Naturally submissive and feminine

>Any other anons feel this way? I don't like being a faggot.
not really
I want to be a faggot desu

delete your discord account and start working out

>naturally strong willed and defiant
>attracted to mostly women
>part of me desires to be submissive towards a woman or a man
>Feel consistently torn in half when it comes to life choices and romance
I don't know what to feel and I don't like it.

Go fucking kill yourself. You and your little discord buddies have fucked up a big portion of this site. How do you fucking sleep at night, you piece of human shit?

by not being in any way related to the dumb discord edrama you're crying about, faggot.

>dumb discord edrama
Nice try, faggot. I just saw all the fucking archives elsewhere a few hours ago. You probably are that fucking misguided piece of human filth. I mean, seriously, messing with kids too? Blackmailing people? What the fuck is wrong with you?

My dick isn't in my hand though, but if you want it to be..

>I just saw all the fucking archives elsewhere a few hours ago
I see summer has arrived early this year, lol

>wah wah it must be summer
>only kids check server logs and archives
Not everyone hangs out here all the time trying to convince others to become traps. Now please kindly fuck off. Humans like you are utterly disgusting.

how about you learn to use the fucking hide button instead because I've been on this board longer than you have and I'll post my feels if I fucking want to your dumb moralfag, fucking neck yourself

>Naturally dominant and masculine
>Attracted to women but only as a top
>Am male
>Am hideously ugly so women don't want to go anywhere near me
Lol life is crazy

Go post whatever the fuck you want. I just posted what I felt about it? Have a problem with it, you dumb fuck?

Blow it our your ass, Reiko

get off r9k lulu you fag

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yeah my problem is that you're a crusading tryhard who thinks everyone posting things you don't like is some kind of jewish psyop, when the reality is you're just a paranoid moron.
the above post goes for you too I guess

>jewish
When did I ever say that? Also, it's pretty obvious. Constant spam with similar images and ideas. And what about that whole discord shit? Literally fuck off now Reiko/Starfall/Xero. Go fap to your degenerate shit.

>Constant spam with similar images and ideas.
almost as if you're posting in an imageboard with its own unique culture and identity huh? woah. You're so fucking retarded my man, gay and trap posting has been on arcanine long long before this drama over some attention whore happened.

>hrt shilling is its own culture

>trap threads have been around forever
Yes, but not in the way. Quit defending your shit and it's pretty obvious it's one poster. Keep denying, but many anons already know. People like you are vile rotten scum.

>a thread where I express angst over my feminine nature and express a desire to be normal is HRT shilling
?
tens of thousands of people come to this board everyday but keep being delusional I guess

I like to encourage posters to wear diapers, but only because (unlike tranny shit) it might actually make the incels here happier. Is this still perverted or evil?

>denying things this hard
>everyone is delusional!
OK, faggot

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so what's the story behind that shirt?

I feel bad for OP, probably just wanted help and of course some retards come along talking about stuff they barely know about and posting le epic buzzwords. This board really has gone to shit

Thanks user. I just wanted to share how I was feeling and see if some other anons were in a similar boat or felt like expressing sympathy for me or whatever, but that's honestly too much to ask from this board these days. I wish I had somewhere else to browse for this sort of thing, never really did fit into wizchan.

You're just a feminine guy who is realistic and not delusional, so at least you got that going for you. If you get memed by losers online into becoming an std ridden gay whore there is more wrong with you than being a faggot.

Obviously we exist, OP. It's fine in today's society.
I tend to want to date men because I don't think women are generally attracted to my nature. But most typical men aren't gay so it's suffering.

You keep yourself slim and hairless, right? As long as you try to present how you are you'll get someone who likes you eventually.

And no, I don't like being a faggot either. I'd rather be a girl or a normal dude.

There's probably no site to talk about this to be honest. But i was in your position once so I'll tell what you can do.
If you're body is feminine and you don't want to be called cute or something start lurking Jow Forums or something similar so you can work on your figure. Your body will become manlier.
In terms of submissiviness and being a bottom there's really not much you can do, it's your preference but if you're still a virgin you can still experiment so you can know better.
You wanting to be a girl is probably do to some psychological baggage you're carrying like having a crush on a boy when you where younger or just liking girly things better. Anyways that can be worked alone or with a psychiatrist but it's probably not something strange for someone in your position.
If you wish to be a regular masculine guy there's nothing stopping you except yourself. I don't know if this has really been helpful since it's kind of a mess so you can ask anything you don't get / want some tips or whatever

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I'm never going to become a whore, promiscuity grosses me out.
>You keep yourself slim and hairless, right?
Yeah, but I more do it for myself than anything, I feel kind of grossed out if I get hairy. Not even sure I want a bf or gf anymore, it just seems like way too much effort and a relationship probably wouldn't last because I'm a pretty distant person.

Never forget your place, sissy white bois.

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>Yeah, but I more do it for myself than anything, I feel kind of grossed out if I get hairy. Not even sure I want a bf or gf anymore, it just seems like way too much effort and a relationship probably wouldn't last because I'm a pretty distant person.
Yup. Same. I use an epilator so I don't get stubble when it starts to grow back.

I remember the first time I got down to a really low BMI after a childhood of obesity. I was so surprised by my body in the mirror. I started getting off to the thought of strong masculine men finding me desirable and fucking me. I can still get off to females but they have to be kind of dominant.

I've unsuccessfully dated a guy. At this point I'm questioning if I can actually fall in love. Maybe I'm too particular. Maybe I'm too fucked up in the head.

uhh whats the discord

>tfw normal beta guy
>tfw as soon as aroused just keep self inserting as the girl
>tfw it has lead up to somewhat self mutilating consequences
i guess i just never have to get aroused and think about sex and it will all just remain okay right haha right?

Post your faggot sissy white boi ass.
Help me get off for fuck's sake.

Take a break from porn you mouthbreathing retards. Fucking stop, this is not healthy for you in the log run, you will just degenerate even more

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what the fuck happened to r9k... everything is about sissy submissive femboy shit now fuck off

RGTOW, but this Reiko shit is old news now

stop masturbating to porno
like any form of it. put yourself into chastity (not the gay cage shit) and see if you feel any better

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These feels user these feels I know them

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>naturally outgoing but aloof
>attracted to women
>however also naturally smart and know women are a bad choice overall
>25 khv despite decent looks and good job because if she breathe she a thot
My mind tells me "Leave the roasties to rot, make cash stay single", but my body tells me "I want to fucking die because you won't find me a bitch to screw".

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Haven't you heard? There's a tranny cult operating here over Discord.

go celibate, voluntarily

Please say I can buy that shirt somehwere

You sound a bit like me except i dont watch porn much so my sub side never got more extreme. Your best option is to get a gf who accepts that side of you. Then you can indulge it every now and then during sex but still feel good and normal about yourself and your masculine side the rest of the time. Not many girls are into being dominant but lots will do it as a once a week thing if they love you and the relationship is good for them in other ways. Of course its still not that easy to find one but it worked for me.

You have to embrace your unconscious dangerous side.
At least that's what I've gathered from Carl Jung and Jordan Peterson.
I have always been a little pansy, but when i drink I unleash a monster.
I think the idea is to reconcile the two extreme sides, and become "assertive"

>naturally feminine
>naturally submissive
>prefer women to men
>can only find dom men