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What kinda things do you like?

Games, anime. Mostly rpg centered stuff, cant get enough of it, i feel like it also sucks because when i think im clicking with someone i have to be gone for days at a time and when i come back it isnt the same

I had four friends over and we played dick chicken

>in highschool
>i just finished another shit day
>im tired and just want to rest
>walk to the park and buy an orange
>now im eating the orange alone while sitted in a bench
>im watching the pidgeons and wondering how feels like being a bird
>little girl comes into view
>user, why are you sad
>i dont know
help me

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i feel empty, I guess im doing just fine

Whats your fav rpg? Im a big fan of them too, but only dumb ones

that sounds like some sorta start to a movie

that sounds like depression

I'm not long for this world anymore robots. I've gone through 5 different types of antidepressants and 3 types of bipolar medication. I still want to kill myself every single day. My mom thinks I'm going to get better every time I go to the doctor and therapist. I just came back from the doctors and they just prescribed me Prozac, and my mom tells me this one will be the one that'll help me. I have everything that's supposed to make me feel good, like a summer internship, working on my college degree, and I'm starting garden in our backyard. I don't know if I want to go on after I graduate and move out of my house.

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i dislike your name
sjws are real and pretending like they're not is dumb

Ignore me, I don't care.

>Used to smoke weed occasionally with friends for fun
>Now smoke daily alone just to keep the pain away.
I still love it though.

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how long have you felt bad for user? What do your therapists say?

Thats a sick picture
the only time i've smoked weed i had an anxiety attack
shit sucks

Kingdoms of amalur reckoning. Not counting monster hunter, kingdoms just feels like an rpg with a genuine love behind it, other than that i just play dungeon crawlers or diablo clones. Was looking forward to vermintide 2 tho

Never heard of it, ill check it out
I'm super into monster hunter now, although I wish we got XX on the switch as well as gen

Yeh, its not the best rpg, but it just feels comfy. World made me wanna buy a ds to play the other ones while i wait for updates, if xx had come to switch i wouldve gotten it there instead but oh well.

Comfy is good, comfy is real good. I do miss the portability that the DS versions had but gen is just an upgrade in pretty much every way

I mean theres a few games on switch im waiting for but the big decider for me is gonna be no more heroes 3, im curious to see where the story goes/music will be good

never played the first ones, but laways heard good things about them

Where did you do it user? At a party? Alone?
Sucks you had an anxiety attack as I find it really helpful with my anxiety funnily enough,

>dad comes into my room drunk
>tells me he loves me and wishes i'd talk to him more
>mom texts me
>i just wanted to say i love you
>y-you too

Why can't I just be left alone? I'm too inept to respond to any form of compassion from anyone. I'm hurting everyone around me even though I made no promise that I'd reciprocate their affection

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I had a panic attack during a test and probably made some dumb mistakes because of it. I couldn't draw one fucking graph I needed, feels bad man

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Theyre pretty good, the soundtrack was nice. I just liked the whole concept of fighting a league of assassins each with their own personality. And watching the main character actually change personality over the course of the game

I am doing really horribly, I slashed myself pretty bad last night and the depression and anxiety is only growing. I don't understand, things are supposed to be looking up for me yet as I move further ahead all I want to do is die. I just want it to go away, but it keeps intensifying to dangerously scary degrees. I had a good hold on my depression but these past few months have been ruthless. I am losing sight of myself, and my goals. I have become a super alcoholic and I go to work drunk just about every day.

I feel horribly bored with my life I have no real goals or aspirations, all my friends just like the sit inside and smoke pot all day and play vidya (gets boring after a while) and I failed in another relationship what is the point of living

I've reached that point where the sadness has largely been replaced by a perpetual emptiness. I don't even know what to do with my life anymore.

I'm fucking dead inside. Job interview today went south at light speed, college took another 4.5k of my loans, and now they're threatening to kick me out because it's a shady ass tech school. I'd have quit a long time ago, but if I did, I'd get kicked out. I've been unemployed for a year this June, and I want to fucking die.
I think tonight is the night that I finally snap.

i don't feel depressed, i'm too good at blocking my inner emotions and thoughts about myself

but i know the day i fully realize and admit how much of a failure i ever was, i'll go into a deep depression like jumping into a bottomless pit

i just hope that day comes when i'm about to die

jesus christ0

Dick chicken ?

I'm so sick of everything holy shit. I'm sick of feeling like I'm being stared at all the time, I'm sick of the intrusive thoughts and anxiety, I'm sick of being in a place where I don't even speak the same language as 90% of the people. I hope the russians nuke us, fuck this.

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I want friends and a purpose in life, but I also don't want to talk to people or do any work. Or be awake.

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