed and yet I love him, he is younger than me, he does not work or study and even though everyone tells me to leave him, I do not, now that I know another boy I want to be with the other boy, but I know I'm going to hurt him.

I want to study well, but depression is getting in my way.

At what age do you accept that you need to lower your standards

Hikari Ni Nare

I'm trying to study more so I actually know what I'm talking about instead giving it my best guess. Man this shit's disgraceful.

なんで光にならなければならないの

Nice. Don’t just half-ass message me. Leave me alone and talk to your friend. You think you’re so important? I’m not that desperate...

Hey L.,
I like you a bit more than as a friend.
Want to have a drink tomorrow?

I'm sorry for not being good enough and ruining everything, I swear I will never bother you again.

I tripped out on ket and booze at a party, then stumbled home in the freezing cold. I was scared I might fall and die, and it put a few things into perspective. I realised that I have been dying, and that I've been letting my potential slip away. I wish life was as easy as knowing what you have to do. Finish my degree that I hate, while holding together a social life, while chasing vague artistic dreams that I'd better off without.
I just want to have enough energy to fashion the life my soul needs. Why can't I come home from uni satisfied, write some music and then curl up with a girl I love? Right now it feels like if I try to manage all three I'll end up smoking and drinking too much again.
I guess I'm probably more fucked up than I like to acknowledge. My counsellor has guided my introspection recently, and I've realised things run a little deeper than me no like university me want play guitar. I still have a gordian knot in my chest. I want so badly to cut it so that I can chill out and have some fun.

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Really tired of still not being able to pull the trigger.
Do things need to get worse or is it a matter of time?

You don’t “have” to do anything, really. The universe has given you complete consent to do whatever you will.

I just wish you’d take a moment to think about the bed that you’ll lay in, before actually making it.

Thanks based online translator, purest tech.

自由意志なんてないよ

You can't pull the trigger because you want to live. Sounds to me like there's a little spark inside of you that still wants to struggle. Claw your way up user, you can do it, feed those embers.

If you choose to believe that

Posting here indicates to me that part of you is torn. Is that in itself not a reason to believe there might be more to all this than a simple binary answer?

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I think I'm going to screenshot this and put it in plain sight just so I don't fucking forget, thanks user

Fuck! Leave me alone. I don’t feel like talking to myself. Don’t message me and the leave. You’re seriously making me so angry lately. I’m not responding to that.

I say there is free will, to which I have been programmed to say, and you say there is no free will, which you choose freely to say.
Pondering it is beautiful, though why debate what you can’t prove?
Light provably brightens, this is the truth I choose to see

Any time. Life is a tough journey as far as I can tell, but you can't have meaning or value without struggle. I pray we both live to ripe old ages and experience many tranquil moments of beauty :)

I hate you.

You're a good one user. Wise words.

I’m sorry I have your thing here but I’m not helping you with it. I’m blocking you because I have to. It’s your fault.

It never gets any better. Trust me. Kill yourself now that you have the way to do it because if they find out they will take your gun and your out. You'll be left in this miserable world with no way to leave it.

I wish I still had my gun. I wish I pulled the trigger when I had the chance. Now I just don't have any way to actually kill myself and it fucking sucks.

Being afraid of death doesn't mean you want to live.

>bf leaving for work for awhile
>he says I'll miss him more
>I ask why
>he says I don't do anything without him
>then says he just pictures me waiting at home for his texts when we're not together

I know he didn't mean anything by it, but it kind of hurt my feelings. I am more introverted than him, but that doesn't mean I don't do anything. It just means that I prefer to stay at home rather than going out. And it's easy to answer texts quickly if I'm right by phone, but now I'm thinking am I coming off needy or something by responding quickly?

I was taken from an abusive home and put into care close to the age of 7. I've lived with the same people since and now I'm out of work and a bit depressed. My sleeping pattern has been fucked since learning my piece of shit dad died. I know I can't live at home for free but they're getting to me.
Throughout my life my foster dad usually shouts at me and all my foster mum spouts is total negativity and they wonder why I can't find work

kek

Lol this reminds me of spongebob when he asks Patrick “what do you do when I’m at work”
And Patrick is like “wait for you to get back :( “

The ‘waiting to reply game’ is bullshit.

Also fuck a hobby, your boyfriend sorta called you a loser, Imho I don’t think you’re a loser, tell him you talk anonymously with people on Jow Forums.
Do you lurk here or post here? That’s pretty cool either way (though I’m biased). he probably didn’t mean anything by it, as it’s often difficult to see the true life of an introvert by nature

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I give it until the end of the month before the fire finally dies out.

WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE?

Srsly, wtf?

What in the ever loving shit is your problem? I do my job well. I do the work of 3 people, BY.MY.SELF. I do YOUR jobs sometimes. And every single job that I do? I do WELL. It's not like I'm even half assing sometimes, I'm using my whole ass all the time. And despite me being bar none the best single employee in the restaurant, I'm seriously considering quitting all over the BS from the 4 of you.

I don't deserve to be ostracized. I'm a good person damn it. I collect food for the homeless, I volunteer at the SA, organize a clothes drive. Been volunteering at a soup kitchen for half a year, haven't seen any of you there. And I don't brag. Outside of our boss I haven't even mentioned anything to anyone but I know you rumormongering jerks know all about it, ffs you all knew I asked Isabel out 5 minutes after it happened. But fuck, what even is this shit? I ask one girl out and now I'm some sort of creep? I have worked with one of you for over a year and you don't even know my last name. I don't even think you're attractive. Of all the women that have ever walked through that restaurant I have only ever found Isabel attractive. That's fucking it. AND SHE'S A DAMN LESBIAN! So that's my luck I guess!

I mean wtf even is this clique-y bs? You're all in your fucking 20's, you're adults, some of you are parents, grow the fuck out of this HS mentality. If you're organizing a lunch, invite everyone, If your'e going to the mall, invite everyone, if you're going to a bar, invite.EVERY.ONE. And ffs have some damn manners. Say "hi" when you arrive, say "bye" when you leave. Manners are free you twits. Chronic rudeness gains you pointless enemies.

Again, I do your jobs, I make the weekend bareable. I take the chips, pickup plates I'm not supposed to, clean your tables so you get new ones, refill chips I'm not supposed to and pick up your slack when you fall behind. AND UR ABOUT TO LOSE ALL OF THAT BECAUSE OF YOUR CHILDISH BS.

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Tell him that it hurt your feelings. Don’t hold things in like I do. I eventually break and get upset over something small and I look like an idiot but it’s because all the shitty things he’s said have built up.

I don't know when it started. I know I always trusted you. I found you hot. I trust people easily and I find a lot of guys hot.
I felt like if we continued to live under the same roof it would have been weird. Was that maybe when I subconsciously realized I actually trust you more than I trust the next guy and I actually want to get closer to you?
We never really talked online, so I didn't tell you what was on my mind while I was away. I did realize as soon as I left that I missed you a lot. Now that I came back I told you that I missed you, but I didn't listen to what you had to say. I'm worried I might lose you.
Why do I shut you down sometimes when you attempt to say serious things?
I really need to be more open with you, and open my ears when you talk to me.

It already has on this end.

I think I might be in love with my friend and I'm trying not to make it weird because I'm 90% sure she's not interested and it just fucking sucks.

Break off the friendship. It’s only going to hurt you.

I'm pretty it was mostly a joke, but thank you, this makes me feel a little validated. If he says anything like that again I will let him know it hurts my feelings.

I have a lot of hobbies, but they're homemaking hobbies, sewing, knitting, embroidery etc. They're not things you need to leave the house to do. And he is an introvert too, but when we started dating he was pretty surprised at how infrequently I leave my house (excluding work)

I want you to hate me because I’m going to kill myself. You probably never cared anyways. It’s kibda obvious. Not telling you goodbye. I don’t care about you or anyone else or anything.

Ughhh I’m so damn bipolar I wish I could talk about this situation I’m in with somebody who’s not Jow Forums lol. It’s too complex and weird. It’s hard for me to break off with people. Kind of sick of posting here tho can’t wait for my next phase when I’m obsessed with something new

I would talk to you but I’m bipolar also and too paranoid. Can’t you try to write it here?

youtube.com/watch?v=6pYMZKVZ9Ws

Deliverance

Low frequency tinnitus in one ear is so soul destroying I want to kill myself just to get away from it

I forgot why I left. You're perfect.

I love you so much.