21 year old, 30-35 year old escort

I'm 21 and want to pay a reputable 30-35 year old Twitter escort ~$700-1000 "for her time." I want an older woman to help me explore the female body and teach me sex. Should I go through with this? Pic unrelated btw.

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Don't do it, it's not worth it. I tried and it doesn't help.

If you can't meet women, paying to meet one won't teach you anything.

Why not get an inexperienced gf and learn together?
I can't imagine how awkward and cold it would be using an escort.

I feel it'll make me less desperate. Surely the average normie girl can't top a 10/10 who does it for a living? I feel it'll make me more comfortable with sex and women as a whole.

>I feel it'll make me less desperate.

It won't, as I said, you don't learn about dating and actually getting to know girls. Thinking your problem is sex means you are really, really far back. Dating is more than sex.

>Surely the average normie girl can't top a 10/10 who does it for a living?

Top what? Actually liking you and not being a woman paid to lie on her back for you? Fucking a whore is not much better than masturbation. It's a transaction. Sex is more than the act. Even picking a one night stand at a bar means she liked you enough to fuck you. This one only does it because you pay.

>I feel it'll make me more comfortable with sex and women as a whole.

It will alienate you more. You'll have to lie about your first time. And as I said, it doesn't teach you to talk to girls.

Holy fucking Milf of God

>pick up an ugly fat chick
>bang her and learn there will be no judgement of ur end, use this experience for hotter women
>try not to be to much of an ass about it

Reminder that it’s free it will just take a little longer, go on tinder and go whale watching

I don't really care about being close to women on an emotional level... especially not those my age. I don't care what they think of me anymore. I want to have sex with a woman in pic related sex position while she hugs me and convinces me I'm still somewhat desirable.

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>I don't really care about being close to women on an emotional level

>convinces me I'm still somewhat desirable.

That's the emotional level, dipshit. You want to be wanted. Paying for it won't make you feel good.

Not a bad idea, but I don't think it will make me (personally) more confident. The idea of paying for sex doesn't bother me. I'd much rather have the optimal experience with a 10/10 motherly milf and work my way down to an average woman, than fuck a disgusting whale and work my way up.

I don't think it would be awkward. I'd be paying her a lot of money to make me comfortable. When you're seeing girls of that caliber, they have a reputation to uphold.

>I'd much rather have the optimal experience with a 10/10 motherly milf

Why is it optimal? Why is it betterto pay for someone's time than to get someone interested in you?

Also, Freud would have a field day with you. You literally said "motherly" dude, and youo are avoiding girls your own age.

I understand what you mean, but whenever I'm talking to girls at work or friends, I really do not give a shit what they think of me. They're gross. I want a woman worth the time to find me desirable, but so far I have yet to find anyone who meets my (high) standards. I just think that it I have sex with a woman who does a good enough job pretending she's classy, beautiful, and doesn't dare a fart, then I'll be able to hold myself to the same standard and not be nervous around "normal" women who meet the criteria.

>not be nervous around "normal" women who meet the criteria.

But you have never met people that fit your high standards. Don't you think maybe you are looking for something that doesn't exist?

It is a lot more convenient. Since I have money to spend, I find the idea of a mature woman teaching me the ropes in a comfortable environment much more appealing than a drunken hook up with a needy 22 year old who's going to laugh/gossip at my inexperience.
I do think the type of woman is rare, but not a complete fantasy. If it is impossible, I'd at least like to say that my first time was with a woman who did a good job pretending it was. I really do think that this would be the best way to lose my virginity- second only to teenage love which I have unfortunately missed out on.

youre pretty retarded

>It is a lot more convenient

Come on, you betray yourself a little later down the sentence. This is your real worry:

> who's going to laugh/gossip at my inexperience.

Which I don't get. If women don't fit your criteria, why even worry until you find one that does?

>I do think the type of woman is rare

What type of women? All you have said is that she has to desire you and you are literally going for one that you know will only pretend.

Sorry, I just feel like majority here are making this a moral issue when I clearly have none. My main concern is honestly just catching an STD and even that seems to be unlikely as long as I'm going for a quality provider. The reason I could see myself in a bed with a girl laughing at me is because I'm fucking desperate. I crave attention from a beautiful woman, but I find majority of those around me gross.

>I just feel like majority here are making this a moral issue when I clearly have none

When did I do that? When did I ever mention something moral and not utilitarian? I'm saying you know what you want (affection, being desirable) and you know this woman won't give it to you, she will just pretend. There's no morality here, this is you paying but not getting what you really want. This is you wasting money.

>I crave attention from a beautiful woman, but I find majority of those around me gross.

You are scared, so you are rejecting them before they can reject you. If you have never met someone that turned you on, then you have to realize you are chasing a dream that doesn't exist.

This woman is easy, that's why you think she will make you happy. But you know you are buying a lie, and that's when it turn cold and empty. As i said, I was you, and I know how this ends. It's not what you want, you have made that clear. Don't lie to yourself.

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Freud was also totally full of shit but w/e

How do I get an inexperienced gf let alone a gf?

Go out and meet people. You won't meet girls alone at home. Even using Tinder implies going out.

Hey, in this case he nailed it right on the fucking head. Dude is having mommy issues.

Not sure why do you need to pay 1000$ for some old hag, when you can buy 50$ 20 y.o. hot girl every day.

Jesus.. you need to lay off the porn.

Thats horrible advice lol

Plenty of people do those and cant get laid for shit

To the op: go ahead it wont help with girls in pick up sense but at least you will get laid

Coming from a country where it's legal, I've fucked more than 15 prostitutes since I had my first time with one at 22.
I've had all kinds of girls, petite, tall, short hair, big breasts, funny, witty, serious, cold etc.
I've had long term ""relationships"" with one of them, lasting about 1,5 years, where I would see her at least once every three weeks. Sometimes (especially in the beginning) it almost felt like a real gf, she was funny and tender (I don't look too bad) and very cute. We went out to bars, a zoo, the movies and of course had sex. But it became stale after awhile, because it became clear that we could never overcome that somewhat distant "client - seller" relation and that feeling always stung and it was the reason I stopped seeing her - actually this was the reason I stopped seeing every other escort after some time.

I have absolutely no experiences with "real" women cause I'm psychologically impaired since childhood.
I can tell you that this user is somewhat right.
Go try it, it's better than never know how it feels but don't expect too much out of it.
You'll usually be "high" for a few hours after it, but that feeling will fade a few days later and you'll realize you're in the exact same state you have been before.
If you're not autistic, you'll notice that they don't feel anything for you and it's driving you mad after some time, because the thing you really long for is emotional attachment.

I've also tried to become platonic friends with two of the girl where I felt that I had a very good connection. But they denied every time, one eventually told me she could "never be friends with a client" even thou she really likes me in an honest way.

sounds like an idea you should think about after you jack off and see how dumb it is

Go for it user. It’ll work out cheaper in the long run.

>whore + money leads to sex

>normal grill you need to wine, dine, make her laugh etc. in the hope she MIGHT fuck you