Considering suicide tonight, fellow bots

noodles--dont noodles ~ turtle from k-panda

so why do you want to kys? you better hurry up cause I gotta sleep

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the name is neon genesis evangelion

> "love this show" doent know the name lol
> its neon genesis evongalion

Hanging myself with my bed sheets, it's easier bc I sleep in a cabin

love that one too

schyzophrenia

Aight user, here's the deal

You will die eventually anyways. You will one day be forcibly evicted from your body whether you want it or not.

Tomorrow might bring a good fap, a new good anime, some good porn, your favourite food, or whatever small pleasures that you can still enjoy that you can't anymore if you're not alive.

There's little point in doing the universe's work for it, it'll eventually get you anyways.

do you have this image saved or did you just google it?
> if you have it saved why and what would your parents think

> if you googled it. why? what were you thinking when you did?

please answer

Cool! I'm gonna watch it

love that one too
too

Oh okay. What I want to do is slit my wrists in a bath tub or drown myself. Maybe both at the same time

>schizo
Welp, sorry to hear that. What is schizophrenia anyways? How does it affect you?

Saved. They'll probably think I'm a pervert but that's it probably. Why are you so curious?

i can offer you a way of killing yourself without feeling any pain, you only need some common household items

>Why are you so curious?
i just find it intresting that you have it in the first place
> i have a few more questions
1: what made you wanna download that image?
2: why do you still have that image
3: can you post folder where image resides

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The problem is, i find it hard to enjoy those little things, even drinking it's not the same. I should try take a deep breath of fresh air? Maybe new things? I dunno. Tanks anyway, your words made me cry

I don't like cutting myself, started at 13 and dropped it at 17. I always wanted to intoxicate me to death with pills and vodka, tried it once, fall asleep and woke up next morning covered in puke. That was funny.

It's no fun hearing bad voices, it's no fun seeing things that don't exist, it's no fun shake incontrollably, it's no fun being itchy all the time. I'm so scared of the world and my self. 2 years a go my doc said that i was going to be ok, but the symptoms have started to appear again, and I'm scared, really scared

90% of this board considers suicide daily.

You're welcome here

oh my fucking god what a fucking attention whore
tl;dr sage

>what made me wanna save it
Cowgirls are one of my many fetishes
>why do I still have it
so I can masturbate to it
>can I post folder where it resides
You mean more images from the same folder? Certainly.

So it's entirely psychological? Have you tried meditation? Why are you hearing these voices and seeing these things? Have you done drugs before?

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i don't think i've ever seen so much reddit in one comment.

congratulations.

seems like you just need a readjustment user. fix your schizo. don't succumb to it. don't be a bitch to a problem thousands upon thousands struggle with and overcome.

i dont think any one has ever been so late to the party.

congratulations.

user if youre still here.
>Post folder open not any single image, i wanna see content
> if you draw post more drawings or link to art page

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>congratulations
>congratulations
congratulations

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You should watch the last part of EoE, where Shinji talks with Yui, and she explicitly states what the importance of the Eva and life itself is.
Same for the end of the series itself.

Bad moods pass my man.
Even with depression, the pendulum does swing into positive moods here and there.

Also remember: the placebo effect is a real thing.
What that means is...some of your schizo is probably real.
But some if it is also probably fueled by your mind itself.
I think if you can carefully reflect on this, and discern which feelings are which (your natural shiz vs your self-induced panic-shiz), you'll have a better handle on managing your reality.

I recommend watching some Golden Boy, it's hilarious.

spoiler?...mybe dont read if havent watch anime.

Golden boy is good
also watch> school rumble
and >Gamer

Sadly, it's genetic, my father is bipolar, aswell as my sis, my brother is asperger and my mom is depressive
meditation, nah and drugs yes, but aren't the root of the problem, did weed and cocaine, but years later

might be it. I feel like talking it here helped really, i don't really talk with anybody irl

good ol' golden boy, i'm going to study it right away sir, already forgotten that show

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thank you all, i feel better now

Not my art, it's probably from the official artist of whatever manga thats from.
Also I'm on my phone so I only have a few random pics.

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wait..you have these photos on phone as well as comp.

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Everything is gonna be alright don't do it. You will lose all the good think life has to offer. Only you can make the most of your life and you will be able to enjoy your life.

"Anywhere can be paradise as long as you have the will to live. After all, you are alive, so you will always have the chance to be happy. As long as the Sun, the Moon, and the Earth exist, everything will be all right." - Yui Ikari

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Sorry to hear it's genetic but I'm sure the weed and coke aren't helping. Please try meditating I'm sure it will help. Just go to a park, sit down and think positive. Ask yourself some questions.

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> Everything is gonna be alright
No, truthfully it probably wont, infact it will probably get worse before it get better
>You will lose all the good think life has to offer.
life and good things dont belong in the same sentance
>Only you can make the most of your life
tried and failed
>you will be able to enjoy your life.
life slowly getting worse

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Not the same images but yes I have a small colle tion on my phone. Is that weird?

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>Is that weird?
no, not at all.

> tell me user, more questions sorry

> what about cow tits do you like?

> when you imagine them are they soft or ferm

> when you squeeze them does milk come out

> do you drink it?

> if so have you ever acted on your fantasy and drunk breat milk?

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I've been planning on watching Evangelion for a long time now. I've heard a lot of great things about it.
Have you ever watched Serial Experiments Lain?

hek yea

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I imagine them being soft enough to sleep on but applying a tiny bit of pressure would instantly make them leak.
I would definitely drink it. I would certainly act out on it if I could but I wouldn't want it to devolve into mommyplay or weird stuff like that. I find it more attractive when they're embarrassed by it.

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Now I can't sleep user. I hope you're happy.

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