Well boys, tonight my mom asked me if I would ever commit suicide. I told her no, and then she asked if I ever had thought about it. Again I told her no, and she asked me if I would tell her if I've ever considered suicide. I told her I probably wouldn't, but I still haven't ever considered it.
It's true, I'd never kill myself, I just get sad when I think about the future.
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Why? Is it too uncertain of a future? Or too many lows now that imply a pattern of many in the future?
I tell my mom I think about suicide every time she nags me to get a job or move out, that gets the bitch to shut her trap.
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I just don't know what's going to happen. I've lived with my family my whole life, I'm 21. Now the family is moving, and I don't want to. I kind of want to stay here, but I'd be lonely without them. I'm not going to like the future, and it makes me sad to think about.
this is a very soft problem. i feel like you can cut through it like a soft cheese.
It's not. I don't know if I'd be happy here, but I don't want to go hundreds of miles away. I hated the last time we moved, I was depressed for a year, and I never want to do it again. This place is all I really know. I became who I am here.
That's tough, man. I've moved several times when I was young in elementary school. I think it messed me up in connecting with people, I spent most of my childhood without friends.
But what are the circumstance? Sounds like you have a choice in staying or going. Like why you wanna stay?
You've got to take control of your life. I have no idea what will happen if you stay where you are, but I can say with very high certainty that there is no happy outcome that results from you living with your parents in perpetuity.
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>Sounds like you have a choice in staying or going.
A few guys I know are going to be looking for roommates, and I think I'd like living with them. I only have a part time job though, I don't know how much money I'd need on my own.
>Like why you wanna stay?
I hated moving last time, and I never want to move again. I have friends here, and I don't make friends easy. I don't want to start all over again. Also, this might be a silly reason, but there's a girl I really like, I've never felt about anyone the way I feel about her. And I feel like I might have a shot with her. I can't imagine loving anyone else, so I figured I should stick around even if there's a slim chance of being with her. I know it sounds very naive, but I've honestly never cared for anyone like I care for her.
>I can say with very high certainty that there is no happy outcome that results from you living with your parents in perpetuity.
That's also something I've thought about. I don't want to live with them forever. I want to become a mature adult. I guess you have to bite that bullet eventually.
Yes, you do have to bite that bullet at some point and it won't be easy. But worthwhile things seldom are.
>I've never felt about anyone the way I feel about her
dawg take the chance this could turn out big: it's when you feel a certain way you can tell it's not just your feeling, but it's shared between you and the Other
Maybe I can try, and if I get rejected I can always join my family.
for a month most of my comments were deeply morbid. I suspected my parents were afraid of my mental health and holding me on fragile sticks with everything they carefully did. did tell them i want to strip the human aspects away and have no thought and disappear in the arctic
Yeah sounds like you'll be unhappy, bitter if you don't do it: your mother knows this, circumstances know this, and you know it
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>Original desu plzz
From this band.
Yeah. I guess we could still keep in touch if I moved away, but I really want to give it a shot. I mean, she's going to be moving two hours away herself for college, but I'm sure I'd still see her pretty frequently if I stay since her family's here and all. She'd probably be in town a lot of weekends.
you go to college?
I don't. I'm not really sure it's for me. I don't have any strong career aspirations. I'll do any job as long as I don't absolutely hate it and I make enough money to provide for myself, and hopefully a family at some point.
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Man, not to discourage you, but I feel like a lot of college girls want to settle with a guy that goes to college, and it's a different ballpark- she'll meet new people and all.
College is not for everyone, I got friends that go and don't know what to do- mostly just wasting their time.
Just tread carefully, it's a fragile situation you are in.
She in particular is going because she plans on being a medical officer in the military. She's just such a great person. I love her a lot, and I hope it works out.
Are you rping right now? If not, it sounds like she loves you unconditionally, you take advantage of that, and you don't even love her in return.
I'd think this was my mom if not for the phrase "rping"