/Suicide general/

What is stoping you to do this?
If you wanted to die post you reasons in this thread
Also post the method of suicide, there are my reasons to die:
>Not white
>Manlet
>Underweight
>Autistic
>Ugly deformed face (big ears, big nose, acne)
>Social anxiety
>Never had a gf, never holded hands never experienced any kind of female interaction
>Boring personality
>No hbbies
>Incapable of work due to social anxiety
>No car
>Live with my arents
>Non existent self-steem
>Insecure
>Raised by single mother
>Brainlet
There is no reason to live for me, i was doomed die as a maggot, i'm worthless i'm nothing, there is no hope for me i literally can't do anything about it i didn't asked to be ugly, i didn't asked to be autistic i didn't asked to be this way

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>What is stoping you to do this?
What's the point really? Might as well wait it out to see if robot waifus become a thing

Meh I always contemplate suicide but know I'll never go through with it, sure life sucks for me and I have nothing to really live for but all I can do is wait patiently hopefully having my life change for the better over time

Nihilism was created by the news to reduce the population

Will a .308 kill me?
My family has a gun they say it is .308 I don't know. The pistol is small about the size of my hand.
My family said it isn't a big gun but if it shot someone close enough they'd die.
This makes me believe is isn't .308 I do not know. I never seen the bullet.
Anyway with that description of the gun. Will it kill me easily?

>only 1,77m
>aspie
>crippling social anxiety
>some childhood traumas(not too heavy desu)
>zero self esteem
>cant feel happy
ive had this shitty as depression ever since i was a child, i dont think life doesnt mean anything, but i simply cant find any joy in anything not even on a fucking bj and i really hate myself for it, theres no place for me on this earth. the only thing stopping me is my own cowardice, i really want someone i like to kill me

I will, but there's just a few things i need to do first

You can kill yourself with really any gun, shotgun has the highest chance but pistols are still highly likely. Just make sure you point into your brain stem, pointing slightly upward in your mouth, for instant death

>reasons to die
given up, no hope, supposedly 'well off' feel like shit all the time
>what is stopping me
my family would be destroyed, I don't want to hurt them even though they have hurt me

Why do you worry about hurting then? It will never affect you.

still havent decided on a good way to kill myself is it true they have been diluting helium?

As far as I'm aware most easily accessible helium has too much air, but I don't remember where I saw that so I might be wrong

reasons:
>ugly
>dumb
>fat but cant lose weight(ive tried many times and i still try)
>mentally ill
>always wanted to be a female but im too ugly to even be a gay bottom
>only one real friend that likes me but hes usually too busy to play games with me so im lonely
>hate working so much that id rather kms than wagecuck
>scared of people and asocial but parents want to force me to be normal which wont work out because ive tried already
the only reason im still alive is because of family
i dont think they could take it if i killed myself so im stuck

I have a friend who's brother killed themselves. I know how it affects mothers. It's not something I could bear to put my mother through, it wouldn't be fair.

I would love to but I've internalized too much shit from Jow Forums to die without having white children. So I'm probably stuck here forever.

DO IT DO IT DO IT FAGGOT

Whats stopping you cowardly faggot? Did post this because you are a massive attentionwhore or because some qt trapbot will agree to take your virginity out of pity?
Either do it or dont no one gives a shit you fucking lowlife

I stopped worrying about it affecting people when I called my parents on my birthday and they asked who I was and said "we don't have a son"

>"...we have a daughter"
>"we finally accepted your transition, alexis"

I know what you mean. My brother attempted suicide recently. It wasn't even a serious attempt, more a much needed cry for help (he was going through a lot).

My mother is stoic as shit, always lovely but composed. I've never seen her cry like that when she told me what had happened. It broke my fucking heart. I can still remember her shaking and bawling in tears, it wasn't nice to see.

I call bullshit

>not white
plenty of nonwhites are successful and extremely and happy. just dont be a nigger
>manlet
Short men gets girls all the time. not a good enough reason.
>autistic
one of my best friend's dads is autistic, as in diagnosed, and he has a hot wife.
>ugly deformed face
subjective and you know it.
>social anxiety
welcome to the club, but this is not a good enough reason and you know it. EVERY normie jokes about their social anxiety, do you think yours is really THAT bad? get over yorself man
>never had a gf
billions of human that have existed never had sex or a lover before their death. sure, it's sad sometimes, but a good enough reason to kill yourself? no and you know it.
>boring personality
your personality is not set in stone. do more interesting things and you will be more interesting.
>no hobbies
pick some up dude, they take time to develop.
>incapable of work
lazy. you are just being a bitch, get a fucking job and stop being an incel. you will instantly feel a million times better about yourself.
>no car
I was carless for years, didnt ruin me.
>live with my parents
get a job, then a car, then move out. you are capable of this and you know it. your failure to launch is what makes you want to die, but if you set up simple goals like this and accomplish them, you will feel a million times better. you know its true.
>self-esteem
self-esteem is built through progress. Progress, and you will build it.
>Insecure
see above
>raised by a single mother
same. in fact, both my parents were dead before I was 21.
>Brainlet
stfu

you hate yourself, stop being a loser and do things that make you proud. All of your moping and whining will not change the truth: you are choosing the life you live. Try your hardest until it changes, and take responsibility for yourself.

If you don't want to do that, then kill yourself. But acknowledge that you are killing yourself because youre a coward, NOT because you actually 'deserve it'.

>get a fucking job and stop being an incel. you will instantly feel a million times better about yourself
absolute retard tier advice. I make a decent living, I have had sex, and every day going to my job makes me want to kill myself. so much so I dread waking up. sheesh

> I've internalized too much shit from Jow Forums to die without having white children.
glad to be of service

why do you hate it so much?

This is the motherfucking 6th post of this kind today

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tfw my life is fine, I'm good looking, charismatic and intelligent but was just cursed with shit mental health genes.
I tried swallowing 4mg of fentanyl the other night (no tolerance so this was a guaranteed way out) and ended up vomiting it all up

Don't just wait, start making changes now. You might say you will never do it now, but in a few years time, who knows what you will be thinking.

Man. You are a piece of shit talking to OP like that