Just several months ago my life sucked hard

>just several months ago my life sucked hard
>shitty job no friends or family absolutely nothing to live for
>welcomed death with open arms
every waking moment
Would fantacize about dying in my sleep from an aneurysm only to wake up every morning dissappointed
>recently got a real job where im making alot more money
>can actually for the first time afford the finer things in life
>can regularly buy good healthy food, new unused electronics and visits to the doctor so i can monitor my health without stressing out over the bill
>getting along with coworkers at new job and its changing my perspective of people as a whole
>now im paranoid about death
I dont wanna die anymore i want to fucking live

this is all the good shit ive been missing out on

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I feel this way too user. Where are you working currently?

Lol im not telling you that are you out of your mind

I got a new job too, user!
Pay is better, but the people I work with are still shit.

what do you buy with money? everything sucks

There are two types of depression. You've got the type where you felt like shit because your life was shit. Now that things are getting better you feel better. Congratulations, and good luck to you in the future.

Burger King. They moved me up, and now I wear paper hats making flamebroiled whoppers.

>a real job where im making alot more money
>Burger King

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>be complete failure NEET
>life is complete shit want to kill myself
>become a member of society
>life is shittier then before
the nightmare never ends

I had a long wishlist of shit ive always wanted whilst being a depressed broke loser so now im more finacially stable i just go down the and check off a few items when i get paid and replace them with better versions of stuff i used to own or just buy various electronics ive always wanted but could never afford.
I guess eventually ill completely buy everything i want and just save up my money for other shit like a android waif or a nose surgery

please real examples
i really cant imagine anything someone would want
what could make you happy just from buying it?
alot of drugs and alcohol?

Nice try porky but i already replied to that post.
I dont do drugs or alcohol. Ive been poor and miserable most of my life so i guess these things are more valyable to me now than someone like you whos probably long since gotten over the novelty of purchasing trinkets this way

like what do you mean with electronics? you buy a new pc/phone and that makes you really happy?

Are you autistic
Electronics means electronics.
It can be virtually anything that falls within that criteria

but if thats not specific enough then i suppose anything thats in the entertainment category is where i mostly spend on since you know, things that enterain generally makes people happy.
Do you understand boi

Shut the fuck up catamite before I fuck your mouth and wife bitch

>Are you autistic
i post on r9k
and i dont understand
how can that make you happy its just shit

Sperg on me again like that and watch what happens
Your autistic ass is gonna run this fade

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>wtf how can entertaining/fun things make you happy guuuhhh

Catch these hands wite boi, I'm finna clap them cheeks so hard you'll love me

so youre just a normalfaggot tourist
have a nice day

>you actually enjoy things in life now??? >Wtf Fucking normalfag
kekalicious

welcome to r9k that is what we do here
lurk more

Hey op check this put
youtu.be/vJrw2U7sydk
That thing called telomere
That whole podcast is great, she talks about telomere lengthening in other ways accept meditation

>expecting me to watch mystical psuedo science garbage about health
How about nooooo

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