I JUST WANT TO STOP THINKING ABOUT SEX AND LOVE. IT IS ALL A FUCKING LIE AND ONLY BRINGS ME PAIN...

I JUST WANT TO STOP THINKING ABOUT SEX AND LOVE. IT IS ALL A FUCKING LIE AND ONLY BRINGS ME PAIN. I WANT TO BE A VOLCEL LIKE I USED TO AGAIN. HOW CAN I DO THIS WITHOUT CUTTING MY BALLS OFF ANONS?

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Start working out a lot.

Seriously

Why? What the fuck will working out do?

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It'll make you feel comfortable in your own skin. You'll feel more in control of yourself.

I fucking hope so user. I do... I really do...

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in the same boat, you kinda just gotta let the pain out, one way or the other. That pain will make you or break you.

Ok user. I honestly just wanna go to Europe already and fuck some fetish escorts that will do incest roleplay and cuddle after sex. It's expensive as fuck but I got a lot of pain to burn, and hey, you only live once right? I just wanna fucking do it already to see if it's worth it, because otherwise, the uncertainty is just fucking killing me and I'm not being able to live without knowing what it fucking feels like to be so intimate with a woman. I just wanna fucking do it and forget about it forever.

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a lot of cash to burn*

Origi

and i want a milf fuckbuddy who will fill this void i now have. but i doubt that'll make my pain go away. As for intimacy, you wont find it with escorts, but everything else yea. if you can afford it you might as well try it, but dont expect the pain to go away, it follows you everywhere until you fight it.

>. As for intimacy, you wont find it with escorts, but everything else yea
But this one does the Girlfriend experience and french kisses and shit.

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Don't get an escort, just keep on lifting. Start lifting until the feels go away. You will feel better, women will notice you that you are a yoked hard body. Being jacked is night and day with women. Get a haircut, clean your face, then go up to women, do small talk, and end the conversation asking for their number. Don't have to hit on them, it can be any conversation. A girl you are standing by on the bus. Where are you going? That's cool, how is school? Get #. Continue to text, get date, and then finally you are almost there. This plan will take about 2 years but it will get you a gf and dating. Then finally pen0r in vagoo, and it will feel better cuz you know you earned it.

escort is not Eddie Redmayne by the way.

>Then finally pen0r in vagoo

What the fuck does that mean?

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Penis in vagina?

Origi

The worst thing is though m8. You won't fucking believe it and I'm like really fucking serious right here. I can't fucking ever imagine myself fucking a girl who doesn't let me call her mommy. Seriously, I have a mommy kink paraphilia. I don't think I'd be able to get my dick up, and you can't just go to a gf for the first time and tell her, "oh hey, don't mind me, I'm just gonna call you mommy". I'm not really into pussies either, even though I'm not a fag.

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> Girlfriend experience.
it'll be just that, an experience, not reality.
On top of running the risk of catching an std/sti.
but hey user life is short so do what you want, but just remember to accept the truth, only then can you begin to look for true happiness.

>>but hey user life is short so do what you want, but just remember to accept the truth, only then can you begin to look for true happiness.

>tfw I used to accept virginity and even embrace it, and didn't care about women and sex at all, and then have started dreaming and fantasizing about being in love with a perfect woman and now life is just fucking PAIN! IT ISN'T FUCKING FAIR ANONS. HAPPINESS WAS AT MY FINGERTIPS.

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Why can't I just be in love ????

Original question.

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Do you want to get pegged? What do you like about a woman sexually if you don't like her vagina?

working out helps with pretty much anything. idk how you stop thinking about sex and love since humans instinctively crave both. the best you can do is try not to expect them and live your life

>Do you want to get pegged? What do you like about a woman sexually if you don't like her vagina?
No I fucking don't. What I want most out of a girl sexually is lots of kissing, cuddlings, playing with tits, tit-fucking and blowjobs. I am not really into pussy, don't fucking ask me why because I don't know. Probably because I was exposed to pornography even before puberty and pussy fucking became too vanilla for me to find it novel at all, and recently I've tried nofap and have been without visual porn for weeks and weeks, yet the desire to fuck a vagina won't arise in me.

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So then you have absolutely nothing to offer sexually yourself then. I see. Well that's tragic.

i get what you're saying kinda. i'd rather have a woman ride my face until orgasm while she jerked me off. i proposed that to a few women and they were for it. still a khv volcel though.

I'm always focused on the face, the mouth, and the breasts. Always, nothing else really arouses me as much as these three, and the rest barely arouses me. It must probably be because these were the three things of my mother that I was always able to see and admire since my childhood. I always loved my mother's face, and her kisses, and, it's a fucking weird story, but my mother let me play with her tits until I was 13 years old, I never asked why exactly but she always liked it and didn't mind, it was the way I bonded with her and grew. Nowadays, I am absolutely fascinated with a girl's tits and it's the thing I find most sexy in a woman, even if she's on the chubby side.
Yeah, I fucking know. Although thinking about it, women don't even find much enjoyment in copulation because it barely stimulates the clit to the point of orgasm, so I don't think it's even that great for them, except when the guy has a huge cock and can reach the cervix. I could make it up by knowing how to use my fingers on her clit, and doing the things that made her feel really fucking horny and reach orgasm, I'm really open to that, but I wouldn't be nearly as turned on as if she let me use her mouth and tits.

>i'd rather have a woman ride my face until orgasm while she jerked me off.
What do you mean ride your face? With her clit or with her tits?

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>What do you mean ride your face? With her clit or with her tits?
with her juicy clit all over my face and mouth, yeah. i'll tell them very clearly what i want like "i want your legs wrapped tightly around my head" or whatever. responses usually are "that sounds amazing. i've never been properly eaten out" and they'll want to pay for my uber ride to their place that night. only works on bottom of the barrel tier dating apps though. i've never gone through with it because they're all literally disease-ridden roasties but it's still a fun pastime for me.

there are always shades of grey.

Women don't get very much stimulation from penetration alone, no. But they do get a lot of stimulation from how he moves during sex. Fingers can be great, but more often than not she'll be dying to see what you can do with your dick after using fingers. Fingers if anything are just frustrating. It's like getting a handjob instead of a blowjob...can you understand now? It's ok, but it's nowhere near the level you actually want. Tit stimulation is pretty much irrelevant too. If you can't fuck or eat her out, you're essentially wasting her time and she'll seek another partner to stimulate her better unless she's asexual and just doesn't like being touched at all. Or if you get a tranny or something

i guess we are not better than bacteria.
all we want to do is reproduce and it never leaves us alone.

Just jack off and feel alone like me user.