/r9gay/

this was an undeserving (you) even tho biwwy want dick in butt this is a imposter

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what are your hobbies user? are they gay?

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don't have any hobbies

I'd object but desu I can't disagree

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What's r9gay's body type?
strawpoll.me/15485870

@44623904
bold claim considering you cant back it up
you are absolutely retarded you clearly got dumped by that girl you dated and went prison

bara is drawn by women for women who want to fuck dogs but without the social stigma

I had a gf? What do you mean? I get asked to dates all the time but I tell them no? Just because it doesn't happen to you doesn't mean it doesn't happen dude. The girl I dated, as I said before, was out of desperation to fix the gay. I'm really confused why you are so dead set on trying to make a fanfic version of my life. Why are you so upset?

@44624291
for the purpose of not having you shit up the thread anymore ill add you on an alt (so you don't taint my main) tomorrow
that is if you still want to convince me youre not retarded

how fucking new are you that you do @

I'm never going to be able to just curl up and cuddle with a nice boy, am I? On one hand I know it's not that simple, it never is. But I hope someday it can happen. Maybe one day it will. I'm not holding my breath, but it's nice to imagine.

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No thats okay, I really don't want to talk to you anymore. You don't seem like a nice person to hang around after ghosting me like that. You didn't even give me a chance to respond to you. I wish you the best and a nice day at work tomorrow

you must never give up hope!

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gonna use an easy convo starter.

What are you doing today/what did you do today?

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I try my best not to. It gets difficult, though. When I look at things as realistically as I can, it's not going to happen, especially soon. But I feel that I can't help but hope for it to happen. I've tried to stop hoping but it doesn't work. I'm stuck wanting it no matter what, for better or for worse. Now it just comes down to making it happen, I guess. However that works.

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yo theres a meet up thread on Jow Forums and someone made a discord for guys in my state. should i? ive always wanted to shoot a gun but due to my mom hating guns i was never allowed to. plus i get to meet people

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as long as there is a chance that it might happen someday, that is good enough for me.
that chance might be a very small one though. i hope not.
it hurts when i think about it too much.

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well im going to bed soon so i hope someone gives their two cents because i really dunno what i should do

I like to imagine everybody has a chance, at the least. That's what I tell myself, anyways. Don't know if I believe it.
It certainly feels as if the chance is really small. I don't know if that's true or not. I don't know if anything's true, really. But I'm with you. I hope the chance isn't too small.
I'm also with you in the sense that it hurts. Overthink it, underthink it, I just end up confused and defeated. So I just try not to think about it. It doesn't always work.

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Well the way you described it it seems like you'd like it. You get to try shooting, you get to meet some people. Does anything in particular make you not want to do it?

Just brushed my teeth and I'm gonna go to sleep. How bout you

Jow Forums is known for its degeneracy, dunno if it is jokingly or legit. idk maybe because theyre all probably much older than me and i noticed that they are all from the other side of the state

about to do the same

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You'll find someone. You just gotta be patient and strike while the iron is hot.
Good luck though user!

Fair enough. You could always just drop in and scope things out, see what the server is like without getting too involved. Assuming you haven't done that already, of course.

well crap i was gonna do that but i have myself as my profile picture and i cant change it because i forgot my password

nvm im retarded. you don't need password

oh crap man this is scary

ok yeah its very scary theyre using big words and that thing where you use the first letters of words

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Well if it's scary then don't feel the need to stick around, I guess. No point in trying to stay, much less meet up in, a place you aren't comfortable.
Don't really see how big words and acronyms are scary, but you definitely know yourself best.

Good morning user-kuns. Hope you have a wonderful day/evening and if you're about to go to sleep, sweet dreams. Be safe out there in the real world or wherever you may go, remember to return home and tell us about your experiences.

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well im not comfortable anywhere but yeah i guess ill leave. im not really scared of words and stuff its just i still today have issues with people telling me "you should know this by now" type deal when i ask a question and then get scolded when i don't do anything. i hate that and i have had times where i almost cried n public because of that

i have to keep myself constantly occupied so i dont think those thoughts too much.
time keeps passing yet i am still in the same spot i was years ago.
its like im not even trying to help myself feel better, im doing nothing.

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Post yfw you have a bf

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i will tell about my experiences when i come home from school tomarrow (today, its 2am)

GTFO normie in an original way.

ok goys im going to bed its to late at night for me to be awake. have a nice evening/ good morning

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Thank you user, I'm going to try my best to do those things. Being patient seems the hardest part, I doubt the iron is going to be heating up soon. I'm still going to try to best discern when I should try to make something happen, unlikely as it seems. Thank you for the reassurance, I hope you have good luck, too.
Thank you user, that's very sweet of you. I hope that you have a wonderful day yourself. Be safe, and take care.
I know how you feel, completely. It's best to avoid dwelling on it, staying occupied is what works best in the moment but it's only making the problem worse in the long run, I bet. I don't know.
But it's hard to stay occupied.
I also feel like I can't help myself no matter what I try. It's why I hate still having to hope for a bf one day despite it probably not happening. I can't give up the hope despite it just being disappointing.

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Nite nite. Sweet dreams user-kun. Remember to brush your teeth

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being safe is so boring especially when lonely
id rather die for fun

That's really rough, user. I understand. Feeling like you know less than everybody else is an awful feeling to have, and it can really hit hard, like you said. Sorry to hear about that.
Sleep tight, user. Please rest well.

cant sleep without brushing them

>tfw no bf to come tell me I need to get up
>tfw no bf who have made tea/coffee to try and lure me out of bed
>tfw no bf who prepared breakfast so the house smells lovely
>tfw no bf to be annoyed and try to drag me out of bed
>tfw no bf to give up and then join me in the bed for cuddles
Atleast I can phonepost like a faggot and watch you anons talk about yourselves

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heck yeah (lazy) brother hh

i hope that all this hope will lead somewhere.
sometimes i wish i didnt have these feelings at all, and i could just be content with being alone.

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how do i meet guys who are okay with me being on hrt?

embroidery and reading

>another clumsy and lazy guy wanting a mother bf.

I don't want to cuddle my mother or want any of the other things from her.
Lieing in bed being lazy just makes me want another guy I could corrupt with laziness.

This is so cute, and sounds so nice. I only wish it didn't also make me feel bad that I can't be doing something like it.
You said it better than I could. Being okay with being alone would solve a number of problems. I hope one day down the line wanting love this badly will pay off, somehow. Wishing you the best of luck, I'm calling it a night. Past my bedtime. Sleep well, everyone. Please take care.

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what the fuck now? did you get mind raped by reiko and his retard riders

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nah, ive been on hormones for almost 6 months now

what kinds of things are you reading user?

i wish you luck too! good night

yourr are a dumbass

Lazy and boring boys are numerous here. I'm not sure energetic boys can be found here though. And you should wake up from your bed user and find your bf by yourself.

Same way you meet any other type of guy.
If someone finds you attractive they find you attractive, the hrt doesn't decide who you are. Though for the type of guy a bisexual might be your best choice

why? i feel better on them... plus im less ugly

wait wait wait. this is a gay thread not a tranny thread. so why are you on hrt? or are you just dumb?

eh, i find bi guys usually prefer really feminine guys or just girls. im just a normal gay dude on pills.

Bi guys can like any type of man it varies just like regular gays

wow. youre really just an idiot arent you?

Let's post comfy music
youtube.com/watch?v=ZIa9grhWGus

forgot to add picture. i bet this is what you look like

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Those guys can be coot. Clumsy blonde bois are coot. Not if EXTREMELY needy though.

Okay. So. It's either one of two things: You're transgender, you're agp (autogynephile). Both are mental illnesses, but one is actually more acceptable than the other.

A guy will probably not like you if you're an agp, not just that but you will not age well with it. Until you tell me otherwise, I'm assuming you're not taking testosterone blockers and you're not getting an orchiectomy anytime soon, this is going to turn into an issue as you grow older since your body isn't going to stop producing testosterone from estrogen alone.

IF you're trans however, you're not only on the wrong thread you're on the wrong board. Either way, if you're passing both on looks and with voice AND are planning to get a vagina I don't think any guy will have a problem with it.

you miswrote wrong planet

>tfw no pro fps vidya bf

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i mean... i look like a guy ofc. still growing out here and whatnot.

>I'm assuming you're not taking testosterone blockers and you're not getting an orchiectomy anytime soon
im on a pretty strong blocker rn actually (its similar to lupron). i want an orchie but dunno if ill be able to get a bf if i do that

im not trans nor do i have a fetish. like i said, im just a gay guy.

I'm a man and plan on remaining one, but christ you just sincerely despise trans people huh? Why?

>im on a pretty strong blocker rn actually (its similar to lupron). i want an orchie but dunno if ill be able to get a bf if i do that
dude youre on a whole nother level of retarded. now i have to stay up just so i can fuck with you

People like different things, even with an orchi you can still find a guy but like with all the fags in here you need to find one who likes your personality and looks

Well, they are. They can't do anything without you and they are always bored. Not very sexy desu.

my post was -> the other isn't mine...

I was a new IP in the thread, I'm just an outside observer. You'd be wasting your time. If you can't answer a single question I'll fuck off.

You'll never get a bf.
You either actually commit and admit to yourself you're a transwoman, or you admit to yourself that this is a fetish.

Why else would you want to get on testosterone blockers and actually consider getting an orchiectomy if you're not suffering at all from gender dysphoria?

HRT alone is not going to get rid of your masculine features, assuming you have them. You'll always have big hands and feet, you'll always have an adam's apple, you'll always have a jawline, you'll always have your height, etc.

My point being, no one's going to settle for a failed boy. You're not going to stay young forever as well, this is something you desperately need to keep in mind.

oh so we got double trouble going. man this is gonna be good

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i dont see how its a fetish when it doesnt sexually arouse me.

>HRT alone is not going to get rid of your masculine features, assuming you have them. You'll always have big hands and feet, you'll always have an adam's apple, you'll always have a jawline, you'll always have your height, etc.

okay? im a guy, i know this.

you just sound like a rly bitter person desu, i doubt everyone here thinks like you

Me and the first reply are different people.

get more groceries, get eaten
get more groceries, get eaten
get more groceries, get eaten

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not him but i wanna stay young and sexy, and i'm not asian
don't give me that "manly guys can be sexy too" shit, literally no one believes it

can you stop talking about hrt and let him be jeez

>You either actually commit and admit to yourself you're a transwoman,
dont give em any stupid ideas. theyre already retarded as is
you are def special in the head

absolute madness rn

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If it doesn't sexually arouse you then why are you doing it? You said yourself that other guys find more feminine boys more attractive, cool. I don't see how that makes you turn to hormone replacement to achieve it, because past a certain point it's not feminine boy it's just a woman's body with a dick.
Wash your face every day, moisturize. If you go outside, use sunscreen as if you're at the beach. Drink water. Not much else you can do unless you have insanely lucky genes.

One more point I forgot to add, you're right no one here thinks like me. I actually gave you the time of day to reply and try and get to know your thought process and logic behind it, had this been peak hours or someone else you'd just be called a tranny and get told to kys or go to /lgbt/.

i already told him to buddy. wait did i?

>If it doesn't sexually arouse you then why are you doing it?
>I don't see how that makes you turn to hormone replacement to achieve it, because past a certain point it's not feminine boy it's just a woman's body with a dick.
to be less ugly, and its helped a bit so far

What exactly makes you ugly that HRT fixes but anything else can't? I can almost guarantee there was another solution.

i bwt youre smoki. this is autism x100

mostly just my masculine features

my face has softened up a bit and looks less awful, etc.

Awful in the sense of what?
Facial hair and acne?
( both of which have quick solutions that have less long-term consequences in the future.)
Hiding a jawline isn't difficult to do if you gain just a bit of weight. obviously not to the point of getting a full on beer gut, but some little extra fat can keep you feminine and soft, especially if you moisturize and other stuff.