My entire life depended on what can be described as a coin flip...

My entire life depended on what can be described as a coin flip. I had roughly 50% chance of being born female and having a normal life. But the fate (or whatever I should call it) had other plans for me. I could have at least been born with androgen insensitivity syndrome which would have made me phenotypically female, but I wasn't blessed with it either.
The rest doesn't matter. I'll never have a normal life, I'll never have a normal family, I'll never give a birth to my children and I will never be perceived as nothing but abomination by 80% of society. There's no reincarnation, there's no afterlife and this is the only life I'll ever have. Everything could have been so much better, but instead I wasted my only chance.

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tl;dr. Are you intersex?

oh shut up. literally two laws can flip this whole situation:

remove alimony
remove law making prostitution illegal.

tricking a guy into thinking he's supposed to be a girl is the same nasty shit as tricking old people into thinking they've won a million dollars if they just give up their SSN and bank info.

i think the coin flip you were talking about is how easily you believe other people. i think your parents could have done a better job at guiding you.

>b-b-but what if i was a completely different person
what if a rock was a water

>what if a rock was a water
that would be hella EPIC

>Are you intersex?
No, I'm not.

Let me tell you something. Nobody "tricked" me into shit. Yes, not even da joos. Not even some retarded discord server. I don't live in the first world, so I wasn't exposed to "propaganda" either. I had those thoughts before I even started visiting Jow Forums, let alone Jow Forums. Nobody tricked me into shit.

It's okay Jannu, I believe in you!

Sort your shit out, or get the fuck off my board, you tranny, secondary fuck.

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I'm really sorry that trans have to go through this. Call it mental illness or whatever, it wasn't your fault that it turned out that way. I truly believe that trans are some of the least fortunate conditions to have

you wouldn't know much about what influenced you, tbqh. also, thoughts are thoughts. i fantasized about being an demon with wings as a kiddo.

people adjust to p. much every situation. there are some conditions that make you less aware of what is real and what isn't, but self preservation is generally far stronger than any individual problem with your place in the world.

the challenge of sexual development is about more than telling a weird kid that it's okay to be feminine or to take his time growing in. and i'm not saying it was someone's goal to ruin your life, either. but regardless of the circumstances with your brain and local community, it was certainly possible to have a completely normal life, assuming you are able to learn.

Believe in what exactly?

I believe you can find a boyfriend!

>I believe you can find a boyfriend!
No, you don't. You were the one saying that you wouldn't bet on it, weren't you?

Maybe! But that's not important!

I'm using exclamation marks to show you that I believe you can do it!

No, you just bully me for the sake of bullying.

It's perfectly possible to both bully someone and help them at the same time, you know. Your threads seem to attract a lot of mean people these days anyway (I call the misjanthropes), but I'm always rooting for you, even if I do make fun of you and call you dumb.

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>You were the one saying that you wouldn't bet on it, weren't you?
That wasn't him. Also hi Jannu. Also you love bullying. Also I love your threads. Also, why on earth would you want a child?

Oh no, there are two bullies now. Unbelievable.
>Also you love bullying.
This is noise/lies/etc.
>Also, why on earth would you want a child?
This is a really stupid question.

Hmm, what do you mean? It was me. Not that it really matters when everyone is user anyway, the important thing is that Jasha gets bullied until she finds a boyfriend (this will speed up the process).

>this will speed up the process
No, you are only putting me down.

You can be normal you just don't want to. Stop the trannyshit. Get a job. Meet friends. You are now normal.

>Stop the trannyshit.
user, this shit never stops.

You have a defeatist attitude and because of that you will never make any progress. Stop blaming everything else and think about what YOU can do to overcome those factors. You only have control over yourself and crying about external factors is a waste of time. Stop posting on Jow Forums right this second and get your shit together if you actually want to make a change.

It's called "tough love", Janners.

You can't just keep making these threads in perpetuity, something has to change.

You only think that way because you are weak.

>what if a rock was a water
id drink it

You only think that way because you never experienced it.
It's the same as "woah, you are depressed? you just need to stop being depressed and get your shit together".

you don't know what I've experienced or what mental illness I'm battling to overcome. My advice is that you need to regain control of your thoughts and stop just accepting your situation and acting like that's the way things have to be. You can improve yourself and you will if you're going to survive in this world. I'm not saying you have to be straight but think about the reasons why you're depressed and what you did to get there. Stop blaming others. Focus on you and how you can make yourself happy

Sure thing it feels unfair. But as you said, you've only got one life(which is safest assumption about death). Why waste your only life on mourning for something you'll never possibly have? Enjoy what you have, try at least. Thinking about things like this is simply exhausting and does not help anything Play the hand you're dealt and try enjoy the life being a male or a tranny.

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>and try enjoy the life being a male or a tranny.
I try to, but it's not enjoyable in the slightest.
Thanks for the Yukinon pic

How about a Yukihon picture?

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that's some mad skill you have HON

>Tfw you're not cuddling Jannu and calming her down

Than stop being tranny if it not enjoyable, done.

Being a male was even less enjoyable.

Jannu do you like Calligraphy?

I do, but my own writing is terrible.

Just life a normal life as a dude

Would you like to learn?

I don't think I'll be able to, this stuff probably takes enormous amount of effort, while I can barely make myself do stuff essential for my living.

are you russian OP?

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>are you russian OP?
Yeah.

Get out edgefag REEEEE

Wait. What choice ?

fellow person with gender dysphoria
are you gonna transition?
i don't think i am at least
currently isolating myself and drinking loads of alcohol to prepare for suicide

it must be horrible being LGTBQ (or w/e) in a place where it's illegal. Im not trans but I can empathize with your situation

>in a place where it's illegal
It's not illegal. Sodomy laws were abolished in 1993. As a tranny, you can easily change your documents including birth certificate. The problem is that the society is not exactly welcoming.

Shit not a choice chance*

>are you gonna transition?
I already do.
>i don't think i am at least
Why? How old are you?
If you are young enough, don't repeat my mistake.

just kys already you attention whore

>enormous amount of effort
You don't have to aim to become an artisan. You could do it for only 10 mins a day if that's what you prefer. Doing something 'productive' daily can really make a difference in your mood long-term. Also I want to connect with Jannu.

Like a plug in a socket type connection?

Why is Fate attracting all these trannies nowadays?

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Because Fate is normie as fuck now, they eat up most smartphone trash.

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>Also I want to connect with Jannu.

sames. he/she (i don't know) seems like a decent person that just needs someone to talk to

Jeez Jannu, thanks for the reply.

Well, I want to do something productive, even set up a schedule for it.
I wanted to make sure that I spend at least 2, preferably 3 hours on something else other than staring at the monitor.
I just don't think it's a thing for me.
Wasn't me.

>Jannu
Holy fucking shit end your life

>Holy fucking shit end your life
do you hate jannu?

The word Jannu is used every third post or so senpai. The whole bullyposting stuff is cringeworthy but Jannu being a lonely tranny actually enjoys it. Fuck kids too. All in all a good post.

i used to watch alot of reptile videos on youtube back when i was super interested in rare turtles, and the fat hairy guy on camera who was always breeding them never failed to mention the fact that the temperature in both the mom turtle's insides and the incubation chamber played a large role in determining the gender of the baby.
if the average temperature was on the warmer side, there was a greater chance of a female turtle. i assumed that if it was on the colder side, a male turtle was more likely. my brain, being 11 years old and unable to do any research on tempurature differentiation (this is apparently what it's called on google i guess) immediately took to thinking "huh, my mom's vagina must have been one cold cookie, and that's why i'm a boy." i used this in my head for years as some sort of justification to myself as to why i was born this way.
now that i'm older, that comfortable thought i used to summon up that let me feel like i knew exactly why i am who i am has fizzled out completely, and i'm left wondering all over again. why have i played out this role, walking on the stones that destiny has placed before me so comfortably? i can at least be happy i guess that chance landed me in a first world country, and i haven't been stabbed or faced with some horrible end yet. but still, when i take a step out for a bit and just think to myself, my mind is always goes blank when i start asking "why?" why was i dropped into this continuous film? what was the ultimate decider on why i am this living thing, out of a nonillion other living creatures on this planet?

maybe i was just born to be this way, and this was all i was ever meant to be.

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OP what do you even talk about with all the orbiters that add you?

l'm also curious about this

I don't have "orbiters". As for people who add me, we talk about whatever comes to mind. Discussing interests, talking about life, stuff like that.

How many orbiters do you have? be honest

you don't have any interests though. someone went over this last thread.

>How many orbiters do you have?
I've already answered that.
Barely anyone even asks me for contact info.

Just pretend he said male friends. How many do you have?

Not OP but I have had some orbiters before.

Typically the best thing to donis give them a chance at friendship, and if theyre dull then theres no possibility. One they attain friend, they can attain bf, but thats very hard and 99% of the time they fail. I tell people straight up what they are to me.

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I'm not gonna "pretend". I have no orbiters, period.
I do, it's just that I'm ashamed of some of them.

Do you ever feel bad for the ones who like you? It must hurt them seeing you openly trying to recruit better men every thread.

There was a guy in one of the latest threads who claimed to love me. He didn't even add me on discord after I asked him. I can't do anything if people don't even contact me.
Bet it was one of you pranksters.

I find it very, very hard to believe you don't have atleast one guy talking to you every couple of days.

Yea, I do have a couple. Most of them outright said that they aren't interested in me.

>Most of them
So you have a few guys actively interested in you and still keep making this thread looking for something better.

>my board
not yours if u didn't create it
LOL AND also u don't know this person's feelings so why the h8? if you were believing you were cursed to be abnormal and some type o' freak you would probably be like this too
wtf are you saying?
??? holup, there was a conversation going on?
CONTEXT PLS????
and also "Jannu" or "Jan" or w/evs I'm assume is OP's name?(lol Jansgender)
OH NO M8 DON'T LIFEIS ACTUALLY PRECIOUS YOU ARE ACTUALLY VALUABLE-and just by being human! imagine that!
lol s/he is no attention whore I know there are ppl like that, nearly every (if not every)group has its radicals/posers/immature/mentally screwed/etc. people. but I don't think OP is one.
>>everyone
human is worth
human must get respect.
because they r human
reddit may be cringe, but they have a rly good saying over there: remember the human

HI BACK AGAIN
just to clarify you're intersex or are you a Trans-Jans?

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