Alright Jow Forums help me commit suicide

How many of these do I take to Kill me as fast as possible and how will it play out in my final hours?

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OP here, just to be aware I literally have like 90% of the bottle unused so I have a plentiful dose ready

Just chog the bottle.

Ok, nevermind you seem serious. Please dont do it.

> how will it play out in my final hours

Your life will flash before your eyes.

Thousands of hours of hardcore porn - in a split second.

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Op?

If you wanna KYS anyway, go get a a shitton of LSD you can easily order it online with a bit of research and like 20 $. Take that then consider it again. Also this shit won't kill you you'll get diarrhea, vomiting or stomach aches.

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I know this is 4 chan and probably fit the lolz but if not think about it first, I just buried a friend yesterday that killed himself, the amount of pain you will cause those around you is crazy, fight through I know it's hard, I have pretty bad PTSD and depression and I've been close to the edge, you can fight through this to.

Why do you want to kill yourself user?
Please don't

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The fuck is that shit? Just go to a pharmacy and buy a bottle of pain killers and down the whole bottle.

Reconsider it though op, you will hurt people even if you don't believe it.

your blood pressure will skyrocket and you will spend 6-8 hours in immeasurable pain with the feelling that your heart will expode. you prolly wont die and you will vomit uncontrollably black vile from the irreversible liver damage you have caused

Why not?
I've got nothing to live for, all I do is eat and shit and sleep.
I have no friends
No brains
No college
No gf or anybody to try to focus my energy on
^also too ugly and emotionally retarded to have relationships
A permanently broken back so I can't ever lift or exercise again
A porn addiction I pretend that I beat
I lost faith in God cause he's a tyrant and the bible is mostly bullshit
^I've lost the ability to believe in that which I doesn't make sense and have the lenses of blackpill logic glued over my eyes

I have brought up my suicidal feelings to my family and my mother is really really getting concerned, it sucks having people that love you, Cause you have to worry about their feelings and can't leave them behind crying. The only "enjoyment" in my life is perhaps a giggle at a meme, but all windows of opportunity for fulfillment are gone. My career path was fitness as a personal trainer but now I am broken and I am unable to function in it. I found lifting a few years ago and it was the only thing that gave me any sense of true joy, which I will never have again.

Not even music which was my last saving grace can help me anymore, nothing but the most intense metal can activate what little fuel is left in the tank and it's stopped working.

I'd explain more but I'd give away too much of that hints at anything.

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not op but what if everybody i know is gone already?

you need to stop going on the internet immediately

I've tried that already several times, but there's no fulfilment out there or here so who the fuck cares where I waste my breath?

blow whatever money you've got left on something entertaining at least, go travel, buy a sexdoll man i dunno, something, anything

Man, you need to take up something else... try shooting, or welding shit into something, or basic carpentry.... something productive.

You need a new hobby, have you tried programming?

t. lifting autist

I've tried hedonism too but it only makes my situation worse and I'm careful not to do it anymore. I am stuck in the horrible duality of having so much potential and drive but having it all killed off by my circumstances and fucked up mind, so I have so much less drive now that I have gotten too weak to fight off these suicidal emotions.

Isn’t yohimbe for getting shredded as fuhhark

Medfag here, pills are probably one of the dumbest ways to try to kill yourself. Most of the time, it's unsuccessful and in either outcome, it is usually drawn out and very painful.

None of these fulfill me though, and my fucking back hurts too much to even get through my regular job. Guy doesn't let us sit down or eat without simultaneously working or we get fired, it's only made up for in somewhat decent pay.

look dude, if you have an insurance card there may be a number on the back of it you can call for mental health services.

I put off going to a doc about my depression/anxiety/hopelessness for fucking years and years and years but i finally did it yesterday and it felt fucking nice and the people there were really nice to me man so just give it a try for your sake, dont give up you bastard you can make it

This. I’ve attempted suicide many times and I only realized how selfish it is after getting help, you have to keep fighting dude. Don’t let this be the end.

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>no brains
What.

>no college
>nothing to live for.
Pick up a new hobby or passion.

There are paralympics and all kinds of shit you can still do.
Start painting or something. You can beat it user

OP here, as much as I want to die I feel this determined little fist clenching in my head trying to hold on for dear life, requesting motivational pics to see if that helps.

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Just watch some paralympic videos m8.

How old are you?

>I'd explain more but i'd give away too much if that hints at anything

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You are a fucked up man, leave this site and never come back.
>in all seriousness
>drop the blackpills
>do research on the ironpill
>sort your sorry ass out
>find work
>and build yourself up
>and find something you enjoy in life
I was like you a while back, I decided to sort myself out by training in the gym, getting my flight hours together to jumpstart my aviation career, doing Nofap, working at my job, going back to college, eating well, enjoying anime and vidya, and traveling abroad.
Do what brings you positivity, not negativity

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>Ironpill
WTF is that?

this desu

You need to really clear your head & get some perspective.

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Good luck brah. You’re gonna make it.

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Set up a bench press for your 1 rep weight without a spotter, and drop the bar on your throat. It will be immensely painful but it will be over in seconds when you lose consciousness.

You should google it my dude. It to a certain extent will set you free from the shackles of nihilism, but you have to want to escape first.

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Lurk moar

Inhale helium until you pass out painlessly

or rob a bank and go all robin hood

Fuck yeah Ramiel was based af in that thread

Don’t worry about it, I’m pretty much in the same boat. Just know you’re not alone, in the fog of life there are thousands of souls lost. Reach out and be comforted by the knowledge that we all understand and love another in a way.

I've already done nofap for a few years and it didn't help and I got addicted again
And I can't lift so Iron pill is out

Don't do it, user! There's still hope!

>You can get LSD online
Where

Phwew, I knew I wasn't alone here, how do (people such as ourselves) cope with being trapped in our situation, so much potential but having it all crushed so young?

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Start reading! Get into literature! There's a whole world out there! You don't have to lift to be "iron pill", you can just take some nice long walks in the park and watch your diet. Focus on your mind and soul, bud. Maybe try meditation or try to pray to God, go to church. Try finding a new hobby, already recommended reading but maybe also something wholesome like cooking or maybe photography. Still got a lot to live, dude, just think about all the blind people who are unable to see but still keep on living and keep their hope. Don't do it, bud!

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thats dumb we dont get happy by being free

find a goal for youreslf, op something to get addicted to

Download the app "headspace"
I'm shilling it because it teaches you how to meditate.
Shit works dude

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What do you mean 'gives away too much'? Like your identity?

Honestly, I deal with it in a day by day. Some people say “do this to make it go away!” or “try to do this.” None of that ever worked for me. Antidepressants fucked my shit up. CBT makes me feel like a fucking potato. All I can tell you is that the best I have is that my life is full of muted ups and terrible raping downs. I think I’ve just tried to find some sort of quiet peace in my life and deal with the shit the best I can when I can.

That was fitness, I gave it my all, getting picked on for eating super healthy all for it to go I waste, passing up on easy pleasures for my physical discipline for me to just go catabolic in the last few months unable to lift

Extension; I found on the days where I’m the worst a good walk helps. So does watching wildlife. Quietly and contently observing the unadulterated actions of animals allows me peace.

Probably won’t kill you, but also don’t kill yourself that’s a bitch move.

Use your noggin

You're gonna make it brah. You're a sick cunt if you wanna be. Hang in there brah

>no brains
>I lost faith in God cause he's a tyrant and the bible is mostly bullshit
You got one thing right at least.

You gotta take a bunch of those and eat cheese and cured meats.

t. has never taken yohimbe bark

It acts as an MAOI.

Then there is nothing holding you back from becoming a sick cunt vigilante.

Darknet

What did he mean by this?

Use your brain user, oh wait

Why not take up a hobby?

A man comes here for help in his darkest hour and you mock him, truly a good Christian

pretend to believe in scandinavian folklore and blame jews and christians (but mostly jews) for all your problems

do you have a car? take a lot of sleep pils and gas yourself using the car.

Hi friend, it seems you're implying they're not the authors of much of what plagues Western Civilization today.

To stay on topic, yohimbine OD would be amongst the last ways I'd pick to die. Get help. You're not dead yet, so there are still ways to fix every single one of the things you mentioned. All you have to do is keep fighting

You want to focus your energy on a gf but you won’t focus on improving yourself

I'm not a Christian but his idea of God (whatever he is referring to) as a tyrant is just outright juvenile. From what authority can someone declare something as preposterous as that and not back it up with at least one piece of detail explaining himself? I understand he is in a dark place but he obviously is not very humble to think he knows so much.

Hey man. I attempted suicide a long time ago. I felt that nothing was worth living for anymore, and I just saw death as a relief. Popped up pills and miserably failed. Woke up in hospital, family devastated etc. And for a long while, I kept having those thoughts. I didn't have any epiphany, no sudden improvement. But almost 10 years after, I'm glad I fucked up my attempt. I value my life now. It's worth keeping, worth using for something. So is yours. Keep living. If you think about suicide it means you reached your lowest. From there you can only get better. It does get better. The story of your life isn't over, there's a lot of great stuff and horrible shit to live for. Believe me OP, that's not how it ends. Not today.

OP here
>try focusing on yourself more bro, lol
This is a feeling few of us will understand but,

My biggest issue through all my childhood was that I spent it locked away trapped in my head. I spent all of it shooing others advice and all the opportunities I had because I felt much safer locked away in my head, using my imagination.

It cost me my development. So I went balls deep doing self improvement shit And I got very far but I have become so very exhausted from only getting to experience myself rather than others.

If that makes any sense, basically to make an analogy, by bench is myself, and deadlift is my social health and societal function, I'm bench bro with 4pl8 bench and a 1pl8squat. I am horribly unbalanced if that makes any sense.

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Is this stuff worth taking even if I don't want to kill myself?

Thanks for sharing that user. I find it quite interesting that you bring balance up because in my old fag experience, its actually what most people want to feel. And looking back, I can't tell when I had it, or how did I acquire it. It is indeed not always easy, but the good thing is that you are your own scales, and you have the means to rearrange the weights however suits you. I believe in you user. Fights against darker odds have been one and in time, you'll come out of this stronger. We always do

First off, you should not do it. Realize that life is literally limitless is you abandon social norms. That being said, if you are really set on it, try to go out doing something badass. Dont do it in some pathetic way that just leaves for some neighbors dog to sniff you out and make your mom identify you, do something super positive like trying to take out terrorists or something. Come on dude, be more creative

I have the biggest meatiest fucking heart wanting to help others but the only option I ever have is helping myself, it hurts to the core. Maybe I can kill some tension doing volunteer work, I've put it off too long.

You will never not be trapped in your head user. The only subject you can see through is yourself. You won't experience outside the portal of your own perceptions. Trying to understand others as they understand themselves is futile so it isn't even worth attempting. You ought to be grateful you got to experience subjectivity at all in this realm as a human.

Post body and lift stats so we can truly judge how much you help yourself. I don't trust just your words no homo

You will have a boner

Kek,
Feeling better guys I talked with someone. I'm gonna change my perspective on a few things and grind it out.

cont.

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Nice. Get well OP. And consider thinking about Nietzsche's Eternal Recurrence a bit. It changed my intuitions about death

You'll have the nut of your life and break nofap before you die.

I realized I am gonna die eventually and want to go out big and roiding. Die and leave a fucking massive casket. We're all gonna make it.

Add in three porteins for maximum robocide.

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Could you just work opper body and become a curlbro?

But don't take them before 7:00

>I've got nothing to live for, all I do is eat and shit and sleep.
Do something, literally anything. Do you know how to paint, read/write/play music, write in general? Go learn.
>I have no friends
Go get some.
>No brains
There are tons of journals you can apply to for stuff you want to know.
>No college
I'm sure there's a public college option for you somewhere close.
>No gf or anybody to try to focus my energy on
Why not? Go out.
>A permanently broken back so I can't ever lift or exercise again
That's terrible, but people have done more with less. Make mental gains.
>A porn addiction I pretend that I beat
So you do have something to work towards.
>I lost faith in God cause he's a tyrant and the bible is mostly bullshit
There are more layers to faith and eternal power of religion than just thinking God's a dickhead.
> it sucks having people that love you
It does, one thing I'll say is don't find a gf to save you with love, your depressions will meld with each other if you do that. But the fact people love you means there's a reason why. You let the internet use you rather than you use it.

Also, requesting pic of that dude with a broken sword and his arm ripped off toughing it out.

Ah. Underage.

>Thinking about killing himself
>Suggest taking Shooting
user...

It a supplemet faggit none of that will happen.
Just drink a gallon of bleach OP!

sh-shut up man...

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