every day is pure fucking suffering, so fucking soulcrushing to be such a worthless pile of shit who is eternally alone and isolated
not a joke someone please fucking kill me
i just wish i could stay around after to see the reactions of my family, they deserve to suffer
you're implying that they would suffer from your suicide, so you're implying that they don't hate you and that they don't feel indifferent about you, which would imply that they are not mistreating you
you're a dumb brat
Nah. I realized I might as well become an obese junkie and enjoy the ride. I'm sure I'll do it once my health deteriorates to the point where I'm told I got a few years to live or need like a transplant or something, that is if a stroke or something doesn't kill me beforehand. I think it would be easier on my parents if I were to die from say a heart attack in my 30s compared to killing myself.
Embrace the dark side. It's the only other route that can save you. Embrace the hatred. Forget love and happiness. Only feel anger and let the anger control you. Put that anger into everything you do and feel passionate about. The only other way out is to become sad and wither away like a pathetic flower that barely got to bloom.
>not caring about your health
>going to the doctor for them to tell you how long you have to live
pick one
are you just copy pasting this shit in random threads all day user?
You will never do it, because you are a pussy. You think about it all the time, yet here you are.
that avicii dude appearantly cut himself with glass as his way to die.
if a person would only ever do very low or no pain methods does that mean they dont truely wanna die? even if i had brain cancer and wanted to die no way in hell i could cut myself or hang myself. what gives, is that just being a wuss or is that understandable?
more like
>pass out randomly
>wake up in the hospital
It makes complete sense to want to take a painless way out, because in the end most suicides are about relieving pain rather than physically trying to punish themselves.
Are you expecting people to find your body in a timely manner or it happening in public? I'm curious because most people who want to die are isolated.
>i just wish i could stay around after to see the reactions of my family, they deserve to suffer
because?
stop projecting your family problems into everyone's lifes
Went to the gp and got some antidepressants a few weeks ago. They're doing fuck all tbqh. Try to talk to people but they're all too busy for me. Suicidal thoughts pretty much constantly and the only solace is in beer and cigs.
How fucked am I? Anyone got any tips for not fucking ending it? I want to get better.
I agree. I think part of why I want suicide is just to hurt my parents. So, try imagining that they were dead. What would you do?
don't do it pls :^) you are never truly alone
Hey at least you have a family that would care.
>was depressed
>decided smiling about nothing is better anyway
>focus on things that make me happy even if happiness is fleeting
I'm alright now.
I haven't been angry in a long time. How do you do it?
I crave death but the innate need to survival keeps me away from killing myself. Am hoping for a nuclear apololypse though.
oreganoly same here
>i just wish i could stay around after to see the reactions of my family, they deserve to suffer
As long as you care for something in the world you won't be capable of killing yourself.
However. If you really don't care about anything I encourage you to kys. Nobody should be forced to live a life they don't enjoy.
It's been more than a year since I realized I wanted to die. I don't want to be anybody in this world. I don't care. If I had a gun I would immediately commit suicide. People should have suicide as an option.
atleast stream it you fag
we need more publicity rn
when we die, do we wake up somewhere else?
nigga i just come here to talk about 2D porn and whine about how i dont have a connection to any materialistic women around me
you think i know anything about waking up in someplace that isnt my empty bed?
I was until recently, then things finally got better. Now my life is pretty much awesome.
DO IT :)))))))))))))))
(oreganolly)
i-is he okay?
also why do they start seizing on the fucking ground after he shoots himself
Story? Failed son and fed up father?
did the woman kill herself after that?
I keep wanting to kill myself, I have a terrible personality and all sorts of anxiety and depression.
but then I look at myself in the mirror after I've taken a shower and look nice, and I think I'm too cute to go to waste.
How narcissistic is that?
if you're going to do it at least make it count don't waste your life on pity normies destroy the (((enemy))) disguised as one of their minions
Close to Elliot teir but not quite famalam
Ha, I dunno. The two are laughing probably because they are drunk and high, and, it's kind of funny that he'd do it so randomly.
Same for me, user. 33 y/o virgin, yet I couldn't kill myself. :'( (I don't know about you, but I'm gay, wish I could be loved)
Also, I notice that I look better after a night of drinking (by myself, of course)
i always think about what if you failed. i feel like everyone one yell at me and tell me im an idiot if that happened.
of course they would, because it makes them think of their own mortality and how scared of death they themselves are
they project all these insecurities onto you
if i had a gun, i would live stream russian roulette.
I don't think I'm quite on the edge of doing yet, but definitely considering it more than ever. It's kinda scary when you think about it. A couple of years ago just the idea of it sounded stupid. Now, while I don't feel that I'm going to do it soon, it's like "okay, at last I have that option"
What's the specific name of this video?
I'm not gonna be able to graduate high school because I haven't done any work at all this year. I've just been so depressed I stopped caring. I'm gonna have a shitty life because of this and I don't even care. I'm not sure if I could actually go through with doing it because I don't want to hurt my family, but every single day my mind is bombarded by suicidal thoughts. I can't even picture a future where I live to be 25.
I don't know why I don't just fucking do it anyway my family doesn't care about me so what does it matter if I'm dead. I don't understand why I have to be alive. I didn't ask for this I didn't want to be born I don't want to be like this. I'm fucked
if it makes a difference think about the avicii dude who had everything and still couldn't fight it. we're many more in this ride always think about it no matter the fame and the money.
Kid was having an argument with his dad or something, he put the gun and told his son to shoot him if he was so pissed off, didn't expect him to shoot himself
This is how you get domestic terrorism.
only slight working thing to do
but that's how sociopaths are born
>I look at myself in the mirror after I've taken a shower and look nice, and I think I'm too cute to go to waste.
Same here user, seeing yourself in the mirror and feeling clean are one of those great little things in life.