I went to jail and lost a fortune and my fiance. Before u ask, Drug trafficking. Beat the charges but not before her family made her choose and she chose family. I was always fit jail made me fitter and more mental determination. Exercise was my coping mechanism. 8 months out now. Train so hard my body is in constant pain. I have deleted all social media and am completely uncontactable. Im currently shooting 500mg of test e a week and 400mcg of ghrp2 a day. Already huge going to get bigger. I dont know why I am doing it except for the fleeting relief I get from exhaustion. That and I dont think about her. Im about to move overseas to continue my previous occupation. But never again am I going to let a woman in my life except on a hourly basis.