Just lost my virginity to an escort and I didn't get to cum

Just lost my virginity to an escort and I didn't get to cum.
It cost me 80 pounds for an hour, but I ended up going over the time and since I didn't cum she didn't charge me extra.
I just think sex is not for me. I have to mastutbate in a really specific way and since I was 15, I've always been worried whether I'd actually cum if I had sex.
Turns out the answer is no.
Don't want to sound like a redditor, but feel free to ask questions.
Pic related is what she looked like.

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So, did you clean up your place of doritos before she came?

> 80 pounds for an hour
Cheap. I've looked on adultwork and they all seem to charge 110+.
Any confidence boost? Anything at all?

Maby if you didn't masturbate so much you would of had a better time

Why didnt you cum user? She isnt your type?

Stop watching porn. Go 90 days no fapping to reset and when you do fap do it normally and not some weird fucked up way. Spend more time having real sex even if its with prostitutes. Your problem is curable

it's okay user, I didn't cum the first time either. It's just nerves of the first time, the more you get use to it the more you're body can relax.

Don't feel too bad, I have trouble cumming with my boyfriend too. I usually end up having to jerk off.

Just try to lessen your pistol grip a bit though, if possible. But if that's really not an option, it's not really that big of a deal.

We went to a hotel.
She's on adultwork, search up aubrey. If anything I felt worse afterwards. Probably won't have sex ever again.
You're right
No, because it wasn't stimulating. The way I mastutbate is I grind against a pillow or put my dick between two pieced of thick fabric and go in and out.
You're right, but I don't have the willpower nor the motivation to do any of that. I'll just stick to mastutbating in my weird way.
Maybe, maybe not.
I'm not sure what you mean by pistol grip.

>She's on adultwork, search up aubrey. If anything I felt worse afterwards. Probably won't have sex ever again.
Shit man... I was considering losing my virginity to an escort but I started having doubts. First I see that some of them have 1000+ feedback, that's kind of insane to wrap your head around.
I'm shy as fuck. I thought it might help me with confidence or whatever but I dunno... A lot of people (including you) seem to be disappointed with the experience.

she's hot. How did you get an hour for the price of half? And what positions did you do?

I lost mine to an escort, and I've seen several others since. I'm shy af too, but if they're good they'll make you feel at ease. It's their job afterall.

You should've dry humped her,it kinda is the closest thing to your jerk off method.

I mean, talking with her was nice. She told me about her work and I spoke about uni. But I don't need a confidence boost. If I really want to talk to a girl, I'll do it. I'm just not interested in being around women, they're usually really boring.
Like I said before, it's because I couldn't cum. We did cowgirl, missionary, doggy, prone bone(which felt the best and is most similar to how I mastutbate) and one other position like missionary but her legs are closed and they're up in the air. Idk if there's a name for that last one. You're probably right, but I told her I wasn't a virgin. So doing that might have made it obvious I was lying. Not sure why I lied to begin with. Spur of the moment I guess.

I really do think the problem lies with me and how I mastutbate.

>felt worse afterwards. Probably won't have sex ever again.
Well what did you expect you retard? It's a fucking hooker, not a virgin princess. Sex is suppose to be dirty, especially if you're doing it with a female that had thousands of unwashed and diseased dicks in her

nice man. Doggy and prone bone are the best, they're the only positions I can finish at all with. Also escorts tend to use the thickest, safest condoms which ruin alot of feeling. And it's good on her part she went overtime. If she found you repulsive she would've kicked you out at 30 min on the dot.

That's not how it works loser, but okay. Virgins would probably be in a lot of pain the first time, and seeing women in pain is really uncomfortable for me.
Yeah, she was really nice about it. I just told her I was stressed and that's why I couldn't finish. Which might not be wrong because I am, but I doubt it.

80 pounds for an hour is very cheap. Was she a skank?

>calls someone a loser
>paid money to have sex with a filthy used up piece of meat

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I think I am in a worse position , I anxious about getting a hooker because I live in a small town and people will find out I am such a loser I had to get a hooker .

No, she was really nice and pretty hot, especially during sex. Also, it was 80 for half an hour, but since I couldn't finish she went over. Usually it's 150.

You probably shouldn't do it then, unless you're willing to leave your town for the hook up.

You're not alone op.

I'm circumcised. The only time I came while having sex in my life, I had to move in and out as quick as I could, and it still took me 20 minutes. I had sex with multiple girls in my life, and the fact that I just can't feel nearly anything with my dick is so painful that I want to forget what sex is. I want to have sex, but when I do I don't feel anything and it gets boring real fast. Then I want to have sex because I didn't came. Girls get bored with me because I'm all sweaty and tired but still can't feel the pleasure.

>I had sex with multiple girls in my life
why the fuck do you think we care? kill yourself or go back to plebbit and cry about your normie "problems"

The way you diddle your self is one of the reasons why you didn't cum. When you jerk off like that it can lead to ED, and it can also make your dick less sensitive to pleaser. I'd highly suggest either taking a break from jerkin not for the retarded (((nofap))) meme, but to reset kinda like what said. If you have to jerk it atleast just beat your meat like a normal person.

I can mastutbate the normal way now, but it requires a lot of lube/hand cream. It's also inconvenient. Since I haven't actually cum in 4 days, I might try this reset. The reason why I haven't cum is because I was trying to build up a bigger load. I edged everyday to make sure I had the potential to cum.

It's things like this that make me scared to buy an onahole/pocket pussy. I masturbate in a very specific way, and in the past when I've tried using lube to get off just from the sensation, while it feels good it doesn't bring make me nut. Doesn't help that I'm a cutfag and masturbate 2-3 times a day and have been for years.

is literally crying about the same problem as Op. I swear if anyone says anything other than "boo hoo I'm an ugli depressed neet khv with fake autism so I can stay home in isolation away from those ((roasties)) and collect my tism bucks. But I deserve the perfect virgin 10/10 qt kinky slut to be my gf." There will be atleast one faggot that gets more triggered than a tumblrina.

Can you post a link to her adultwork profile?

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>80 pounds for an hour
this is extremely cheap
most english escorts cost 300 (and have an attitude, the polish/black girls usually go to 150

I just realised I made a typo. It should have said 80 pounds for half an hour, but it ended up lasting over an hour.

>Due to working a demanding full time job,
Guaranteed she works minimum wage in some hellhole understaffed care home for mentally retarded people or elderly people
l always wonder what these girls would say if l waited to ask them just before to hit my balls and slap my face

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How old are you op?
Will you try again?
Did she enjoy it?

dude i know that. and i also have the solution.
You retarded faggot should stop masturbating.
The non fapping at all is fucking stupid because after 10 days your testoterone g oes down but just masturbate once per week not more not less and you will be fine.
but stop masturbating all day to some weird anime shit you faggot shit nigga.

GONNA
NEED
SAUCE
SENPAI

I'm 20
Probably not unless I think I can cum
She moaned a bit, but not too often. She could have been faking it so I didn't ask.

>20
You rushed it if you ask me. But at least you have experience of some sort.
Good luck next time.

You've death gripped yourself.

Go nofap for a week or two and then try again. Your nerves need to re-sensitize to normal stimulation.

>You rushed it if you ask me.
Not op but l'm 20 and I've been neet for 3 years, I don't speak to anyone except my mum maybe a few sentences a month and even that is just mandatory shit
I don't understand why that would be rushed, I've never touched a girl in my life in that manner aside from handshaking or maybe if l think back a few pity hugs on leavers day.
When is the best time? I don't really feel that strong a need compared to just masturbating, because honestly l'd rather just talk to a girl, l can fuck an onahole any time l'd like you know.

It just seems a little underwhelming to thrust in a few times, hear a few fake wordless cries and then be 150 out of pocket.

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>that webm

People are fucking insane

I wonder why an escort would work full time, if at all. If you see 3-4 guys a week you're already making more than you would with 40 hours of minimum wagecucking. And that's a low estimate. Many escorts see many more guys than that. And it's cash in hand, tax free.

Why wasn't l born a cute girl

Same thing happened to me for my first time.
Sex didn't start being good till the 5th or 6th time.

that escort looks thicc and sexy. sorry you didn't cum, hopefully at least it was somewhat fun to be inside her and kiss her and stuff.

>I'm 20
>20
>i had sex with a sex worker at 20

People under 25 shouldn't be allowed on Jow Forums. Or reddit for that matter.

I honestly think that taking some time to talk with da hoe helps a lot.

>>i had sex with a sex worker at 20
People call you a man at 18 even if you aren't one

I'm just as far from being normie as you are.

>i had my first time, was extremly nervous and therefore did not enjoy it

who cares faggot, do it again, until you are comfortable.

I wasn't nervous and it's not that it wasn't comfortable, it's that it wasn't pleasurable.

just wear girl clothes and suck dick instead
its more fun

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>People call you a man at 18 even if you aren't one
So? It's not a massive issue until you're 24-25. You can still be a later bloomer at that age.

>You can still be a later bloomer at that age.
What if I haven't spoken face to face with a woman other than my mother and 2 street fundraisers in 3 years

>the sauce is literally on the bottom right of the webm
Jesus how fucking underage are you people.