What keeps you up at night user?

What keeps you up at night user?

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Anxiety about the next day at work.

Back pain

Just started yesterday morning, and even lifting my arms hurts.
wew I hope this isn't chronic

About 18 months ago I suddenly got this massive pain in my right lower abdomen, like nauseous, searing pain. I assumed my appendix was gonna bust or something so I was ready to head to the hospital but then it cleared up about 5 minutes after it started. Even though it was quick I've still never felt anything worse, it hurt more than when I broke my collar bone or my finger. But every now and again, perhaps once a fortnight it comes back in a lesser form in exactly the same place. It can't be anything major because it would have killed me by now and my general health has improved since then but it still worries me, just not enough to overcome my anxiety of going to see a doctor.

Existential dread. I know I can do better but I don't know what or how to change.

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Life is great. I sleep like a baby.

You may have gallstones, I had the same shit happening to me for a while. It eventually got so bad one day that I had to go to the doctor because I was experiencing nothing but excruciatingly mind numbing pain.
Turns out it was a gallstone blocking a bile duct. The pain usually goes away if you can "pass" the stone through the duct but eventually ones gonna clog it. I had to have my gallbladder taken out and spent a week in the hospital.

I keep thinking about this 1 person

Unironically read philosophy to get past the existenstential dread. Worked pretty well for me
this is usually what keeps me up unfortunately

>Tfw too apathetic to fall asleep.
I wish I was kidding.

Who is she

Orbriginal

I'm going to take a wild guess and assume his ex-lover

The heat in the house
Also, sleeping all day so...future-thoughts about how others will think of me if i passed on

My bed keeps getting too warm.
Also dread at having to wake up/exist the next day

he. A good friend of mine
no

MY FUCKING ROOMATE PLAYING COUNTERSTRIKE TILL 5 IN THE FUCKING MORNING

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>not waking up dead
>i've got another 35 years of work left at the very minimum
>i'm going to die alone
>my entire life is just autopilot

Is it hate or love that keeps you thinking about this person? Or something else?

Love mostly, and this fear that we might never talk again

I've dropped out of uni because I've decided that I can't pursue my dream job because of how heavily it involves social interaction, I've also stopped seeing and talking to my few friends and have stopped leaving the house. I know my mental state is deteriorating and I want to seek disability so I can devote all my energy to getting a place to live on my own and to creating something of value for people, but I'm not sure if I'd be able to get it or even if I can work up the courage to go see someone to diagnose me with whatever I have. My backup plan is to go live in the wilderness/streets, get imprisoned, or kill myself, I'm really trying to work out what the hell I should do.

>remembering back to school
>thinking about girls i liked, remember one from middle school
>never actually tell anyone i like them cause i can't handle any kind of interpersonal rejection
>didn't see her again til senior year
>graduate, go our separate ways
>see her in the college cafeteria
>don't say anything to her, but she notices me
>"hey we went to middle school together, right?"
>she's technically correct, but i'm wondering why she didn't remember me from high school
>"h-haha y-yea"
>didn't wanna correct her cause then it would seem like i'm an autistic stalker or something
>lack the capability to make statements like that sound like banterous conversation
Another one
>see girl i liked all the way back in kindergarten
>used to wag my mouth off with her back then
>end up skipping a grade and never see her again
>always thought she was a qt
>never say anything
This and other awkward moments in my life keep me up at night. My life is a compendium of what-ifs and could-have-beens.

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[Spoiler]are you a grill?[/spoiler]
Why not just talk to him again? Maybe he feels the exact same way? Why is the expectation always on men to initiate contact and plan dates etc.

Im a guy. I can't and if I did im not sure if he would respond or even read it

CORE EXERCISES

Oh okay I don't really know how the gay game is played. I did what I wanted with a dude once and then just ignored him (full ghost) afterwards. He was not clear on the rules.

Women are wildly unpredictable, however.

Being alone for the rest of my life and wtf am I going to do for money

>Women are wildly unpredictable, however
I agree. What a headache. Much more simple with guys I think

Worrying about everything and everyone, thinking of past and future, and a hell of a lotta anxiety and pressure I have to go somewhere the next, it's debilitating , big part of why I'm a NEET, have autismbux set for life, still I chip in any way can to the world online and it's all so tiresome, but I feel like it's my duty
At least I don't have nightmares anymore, I can see whatever, monsters, event horizon type shit in dreams and nothing, just a chance for me kick their asses, lucid dreaming helped a lot to, I seem to default to control in the dream realm

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Could be your spine. Stop straining your neck. Usually happens when using your phone while laying down and leaning against a pillow or something... you know what i'm talking about.

Same here bro... the world has gone to shit

lnsomnia

I literally can't stop thinking. Literally about anything. Shit just keeps flying around in my head all night long. I have to fall asleep to tv or music to drown out all the noise in my head.

Her.
fml

I need to shuffle my 2 gfs around

Best you can do is forget about it and move on. Over thinking will always bring out the negative in anything. Everybody has these could've been experiences in their lives... I know I personally have a shit ton of them... i know how you feel

Figuring out what I should be doing for the rest of my life. I want to be able to use my skills toward something while I'm still alive. It's a dilemma of what path to go down.

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