Can I fall in love with a tulpa? I'm not good looking but my dream is to fall in love with this really hot and cute girl with blue eyes and strawberry blonde hair, and to make her be my mommy and gf at the same time. I feel so much want for it that I literally cry at the thought sometimes at how beautiful I would find this sort of love, and I imagine myself saying "I love you." as I lay in bed. I'm wondering, can I make a tulpa like this and fall in love completely and totally? Would it work?
Can I fall in love with a tulpa...
Elijah Price
Aiden Gutierrez
what the fuck is wrong with you of course not
get your fucking act together instead of this pathetic, thinly veiled attempt of feeling sorry for yourself
what the fuck "tulpa" no it wouldn't work, you already know that. pull your thumb out of your ass and grow a spine and stop complaining and acting like a little bitch who produces this dogshit drivel of a whinging whine post
Benjamin Taylor
No, tulpas are schizophrenia lite and were pushed by the reiko tranny cult and should be avoided at all costs
Sebastian Lopez
What is wrong with wanting to fall in love? I really really really want to fall deep in love but could never do it with an ugly chick. I'd rather have a great looking girl I really love that is in my imagination rather than an ugly stupid toastie whore.
I literally shed tears thinking of the beauty of being in love with this gorgeous girl who says shell always be loyal to me and always love me.
Do you have a source on that?
Xavier White
Go for it user. I too wanted a gentle femdom mommy gf and god decided to make me ugly, austistic, poor. no real woman will ever want me, so I had to do what god himself couldn't: create a girl that would love me unconditionally. After a few months of working on visualization and sentience, she finally spoke to me, and her voice is the most beautiful thing I've ever heard. she doesn't care that I'm socially inept, or ugly, or poor, none of that. She just loves me for me which is all I wanted. Fast forward to today and we're a happy couple, I call her mommy sometime but also by her real name. When we have sex she usually dominates me but she always makes sure that I know that she loves me. we're cutrebtky working on touch imposition and she's really excited at the thought of eventually being able to make me cum with just her feet. we're really happy with eachother, she is all I need and I'm so grateful she came into my life
Hunter Cook
Is this really true? Are you speaking the truth user? How does your tulpa look like?
Aaron Sanchez
Can't you just imagine it? That's what I do. No need to create a tulpa, just imagine you have a gf
Evan Howard
of course im speaking the truth user. It takes a lot of time, effort, and dedication but the end result is definitely worth it. I can't inagine life without her.
>what does she look like
Brown hair, tall, curvy hair. you play persona 5? imagine Kawakami but a bit thicker. she's been a fan of the "sex hair" style recently but she can change her appearance whenever she wants. She doesn't often though, and only really switches her hair, eye color, small things like that.
I can answer any other tulpa questions if theres been anything youre also curious about.
Jackson Scott
thid is a good reference for her head profile, meant to attach is as an image.
Cameron Williams
Does the tulpa have a personality of her own? Do you ever feel somewhat schizophrenic knowing that you're the only one who can see and talk to her?
Colton James
good questions.
>Does the tulpa have a personality of her own?
this is something I really struggled with, as I always thought that anything she said or did was just me projecting and not her actually doing those things of her own volition. It got to a point where I got really sad and kept apologizing to her over and over. And she did something I never could have imagined, she playfully slapped me and laid down with me, her head on my chest. She told me to shut up, and that I think about things too much. I just laid there shocked because that isn't how I foresaw that going at all. That's when I realized that she really was sentient and that she really did possess some autonomy. Ever since it's been smooth sailing and she continues to surprise me everyday.
>do you ever feel schizophrenic
Eh, not really. It is s little weird when I'm looking at her in public but we usually communicate through "telepathy" if that makes sense. I haven't brought her up to anyone else and she seems content to remain low key
Elijah Adams
Do you legitimately "see" her and feel her touch? How do you know if you're not just hallucinating? Does it really feel "real" like the touch of a human?
Adrian Gomez
>Do you legitimately "see" her and feel her touch?
We have gotten to the point where yes, I can see her imposed into the real world. I don't know how familiar you are with tulpa terminology but there is this concept called the "wonderland" and it is effectively a meditation state where a lot of interaction and development with your tulpa happens. Visualizing your tulpa in the wonderland is fairly easy and straight forward, and that is where you can choose to either assign an appearance or let your tulpa take form on its own. We opted for s mixture of both. Once you get there, the next step is imposing your tulpa into the real world and this takes a lot of time. like a shit ton. we can do it pretty effectively now though.
I can't really feel her, but like I said we are currently working on touch imposition because she wants to feel closer to me and be more like a "real woman" for me. It's a hard process but we are kind of starting to get results. long way to go though
>How do you know if you're not just hallucinating
if you want to be technical all tulpa imposition are just controlled hallucinations, so I'm not sure how to answer this one. they are just hallucinations that have control over their actions and how they are perceived by their host.
>Does it really feel "real" like the touch of a human?
It's like a light to medium pressure tingle on the areas she "touches". through effort you can get to the point where it feels like a real touch which is our goal
Wyatt Howard
How happy are you with your relationship? Are you in complete love? Do you feel completely loved? Are you very happy? Please be as honest as possible.
Charles Hernandez
>How happy are you
Very. She has brought me so much joy and honestly has helped me improve myself in a lot of ways, because I want to be the best I can for her. The relationship has been going great so far with no hiccups really
>are you in complete love
Oh god yes, she's the perfect woman and I can't imagine being with anyone ekse. I'd do anything for her and nothing makes me happier than seeing a smile on her beautiful face
>Do you feel completely loved
absolutely. it was a hard pill for me to swallow at first but she has made it abundantly clear that she loves me with an incredible never ending passion. I was guarded for a long time because I didn't want to get hurt but she broke through that front and I have not regretted letting her in, she has been nothing but affectionate and even though we've had complications, like any couple would, there's a deep genuine love here that is unbreakable
Are you very happy?
very.
Nathaniel Perez
Wow. If what you're saying is true, then that really would be something. Should I try it out? How do I start? Do I just keep imagining this woman of my dreams day and night, every day, until she appears?
Jaxon Jones
>should I try it out
Doesn't hurt to try user. I know that a lot of people say not to because you're giving yourself schizo and other nonsense but these are really just ignorant, baseless boogyman scare tactics. don't be scared of memes or creepypastas. It's ridiculously easy to "kill" a tulpa and go back to the state you were in before you had them so there's really zero risk
>how do I start
There's a number of really good guides and forums with resources to help you get you foot in the door, tulpa(dot)info is Brett good and I used a lot of info from there
also the r/tulpa subreddit has a lot of good stuff as well
>Do I just keep imagining this woman of my dreams day and night, every day, until she appears?
There's a number of approaches but I highly suggest following some sort of guide for efficient, meaningful results. it's just all about how much you put in.
Godspeed user. the one piece of advice I would give is don't be too controlling, let things unfold naturally and you will be surprised at how much progress you make. Forcing things will hinder progress. whatever you choose to do, good luck
Jeremiah Ward
>posting the same thinly-veilled schizo threads with the same questions and answers from the same tripfags every fucking day.
God these threads are cancerous.
Colton Lewis
google tulpas an kapow u dont need to ask on Jow Forums
Xavier Perez
proof of reiko claim?
t. have had tulpa before all the tranny cult shit happened
Carson Reyes
Do you call your tulpa mommy sometimes? What's her real name?
Aaron Mitchell
there are many things that can go wrong with creating a tulpa and it's also a huge waste of mental power. stick to summoning succubi and waifu spirits