Jow Forums Feels Thread

that picture was taken at some dumb fountain in Seattle, i know this because at the time i was there on a field trip, i had no idea someone got a photo

Just bought a p-64 and took it to the range, safety was on and finger off the trigger slide was locked back i inserted a mag and when i let the slide forward it fired 2 rounds off

I'm shook

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Been onnaboat a month, probably got another 6 weeks to 2 months to go. Working lots of extra days. Haven’t shot since I was off last which sucks. Not buying anything but the odd sling/gear and ammo for the foreseeable future. On the plus side I’m using the money I’m saving on buying my first house soon. Think it’ll be another year to year and a half before I’m gonna do it but convinced the gf to move to a free state. Texas works out best for both of our jobs and beats the hell out of MD. Gonna buy a celebratory Fal for a rhodie Clone when we move. Kinda sucks being burnt out from work with so much more time til I get 2 weeks off but the money and prospect of moving soon is very nice. A pro-gun gf is also nice, thinking of getting hitched up here so our families can be there easily then moving shortly after.

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you don't have to, user !

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Be proud of yourself. Unless you're a communist. Then you should die.

It sounds cheezy, but I'm sure you are good at things. You just haven't found out what they are yet. Be adventurous my brother. Stay strong. People care about you.

If you die bravely, fighting for a good cause, or protecting something you hold dear, you will meet your fellow kommandos in the green forests of Valhalla.

Be wary of open bolt guns.

Welcome to the club

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Good for you my brother. Enjoy what you can in this short life. Be happy.

Oh that sounds enjoyable. I just broke up with my girlfriend of 6 months. I know that doesn't sound like very long, but it was the longest I ever dated someone. I really loved her. She was pretty liberal, but was open to guns and differing political opinions. But I sensed she was losing interest in me, so I broke it off. :(

That’s the goal. Working hard blows but my job is good and the pay is pretty nice so I’m gonna jump on the extra work when it’s there so I can have the financial power to do what I want with my life.

p-64 is a semi automatic pistol my man.

Sorry. I'm an idiot.

It's good you have the ability for such a lifestyle. Keep on keeping on.

Its all good. Is that considered a negligent discharge or an accidental discharge either way i still feel like shit

I was thinking of this.

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Yeah I'm gonna an hero with a Mossberg 590. Might LS or take into a place.

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I would say accidental. At least you're not a fed and accidentally shot someone. Don't beat yourself up about it.

Why would you do that buddy? What's so bad that you feel the need to die?

Not sure how life is going right now. I've been away from Jow Forums for about two months now, left after a Jow Forums challenge. Ever since, my workouts have gone to shit, I think I have body dysmorphia, and I'm just so goddamn lonely. But on the plus side, the seasonal active depression is starting to leave me and I think I finally figured out what I want to do with my life. I just hope I survive myself long enough to make my dreams happen.

What do you want to do with your life? And I'm very glad to hear your depression is gone.

Yeah theres something seriously wrong with it but i should have had a used pistol this old checked out but whatever nothing bad happened so

Huh. Just don't go to Canada. I'm pretty sure that counts as a machine gun there.

Well, I'm gonna head to bed now. If anyone needs help or support with something, I'll be back in the morning if the thread's still up. Sleep well my brothers. Don't let the skinwalkers bite .

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The only reason it didn't fire off every round was because it jammed

I've gotten my life in order and everything that I said I'd do is done. I thought that maybe I'd be able to find someone to join me 6ft below the churchyard in a few decades but it really and truly feels hopeless. All my life I just wanted a loyal companion to have a family with. I'm tired of hookups and blind dates and TV and movies and vidya and beer and concrete buildings and politics and this site. The more weekends I spend innawoods the more I realize what a catastrophic disaster the post industrial society has wrought upon man. Everyday I pray for God to give us the strength to endure fellas.

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The turks destroyed this monument btw, they said it was being repaired but it is no longer standing as now they plan to replace it with a pro-islamic monument instead

I'm terrified that I won't find that right woman and start a family before I'm too old.

There's no more powerful feeling of despair when you are the only young person I'm the congregation of your church. We really are at the the end of the line as a people and civilization I fear.

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I'm sorry to hear that man. It's always tough, even if you haven't been together for a long time. I wish I could tell you there was a magic way to make the feels go away, but it's one of those things you just have to ride out. Easier said than done, I know. If you have a job, it can be helpful to focus on that, put in some overtime if that's an option for you. Anything to keep you distracted and out of your own head.
It's tempting to dissect everything, try and see where things went wrong, and that's not a bad idea, struggle and failure is how we learn, but falling down that rabbit hole when the wound is still fresh can end up with you sitting on a log innawoods with a gat in your mouth. You don't want to be there mate.
Chin up Jow Forumsomrade.

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Join one of those trendy non denominational churches that are like 80% young people, retard.

You can see the horror in the poor bastard's eyes. Probably survived the Somme and Fromelles, only to have to come home to that.

Boredom, also I feel I should cut off before it gets worse. I don't feel sad, but I think it could possibly be a good solution to my situation. I don't feel right, and i'm getting strange weighted off feelings. Probably might spare myself the trouble, but that's just what might happen. I'll try to destroy my storage devices and lose the connection to the internet when I do, but that's what might be the issue. Really, I feel off and weighted, along with strange panic anxieties. Around 19, but I should probably end it before it gets worse. Too asocial and lack of partners

Pretty sure my ex gave me herpes or hpv. Whatever it is, it’s incurable. I’m single now, and I don’t think I’ll ever have sex with a woman again, since “oh by the way I have herpes maybe” isn’t ever a turn on.

It’s hard enough convincing myself I’m worth loving when I had clean junk. Now I’m totally going volcel, but I really want to be close to someone.

Don't do it mate.

"Do not by any means destroy yourself, for if you live you may yet have good fortune, but all the dead are dead like."

I know such platitudes are little help when that darkness just... overtakes you, but it holds true. Death may take away your struggles, although none of us know that for certain, but it will most certainly take away any other chances for joy in your life. Who can say what might happen tomorrow?

Dude you're way too young to be thinking anything like this, seriously consider getting some exercise and stuff like that the healthy chemical releases and calming feelings after can help with your anxiety.

Life can get better easily, don't give up please

I'm reminded of the story of Turin Turambar (yes, I'm a huge nerd)
In that story, Turin confronts the dragon Glaurung, who speaks lies about Turin, each one with a grain of truth, just enough to give it weight, that it might not be simply ignored, or pushed aside.

“And Túrin being under the spell of Glaurung hearkened to his words, and he saw himself as in a mirror misshapen by malice, and loathed that which he saw.”

So often our minds show us only our faults, and our failings, and moreover, use those to poison our memory of the things we've done right, so we may not even see our triumphs as they truly are.
Stay strong Jow Forumsomrade. Do not let the lies deceive you, you have much to offer, and I'm certain there are people in your life who are grateful for you.

do NOT take this fuckers advice, the people in those churches are scum

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Jow Forums related, but from another board.

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are you me?

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It's alright user, just don't buy a fursuit and remember to keep your porn well hidden.

Just FYI there is medication to suppress those illnesses that some normie girls are fine with as long as you're not actively infectious. Also there are dating sites SPECIFICALLY for people with herpes so you don't even have to worry about it. This is not a death sentence my man. Stay strong.

I've become so complacent about work it's got me in a funk. Got lots of family issues going on to top it off. Life as a whole is good for me, but I can't stand the thought of waking up to go to work. It's just so mind numbingly boring and I don't care about what I do at all. None of it has any positive impact on my life besides a paycheck and I don't enjoy it. I'm just comfortable there and I don't want to be. I want to work with my hands and create something. Not process tedious files on a computer for people who don't care about me and will never acknowledge my existence.

i feel really weak and every joint hurts.
what the fuck.

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Just don't shove it in everybody's face
Nobody hates the furry who they don't know is a furry

>Get medical wavier denied for military
>Have decent job that's far from home
>After 2 years leave for a job closer to home
>Job turns out to be shit
>Apply everywhere
>No luck only job offers are sales and I hate talking to people
>Try to go back to old job
>Won't take me back
>Depression is getting worse
>Only reason I'm still here is because of my gf (no joke) and guns
>Slowly getting more serious about killing myself by helium

This isn't bait or a joke. Idc if you think I'm a fag. Just had it on my mind for a while and wanted to get it off my chest.

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See a doc user... That doesn't sound normal. If I remember that sounds kind of like the flu?

I've been deteriorating rapidly. My mental state feels broken and now when I dream it's a toss up between a horrible nightmare or some extreme violence. When I'm awake I never feel rested and always tired, I'm losing motivation for almost everything I once loved and I don't have the money to go out and keep myself out of the house or to meet/make new friends, meet women or do anything.
I'm twenty two and each month that brings me closer to being twenty three reminds me of how alone and worthless I am. I'd love to go see a shrink but I don't have the money.
I've never dated. I find myself wondering if the women I desire even exists or if I'm creating something so impossible I might as well just quit. Considering at twenty two non-virgins are near non-existant.
Each day I've been feeling the desire to either steer my vehicle into a tree or to end it all with the gun under my bed. I'm not sure what's keeping me from doing it considering I hardly have anything to really live for. My own family doesn't love me and I'm pretty much forced to be independent despite desperately needing a shoulder to fall on. I suppose for right now it's spite. I don't wanna give up even if this world is complete shit.

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>lack of partners
>19
In this country or maybe this time period it's a meme, but I wish I had fewer partners. Waste of time. Focus on self-improvement and when you're older and a well rounded skilled person, you'll have time for a good person to appear. 19 is young as hell fampai.

On that note I had an ex show up at my door after being homeless. I'm housing her right now but I don't love her and I don't really want her around because she's useless as hell. Mental conditions and whatever. I am working up getting her to a place where she has the resources to go off on her own and be vaguely adult like, but I just want to be alone with my raifus.

Not well my bros. My truck took a shit on me on what was supposed to be the first day of my new job and I'm still struggling with depression and PTSD. I'm in danger of losing my scholarship because I had to put school on the back burner to deal with life and my apartment nomoney.jpg Also the gril I was talking to for a bit has started just ghosting me. Fuck guys why can't one thing ever go right?

>Lost my job so thats cool ig
>sold my only gun to pay rent
>wanted to build ak but no longer have the funds
>its become a challenge to talk to the only person in this world I let myself care about.
>our friendship is strained as it is but I'm trying to be there for her.
>the only thing that brings me joy in life right now is working out.
>enlisting in a couple weeks so thats pretty spoopy
>cant ship for a few monthes anyway so I cant get away
>cant go innawoods because I need to be able to receive emails or phone calls for interviews
I'm pretty charismatic but getting a job is a pain in the ass when everything is done online and the only thing your potential employers get to see is your work history.
>generally feel like a failure
I hate being like this anons. I'm not particularly emotional so I'm not depressed but all this stress just makes me feel tired. I need some kind of change.

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Yeah, sounds like the flu.

If you need people, you could try to find kommandos on discord near you. Above all, don't just give up. And if you can find no way to live on, don't just end your life in a tiny puff of smoke. Make an impact.

That sucks brother. You should try to find something to calm you and help you focus on school if you want to.

>shipping as 11x in 2 months
>go running last night
>random back pain

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The vz.58 is Czech.
The vz.58 is milled.
The vz.58 is non-living.

It does not lie.
It does not pretend.
It does not betray.

I hope you find something in the army. Something to make you complete.

Well, maybe you can find a job that doesn't hurt your back as much.

Pretty romantic. In all seriousness, human contact is better than him contact. Human contact with guns is even better.

I just feel really lonely

I'm sorry user. So am i.

me too user. me too.

>Didn't know what to do once I got out of HS, so decided to work
>Did a lot of weird jobs for years untill I finally got a stable job at a technical help desk
>Hit a barrier because of no degree
>Say fuck it, go back2skewl
>Get a Bachelor degree
>Don't feel like going for a Master so start applying
>Somehow end up doing helpdesk work again
>Left my GF of 2 1/2 years because if push came to shove she didn't seem to trust me, had some issues with that but refused to ever talk about it.
>Realize I feel like I haven't spend those years improving myself

I mean, I've been worse.. but I'm feeling pretty shit. New job feels like a sidestep at best, socially I'm back to being a beta orbiter without confidence.

Yeah, that sucks user. Is there any way you can break past that barrier that you couldn't get past earlier?

Actually there is. I'm basicly being made to do this job by an agency. Through them I can study to get some certificates and they claim theyv'e got better jobs lined up in the future. So right now I'm spending my free time studying next to working in the hope that pays off.

Thanks for replying OP. You're doing the cube's work by keeping our morale up.

Here are some feels:
My family's farm in Zimbabwe - confiscated, now yields absolutely nothing and is owned by a gov official

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Of course user. I'm happy you are heading to greener forests.

What's the sociopolitical situation down there? What are people's feelings?

>thought I'd feel happy and successful at 50k
Lol no
>worked up to 80k
Lol still no
>positioned myself so I could potentially move and work anywhere
Just don't give a fuck, can't even think of where I'd want to be. Sounds silly to complain about, but I went through some tough shit, some broke shit and thought after hitting certain goals it'd go away.

for what its worth, I cant connect with people. its just this empty void of nothing. no one i care about, just nothing. I kinda just learn to take it everyday, and find something i DO care about. congative behavior therapy helped me with some of my wanting to die urges, might be worth it.

>What's the sociopolitical situation down there?
I'm in America for university but my family found property in Zambia and we've been there since 2002. I was only 3 when we were expropriated.
Mnangagwa is doing a good job leading us toward fair elections, and hopefully MDC wins in October. They've offered to at least compensate us for the land, and hopefully I can return in the future and move my business back home.
What are people's feelings?
Ask any black zimbabwean over 50 if they prefer Smith or Mugbae - you'll get the former every time. We all agree that ZANU was a mistake

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I feel the same way pretty much. The only person who I truly love is my 6 year old little sister. Every time I feel suicidal, I think about a video I saw of a little girl finding her brother's body. No matter what, someone cares about you.

like I said to someone else, Cognitive behavior therapy really did help me with my depression and wanting to die. I dont know if it would help you, but it helped me.

Well, that sounds more promising than what I've been hearing from South Africa. It seems like people with even the slightest amount of cushy lifestyle are exponentially more stupid than the struggling.

I fucking know that feel too well, women are the biggest assholes on the planet during that special time, at least she tries to stay quiet when it happens

>It seems like people with even the slightest amount of cushy lifestyle are exponentially more stupid than the struggling.
We're far from struggling but I had a very unique upbringing - few americans can say they grew up in a place as rural as Lake Kariba. The closest airstrip was in livingstone, and we had one (1) other white family nearby, who were missionaries. That is it. I've lived among blacks my entire life and I can genuinely tell you they can figure things out when absolutely necessary.

South Africans live a very western lifestyle and left the "colonial" life we still eek out decades ago. They just don't understand how good they have it(even now), and won't until it's gone

Are Western women really this bitchy all the time? I've been dating a girl since I got to the US and she's one of the best people I've ever met. Guess I'm either lucky or naive

I don't even know where to begin looking for a job. I've been a NEET since 2014 and I want it to change, but I'm scared due to lock of social skills. As a result I hate myself that much more. I don't even have a place to shoot or the money for ammo. Obviously no GF but I think I'm dead on the inside at this point. What do I do, fellow Jow Forumsommandos?

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2 more finals and 2 more days until im free for the summer to go through close to 6000 rounds of 5.45. Im really happy thank you user. havent been able to shoot for 9 months, and im almost liberated

I understand that. I lived in Anderson Alaska till I was 16. It's a small village with only 250 inhabitants. There were only 3 white families there. It's strange how different other races act.

Do you have any skills user?

If not, try your luck at pic related

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May the kube bless you with the blood and coagulate of your enemies. Happy shooting my friend.

I just drink away my sorrows (doesn't take much) that and I'm still kinda bummed about the Iowa state parks permanently closing a beautiful trail because some nigger burned tiers on the path
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>Are Western women really this bitchy all the time
Only when she's on the rag or some bullshit in her family is going in
>she's one of the best people I've ever met. Guess I'm either lucky or naive
You're very lucky user, usually they turn out to be a massive degenerate if you don't get them in highschool

Nice, just don't sacrifice anyone to the Jow Forumsube

Unfortunately the only way to develop social skills is to be social. I was terrible at this too. I had really only been around my family before being thrown into public school freshman year. Try to find some throwaway friends to practice your skills on.

Peace be to you to, user-Kun

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>if you don't get them in highschoo
thank god, I started dating her last year(just finished freshman year of university).