Get every thing off of your chest user
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The idea of having to exist for another 60 years both exhausts and terrifies me.
I have alot of problems and all of them stem from ethier not being rich or being tall. Life would be better if I was ethier a billionaire or at least the be the size of a full grown adult. Being 5'11 is a kind of hell I wish I didn't have to go through.
Do you mean like in life overall or problems with getting girls?
l wish l was normal
Dear user,
I had a fun time talking to you and your friends for the last 6 months, unfortunately it didn't end well as I hoped to. I never thought I would hang out with you guys for such a long time because I usually drop my friends after 2 month. I liked everyone of you, but the bitch that I am always needs to ruin things for others. I played around with all of you and your feelings while no-one told Each other anything about it.
But I guess the truth came out, not entirely though and you probably never will discover what really happened. I do know that it's hard for you to accept, but how much I try I just can't seem to like you back. I've heard from your friends that you've became mad after all of this. That you've started cutting speeding on the road and drinking. In only a couple of days, which I don't understand.
Yeah we had something going on but I told you from the start that I'm bad news. I told you how I was and that I will hurt you at the end. God I've told you so many times but you just didn't want to listen.
You didn't even get to know me that well, I can't believe you when you say you love me when you don't know the real me. I've told you that many times, but you're stubborn about it and tell me that you can change me etc. The thing is that I don't want to change. Sure I'm really lonely and every one hates me for being like this, but I'm doing this my self and I'm ok with who I am. I'm honest about it atleast.
So please user, forget me that's the best for the two of us....
Life in general. People do treat me like a kid and because of it is harder to operate in society. Not to mention the higher standards white people have from society. I mean being able to get girls are ezpz to be honest. But being able to get a job is fucking hard. I mean I have alot of good shit to put on my resume (middle college,did volunteer work for a time,JROTC for 4 years in highschool,etc) but damn man these niggas just don't want to fucking hire me. Seems I'll have to just join the army wether I like it or not.
Shit dude that actually really sucks, I've never heard of not being able to get hired when you're short even though I life in a county with the tallest people from the world. But I do know a lot of girls that are into short guys. Maybe you should just move to another place or county user.
I don't even think it has anything to do with height. I've tryed wearing timbs and shit like that to make me look marginally taller (an inch is seriously alot) but damn I still don't know. I dont typically believe in curses but I am starting to think they exist and that i am. Statistically I shouldn't be treated this way. I am a smart white guy with an otherwise impressive resume. These guys should be fucking begging me. The army and Marines we're anyways(got hand written letters from them) .
Geez that's pretty fucked, well do you want to go to the army? I've heared from a lot of people that it changed their life in a good way so maybe you should try atleast. Or like I said earlier maybe you should just move to another place.
Oh hell yeah. That's what I am doing. That's what I wanted intially. Family tradition and all that.
Dear J.M
I usually lose all my friends after a month, but you're pretty cool, even though the showering issue scares me. I wish I could say it without it being a cliche, but the only reason I let my moms friend and my mom bathe me is because they literally forced me and I didn't have a choice, they have the house keys. But if its for you then I have to make my own choice, then I just have to
depressed and sad all the time.
Can't even laugh because laughing makes me also cry.
Laying in bed is the only way I can deal with the sadness and afterwards I feel more guilty and sad.
This fucking sucks.
There's so much more I can say, when you said you wanted me to whisper it into your ear my heart started racing, I felt embarrassed. I hope it means this is real, even though we met online.
Please don't make me undress, I'm so scared. Maybe you could go to the lobby while I figure it out. I'm just so apprehensive of being nude.
>5 11
cant not be a bait
l wish l was normaI
you guys are weird,find something to do ,something has to cheer you up,and find friends who have same problems,you can talk about it whatever you like
meh dont worry im 5'10 its not that hard
I'm not sure if I should keep fapping or not, I'm thinking of doing it just once a week, nofap makes me feel pretty good but I don't think completely surpressing sexual urges is healthy.
I have gone to parties and just stood in the corner miserably just so I could have a literal affinity with this song.
youtube.com
Go and get a pet user it helped me out a lot when I was in the same situation as you are.
What the actual fuck user ty for posting this song I totally forgot that the Smiths existed. Hip hop and r&b totally ruined my taste in music ffs. Ah btw so you can socialize with those fags and thots but you choose not to only because of this song?
Just do it once a week for heath reasons it's not that hard to do so just try not to get obsessed about it and you're good.
what the fuck do I do now. I finally found out that there is no chance for me to be with my oneitis. I knew she had some sort of bf before because she was talking about it but she always said it was not a real relationship. I thought I had a chance but after seeing what I've seen I have to let it all go. but I can't cut contact with her because we are good friends and I will be seeing her again this week and we're going to an event together at the end of the month, she has already bought me the tickets. I just want to get rid of my feelings man fuck here I am sitting not knowing what to do, my mother's birthday is on Monday but I have literally 0(ZERO) money and I cannot disappoint her like this. I want to fap but I can't because I am too far down in nofap and ejaculating would make me feel even worse. I have been exercising for a month now and eating more but I probably didn't even gain a pound of weight. I am fucking miserable and I want to kill myself but I can't because buying raw plutonium is easier than getting a gun in my country. I am too much of a pussy to do it any other way. even if I had any other way I wouldn't do it because of my parents. I don't even enjoy vidya anymore. I am failing in school, I have no job because I am too scared and have 0 experience with anything. I don't know what I will do after school because I am useless at everything. My parents want me to do uni but I myself know that I will fail it.
I made an appointment with a shrink instead. Maybe I'll get a pet too.
What pet you got?
I figured yes, it has never really been a problem for me but I do notice a difference in energy/motivation depending on how often I fap.
>not reading that shit in its depressing entirety
Grow some balls, im a fucked in the head cashier and ive asked out two girls from my store one being my actual ONEITIS. Underaged fags gtfo.
I've gotten my self a cat, it doesn't need much attention and I can do whatever I want but it'll just give me company and Someone to cuddle when I need it. It doesn't annoy you as much as dogs do so I'm really happy with him.
I don't think I truly garner respect from anyone. I'm either the funny clown that everyone can laugh along with (or at), or I'm the kid that has to learn, or I'm my parents' child.
you know I love you. you know what I would do for you, what I did for you. when you were crying on my shoulder it felt like it could finally happen. when you came to me instead of your other friends to cry and tell me all the shit that happened to you, I really thought we could fall in love together. I literally drove through half the country just for you. but you don't love me. you just barely like me. after all these years you still didn't see me as more than the guy to build you up when you're down. And the worst thing is I don't even mind. I still remember the time we were in the forest late at night and you were crying. I still remember that I comforted you, that I touched your hair, smelled your scent and that I looked in your beautiful blue eyes. it was the most bittersweet moment of my life and it's my favourite memory. but nothing will ever change the way you feel about me.
nothing at all
Just try to get another girl to forget about her it's that easy, become less involved with this girl and start to give others more attention. And when it was my mom's birthday I've bought a ton of expensive brandshit for her with the money that I got from my part time job but she was much more happier when she got breakfast on bed with a cute card from my older brother fml. Just show her that you did your best, try to bake a cake or clean up the house before she wakes up that will make her much more happy.
Dear user. Goodbye you were one the few people in my life I genuinely enjoyed talking to. You'll probably forget about me as you carry on with your life. I wish I got to know you better
I'm not such a retard that I didn't want to socialise (at first) but just enough of a retard to not be able to socialise. Fuck man, I didn't miss the oppurtunities, I just shit the bed when they came along.
Damn I don't understand how it can be that hard for people to socialize, I'm not that good at it as well but if you just push yourself and stop thinking at the moment when you get the chance it gets much easier to socialize. I know that it sounds easier than it actually is but just push yourself user I'm sure it'll turn out fine.
I made it past that barrier and can socialize freely with anyone I meet, but I can't make meaningful relationships. There's not a person on this earth that I would feel comfortable confiding in other than a fucking congolese kite-flying forum. I feel like im wearing a 10 inch thick mask.
Same desu user, if you want to talk about it you can add me on discord IRINA!#5428
I like the idea of having gf more than the actual practice of it. That's why I've only rented my ""gf's""" for the last couple of years. The effort needed to sustain a long term relationship is exhausting.
the loneliness does creep up though
I'm the same height. Too bad you weren't born a girl. You'd feel absolutely brobdingnagian right now. Isn't it funny that we're both crippled by a stupid fucking number and its the same number for opposite reasons?
Why don't you like having an actual gf?
I very much like to do things on my own time. My last real gf was 5 years ago, it was a constant effort
>keep her entertained
>constant texting/calls
>do all the driving
>having to spend time with her friends/sister
>not having much in common to begin with
So I've been in a cycle of work/Jow Forums/drinking/gun range for a few years now. While the idea of having someone to share time with would be nice in theory it's that actual practice of having to devote time, compromise on certain behaviors etc that I just can't see myself making.
I get matched on Tinder/OKC/Bumble but I've never made real progress there, I use it for the same reasons of self-validation that the roasties do.
Is it that hard to find a girl that has things in common with you and that you won't mind giving a bit of effort for ?
dear fembot
wanna watch some weeb shit together sometime?
bot
I kind of wish we could be affectionate but I'm also worried it's really going to hurt me in the end. You're so freaking cute that it's hard not to want to take care of you and hug you. I'm pretty nervous about the whole thing but I hope that passes.
I'm so fucking mad that i never went to university or at got involved in my education. I graduated high school and just stayed a NEET for a year then went to community college and i'm not even going now. I hate school, I feel stupid no matter how much I study and I don't want to work a physical job so I know education is important to keep me away from the menial labor. I want a high paid fulfilling career but I am such a waste because I don't want to do the work to make it happen. I just want to be happy, but I can't be happy without money but doing work that makes money makes me unhappy. I hate myself for turning out this way. All I do is sit at my computer play video games and watch anime. I did turn out to be a fucking loser. The more time that passes by, the more I'm lost. I don't know whether to go back to school or to look for that job I like and just wagecuck my way through life. I can't do this forever. I don't want to do this forever but its all I know. Coming up on 3 years of my life going down the drain because I'm just lazy? Is that all it is? I'm just lazy, laziness made me waste 3 years of my life.
I'm not so sure about that.
I wasn't going t post this much but when i started typing I actually got upset. So here
my girlfriend will be moving away to college in a few months and I'm not sure how to take the news. I'm happy for her on one behalf but I can't look at her the same when I know she's going to be across the United States eventually... It just seems like we're doomed and I can't grasp it because she's the only one who understands me and my problems
exactly the same here, except 2 more years
i wish it was as easy as just getting up and going to sleep and everythings sorted itself, where and how do you even begin to start fixing everything?
It is when you're 25+
Happy to see someone relates. I have no clue, myself. I think its a start to sort personal problems. Myself, having a disability doesn't help with any of my personal situation, but most problems seem to be solved from the inside out.
Oh hey
Here's an alternative opinion than the one you want.
How about this, the american government (and the people that support it) are hypocrits and savages.
I have lost all respect for americans, if i ever meet one in the streets of europe i will spit in their face and violently beat then up if they approach me.
They I see it, it is americans and israelis who are in the wrong. And they are the ones who deserve punishment.
Asad was protecting his people.