Self-Hate thread

"Do things that will make you love yourself. You know all the things you need to improve. Pick ONE and improve it."

Do this. Won't be low as often. Maybe only for a tiny bit, but it'll be better than now.

I'm saying that you can't avoid feeling low, but you can feel better. It's irrational to think otherwise. Ik it doesn't stop you from thinking that way though. I've been there.

How old are u user?

21. it is hard for me to accept that i always fail, no matter how hard i try sometimes, I get the same results as if i didn't give a fuck.

Not OP but I am really the biggest scum. I steal money from family and friends to buy alcohol and heroin.

Maybe this is a consequence of the internet but I've noticed that people are much more honest than they used to be.

I was watching talk shows from the 90s lately and everyone had fake personalities back then, always trying to pretend they were better people than they actually were, always acting like their lives just couldn't be going better.It reeks of insecurity desu.
I think people are better now, more honest, it feels healthier.
Being honest about being a total loser is actually cooler than trying to fool everyone...
Plus their haircuts were retarded.

Lying in bed and procrastinating a uni project I have due tomorrow

You don't always fail. Failures just stand out more. That's called "Filtering" it's a cognitive distortion.

"I always fail" that's overgeneralizing.

"I get the same results as if i didn't give a fuck." You're trying to rationalize not giving a fuck. Trying will result in better outcomes than not trying, it's just that trying opens up for failure, which makes you feel like shit.

You're not viewing yourself objectively, you have a predisposed "I'm shit" mentality. I can relate to what you've said and it gets better. It's fucking cliche but it's cliche because it's true. Just don't fucking kill yourself. Looking back at myself when I was around your age and I really wanted to kill myself... I can't even believe it. I'm always glad I never did. Even when my life feels like absolute shit, I'm glad I never offed myself. It's hard to explain. I know nothing I say can fix you or make you feel better. Just keep going.

I'm going to sleep. Wish you luck.

I've felt self hate since I was a young boy, even one of my first internet names was something like "I_hate_myself". Probably due to bullying and the such, but I actually hate myself way less today now that I know it's not really a "me" problem, it's just the result of being brought up in modern society with it's outrageous expectations to be "normal" and fit in or else you're a freak.

Maybe it's just the skyrocketing autism rates hahaha

Not even close to the biggest scum on earth.

That's a shitty thing to do, and obviously you know it. You're doing shitty stuff, you're not "the worst."

Wish you the best.

I'm a pretty cool guy
Just ugly

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It's great, I finally reached a point where I don't have to actively hate myself anymore. I just feel ambivalent about everything and bottled all feelings of unhappiness away where they can't get me. You should try it, anons.

Yeah but when I hated myself I was motivated to do things, not necessarily improvements but just doing stuff

i love myself and im here to laugh at you pathetic shits

Makes sense. I'm not really motivated to do anything anymore other than sit around and wait for either society to fall or my own death. That being said, at least I'm comfy.

Same, I'm the user just lying in bed procrastinating
But what if I'm just alone indifferent and stagnating
But user plastic surgery is increasingly good and affordable

I hate when I feel like that, especially when I know people that are objectively and consistently much worse.

OP here, I became sexually extremely perverted. Only sit in my basement and masturbate. Worst thing is how much I can relate to "I'm much smarter than everyone else" meme.

I post the "I'm so much smarter than everyone else" meme here several times a week. And I also fap to depraved porn.

We'd get along.

I'm perverted but not into writing memes, can I join up with you guys

I'm fucking half of a man and half of a human being, I had no choice but to realize that recently. But, in the end, I don't consider myself valuable anymore. It took me a long time for me to get to this point. I don't like the fact that I was born. I wish I was never born in such a cruel world. I see myself as inadequate, I see myself as a piece of shit. That's what I am, an abomination. And I've accepted it.

I've made my mom cry twice in the past month
>she tells me something memey like "just believe in yourself finish the semester strong you can do it" tell her I'm just wasting my time at uni and that I'd rather be dead
oops
>second time, she brings up uni again and somehow I said prison would be more fun than uni, my first year was only fun because I was drunk half the time
oops^2
Worst part is both times I kinda got mad at her for crying and thought of it as le wom*n guilt trip

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>horrible looks
>denser acne than the moon surface
>terrible voice that strikes a perfect balance between annoyance and creepiness
>and to compliment the voice, horrible speech skills that include muttering, stuttering and nonexistent volume control
>absolute brainlet, but lucked out in early years so got into the best hs in the country which means surrounded by people 1000x better than me to remind me of how worthless I am
>always the worst in everything
>my own family loathes me, will probably kick me out soon
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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Damn, are you me? Aside from the high school thing and maybe the acne (it's gotten better), I'm pretty much going through the same shit. I'm a borderline NEET and I was about to get my life back on track, but I fucked it up, just like with pretty much everything else in my life. Now, I've completely lost any desire to do anything and I just want to fade away into non-existence.

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I don't know what to say anymore. I ruin everything I do. I'm empty.

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Why are you 1/2?
She cares, maybe apologise

I wish you the strenght to commit suicide OP. Nobody should live like that.

Because I'm an autistic beta male and a failure. I don't have a gf because every girl can just talk to me for a few seconds and can tell I'm a loser. Not only that but this seems to be the case for 80% of the people I've met.

I did say sorry. I know she cares, but it's me just opening up and being honest that made her cry, and it ends any kind of discussion we were having

Thanks, I needed it
Similar, but I can't even start talking, I have hard time to think how to start talking to her. I prefer screaming to talking

wrong reply, fuck my life this is it!!!!

prove it you nigger
i dont believe u

REEEEEEE
(This is it)

>but just keep going at it
wow you sure sound like a normalnigger
out out out

> Manage to change myself into a normal person in a few years
> Be the most likable person everywhere I go, people will regularly pull me aside and tell me how great I am
> Girls tell me I'm not bad looking on the regular
> Appreciated for who I am
> Feel like a fucking failure anyway
> Extreme insecurity over being a kissless virgin
> Know it's my own fault
> Try to rectify it, get rejected at every turn even when she's obviously interested

My chest aches when I think about it. What am I doing wrong? What chases them all away? Is there something wrong with me? I feel like no matter what I do, it'll never be enough to fill the hole in my heart. That no matter how hard I look and how many women I find, that there just isn't someone out there for me. I dread dying alone, dying without being truly loved. That I'll grow up just to be old and miserable and alone. No matter how many people like me, that pit in my stomach will never be filled by them. I hate myself for feeling this way, I hate myself for thinking it's true for even a second, but each day that passes only grows that fear inside me. Every rejection only makes it worse. In fact, I was just rejected. Right after she admitted to feeling the same.

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