Who else /edgy/ here?

who else /edgy/ here?
>be me
>be 18
>seemingly bright future ahead of me
>low social skills
>only 1 friend who still keeps bearing on me
>be depressed
>be alcoholic
>fantasize with killing myself
>time and time again i dissapoint everyone around me
>cant bring myself to love me for the life of me
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Imagine being 18 and thinking you have problems
You should just kill yourself

Iktf, user. The only difference is I got two friends instead of one.

I don't have any friends. rbewbd

>im so depressed cuz i get sad fee-fees
>haha i totally have a problem drinking, its my third day in a row!
>i keep letting people down waaaaaaa
>i would love you user but first i need to love myself

you don't sound edgy you sound like a chick

>tfw high school is over
>might as well never get a gf at this point because didn't experience first love gf

it's over grandpa even you know it, all you old people ever do is think back to the good times

>only 1 friend who still keeps bearing on me
>time and time again i dissapoint everyone around me

Everyone? If you got an "everyone" you're probably not that bad

>>im so depressed cuz i get sad fee-fees
Show us the difference, O (un)enlightened one.

Well that's the point that I usually like to make. How does you or your doctor know that its an illness of the brain and not your lifestyle?

imagine thinking you have to be a certain age to be mentally damaged
because 14 year old abused kids arent really damaged amirite? what do they know about life?

I bet they don't know shit about "damage" in comparison to a 25 yo after years of drug abuse. Tell us about that "damage" will you?

just try and imagine this, you were a mistake, your parents didnt even want to have you, you grow up ignored, beaten and abused, not even your basic necessities are met, its actually a miracle you have the brain cells to go through highschool, even lacking the most basic social skills you didnt get the chance to learn, but dont mind me, im not a 25 year old alcoholic, so i have never experienced true depression

Don't have kids originally

True...cos they might think they're le damaged like every other fucking human on this earth without even realizing that there actually is such thing as damage and they sure as fuck don't have it :^)

>everything you said
Again, try heavy drug use? I'm not kidding, its worse

>You should just kill yourself
You're right but for the wrong reason.

>its actually a miracle you have the brain cells to go through highschool
actually I'm dead sure that your brain cells were prety much the same as your classmates so....

>be me
>have no friends
>go camping all alone
>wake up to find a massive man sodomising me
>be pinned down
>be unable to fight him off
>get bum cummed in
That was three days ago. Now I am unable to shit and this grey stuff is leaking out my arse. Am I dying?

bruh leave your shitty parents house. forget your shitty upbringing.
There, solved the conundrum

pics or it didn't happen originallt

Please don't have kids
Originally

haha ok but really no