I'm conservative and my girlfriend is a bisexual sjw. We've been together for over a year

I'm conservative and my girlfriend is a bisexual sjw. We've been together for over a year.

80% of the time I despise her, her politics, her "free spirit", and honestly her. Whenever she opens her mouth I kind of want to beat her senseless.

10% of the time she's a great fuck and is physically attractive.

10% of the time she's an educated person who is fun to talk to and makes me feel comfortable.


I want to branch swing and find someone better than her before I let her go. But before I do that I'm trying to get to the root of why everything she does infuriates me. I don't get mildly annoyed and block he rout- I can't. I get triggered by every gay friend she has, every lgbtq shit she supports, every "anti-heteronormative" thing she does, every socialist point she has, and the fact that she comes from a 0.01% wealthy family who all drive Porschesx Maseratis and own multiple properties thanks to, well, capitalism.she lives at home and doesn't work and I'm more self-made than she and bust my ass in a high stress career

I've lost sleep literally seething at who she is as a person, and that it doesn't make sense. She's expressed confusion as to how she's do "lucky" she has me which just makes me question if she's only with me because her alternatives are actual abusive fat lesbians and basedboys (memes aside, she only has queer friends, so this is actually true)

How the fuck did I get here and what's going on? For every time someone asks me "why are you with her if you're so incompatible", I wonder if she ever thinks the same about me.

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A great fuck does not make a happy marriage I'm afraid.

If you're looking for a wife I would pass on this one.

Well tell us, why did you even get with her in the first place ? does she know about your political ideas ?

>I want to branch swing and find someone better than her before I let her go.
your girlfriend might suck, you're a real shitty person

When I got with her she was a chill girl who was laid back, shared some of my ideals, had a job and her own place, and I felt at ease and secure with her, and she felt the same.

As time went on (month 10 I'd say) I saw how deep the rabbit hole went. Plus she stopped working. The person who showed up on our first date is NOT the person I see day to day now.

I swear to God if she was more of an open book when we first met I wouldn't even ask her out or talk to her. I'd look at her as a weirdo and never give her the time of day.

It's fairly common to get disproportionally angry over things people you're close with do because you are with them all the time and you see their behavior as reflecting on yourself. That's all I have. Sure someone having radically different views is a trigger for most people, and it's pretty obnoxious to spout off the non-materialism doctrine while living off your family's money.

At the same time, you hate this girl at times yet you stay silent enjoying her sex and the relationship, buying your time until you are sure someone else is willing to take her place. That's pretty revolting behavior to most people as well and she sure would hate you if she knew.

Because you're weird and way to political. And i fucking hate sjws. Stop being a pussy and break up with her like a man. Feeling around for another partner while keeping your own is the most woman thing you can do.

>Feeling around for another partner while keeping your own is the most woman thing you can do.

Meh she's probably doing the same thing. When the game is stacked against you fuck the rules

dump her now

She's pretty and you're stupid
Same as everyone else
Leave her or start using drugs 5000 x more
You'll be way cool with what she says
Fucking baby
Real conservatives fix their own problems or at least talk to their families not this public shit show