Halp

Anons, halp pls. Everything dark and gloomy. Endless darkness, feel nothing anymore. Try to feel but it doesn't work. Halp, want to kill myself, lack the guts to do it. Already have good plan, with rope in forest. Halp everything so dark, head always hurts, people smile at me I can't smile back. Sometimes too lazy to breath, porn and vidya barely able to contain suicidal thoughts. Everything so dark, everything always gloomy. Halp.

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what a loser
kys

sup user u wanna talk?

If it's any consolation I'm in a similar situation
I've been holed up in my dark apartment for a week now, no sunlight, no social contact, no vidya, no good food (I starve myself most days)
Feels like hell desu

My head, everything heavy.

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Sometimes I think, I already died. This is hell and I have to atone for my sins. Just what did I do to deserve this...

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Will post depressive imagery, since it fits to the board... maybe people can talk, maybe about problems, heavy thoughts. Everything so dark.

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I'm convinced of the same
After failing to kill myself twice I dropped down on my knees in my bedroom and started screaming
I said that I don't know what I've done wrong, but that I didn't mean it and would change my actions if I could
I cried for a while, crept into bed and fell asleep hoping to not wake up

When will it stop? Endless craving of female skin, I see it everywhere, yet my hands remain cold...

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I just want it all to be over
I want to die a peaceful death
I don't want to exist anymore

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa everywhere life, yet wasted on decadent filth. What a waste.

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I never asked to be born
I was not meant for this world

More like craving for male foreskin amirite xD

Sometimes, I think it'll get better but everytime it ends the same. Numerous times, numerous stories I was part of, yet I feel like I can only see the happiness of others, my own is not to be expected, ever. Darkness glooms over me, like a wrathful father, punishing me endlessly for what I've done.

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I know this feel too well
>tfw tried to convince my parents that it was cruel of them to bring me into this world at 13

A gentle touch, all I want. Gentle words, all I crave. Face to face, not for me, for I'm punished endlessly. Is the sweet embrace of the death the only form of love I can ever receive?

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I close my eyes, I see my corpse. Warmth.

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Look up Wayne Barlowe, OP, you might like it. Pretty much draws the insides of hell itself.

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MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT.

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I wish fully immersive VR was here, so I could just simulate companionship and warmth

Stuck in my cage, I think. I think endlessly, suck in my cage. Everything is dark and I think. Don't let me out, its safer. For I bring only ruin.

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A home, where I can rest.

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Goodbye, fellow anons. My fate, is one of pain, only one way out, I'm stuck. Only one way out. Everything else closed down. Only one.

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See you tomorrow, user.
Sleep tight.

welcome to the party user, it never stops. turning to drugs doesn't work. it never stops, you will always be grasping for the motivation to step up to the ledge.

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this is too damn melodramatic to be taken seriously. It gives the vibe of a teen going through an angsty phase

I think they are genuinely suffering, user. Have compassion.

Quit being an edgy fag and do it already. Livestream it too please.