for the past year i have had an extremely painful heat intolerance and I cannot go outside when the temperature is above 73 degrees. I am extremely weak like an elderly person despite being 20yrs old and I feel too weak to do any kind of exercise, I cannot exert myself whatsoever and I can no longer exercise. I used to be an extremely athletic high schooler and I was an excellent student in chemistry.
I can no longer study in college from memory loss and I am too physically weak to go to the gym, I am in pain all the time.
My parents and doctors have said I am delusional and that my painful illness is not real. It is impossible to make any progress convincing them I am in pain.
I have gotten a prescription from my psychiatrist for a lethal drug triazolam only 7-10mg is lethal. I can also go to switzerland and apply for euthanasia legally for 10,000 dollars from my disability savings.
I sincerely wish I would not have to kill myself, I want to get healthier and continue to live but my family and doctors refuse to help me with my illness, my only option is a slow painful death or suicide.
My brother went through something similar at your age. It got bearable in time (years) Also, what the fuck, is euthanasia that expensive? 10k dollars?
Colton Perry
my psychiatrist gave me a 10 dollar prescription for triazolam it is lethal and in my room right now
Gabriel Perez
is it normal for your family to offer no help when you have a disabling terminal illness from high school?
Dylan Bailey
my family wants me to die even faster than the disease is progressing.
Brody Mitchell
I don't want to be the guy to tell you what to do regarding your literal life, but I can tell you it got better for my brother. 20 years later and he's still suicidal at heart, though. That doesn't mean you should be too, of course
Eli Powell
Well, the doctors are saying there is no terminal ilness, haven't you read? Same thing in my story. But how did you manage to get that subscription, man?
Caleb Turner
I don’t want Jow Forums 15 year olds having access to lethal drugs, so I won’t share that
David Foster
Fair enough. I understand now anyway. I don't know what to tell you man. Sorry about this shit you're going through. Hold on as much as you can, if you want a shitty platitude, but it's sincere.
Cooper Edwards
misconception here the doctors know I have a massive brain injury, 3 separate doctors have told me I have aphasia and dysphasia.
the major causes of aphasia are brain injury from accidents, strokes, and then genetic neurodegenerative diseases, or even an adverse reaction to a psychiatric drug.
the doctor admitted you may have a brain disease or an adverse reaction to the drugs or both... but we will never know what is wrong with you because medicine cannot answer all patients questions and the testing available cannot find all diseases.
they recommended that I try some amphetamines to see if it could improve my cognitive ability or I could try a benzodiazepine as used by junkies to improve my aphasia.
