I think that I might be schizophrenic i have visual and auditive allusinations...

I think that I might be schizophrenic i have visual and auditive allusinations. My parent are sick of my random depressive ass they'll send me to a psychologist soon. should i be honest with my symptomsor how i hide my sickness?

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don't leave me alone I am deseperate

What are the visual ones user? Anything that's an actual formed image and not just random shadows that just catch your eye isn't schizophrenia. Also if this happens before you fall asleep and right when you wake up it isn't either

Do some research on the medications for schizophrenia. I heard they can make you into a vegetable when you're on them if you aren't careful with doses. I'd keep that in mind going forward talking to your doctor about it if that's what you want to do.

Weight the pros and cons of not seeking help. Whichever outweighs the other, do that.

they are often incects like centipides or spiders i also see eyes on the walls and geometric spapes like circles or rectangles more rarely i see white glowing orbs

I kind of want to take some since it kinde of makes living harder i don't want to lear to drive beacuse y often se random shit and I'm afraid i could get some one hurt or killed

It could be schizophrenia but could also be something else. It's pretty uncommon to have recognisable visual hallucinations. Maybe see what a doctor thinks if anything you won't have to deal with this shit if they help you. The meds are fine there are different kinds.

t. med student with my psychiatry exam this week

also the other day I see a man behind me wille on the PC it scare the shit out of i tought someone bust in to my house i even fall on the floor watch it a few seconds before it fades away

I also aer voices in my head they usually don't say anything understandable just some randon worlds over and over, the other day I heard a celestial like corus so fucking loud it hurts

also I'm kind of scare what a doctor could say about me

My advice is get help for sure. Idk what it is but obviously this seems awful to deal with. Not diagnosing you but on the chance it is schizophrenia it'll get worse. Delusions honestly seem worse man, people believe shit that's totally false like that they're being spied on and shit. Right now you know you're sick and have that insight. You might down the line be in a state of not knowing that at all and refusing medication. Just go and describe everything.

They'll understand it's an illness just be honest with them

I'm feel like people are waching me i often feel like they laughing at me and i belive that nobody really likes that my friends just tolerate me

and they hate me in secret or something like that

That could also be anxiety (which I haven't it's some shit) but that's hard to say. Docs are cool either they'll know their shit or they'll refer to someone who does. Really recommend getting this figured out.

Which I have and **

Maybe i have a bit of that to is not rare in people with schizophrenia. The worst part is that i can't even focus on collegue because all the mess in my head. I think I'll be honest with everything i feel and hope for the best. I am so tired of feeling so detached from everyone else

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that's terrible. Do you have allusination or just a lot of irrational fear?

Do it man, our meds are good they work and you will be able to talk about it with someone who knows what's up. Again jury is still out on what you have but it's something and they'll figure it out
Just fear and constant thoughts of being judged or that no one is ever nice to me genuinely (like they have another motive or are faking it). It's not fun but no hallucinations or anything

do you heart beats raises (sometimes i have panic attacks at night and i feel that)? also. Do you take meds? they have secondary effects?

I don't really get panic attacks. I went to therapy a few years ago and it helped and it's mild in general. My doctor felt I didn't need meds. It would probably make things easier but I don't take them

thancks for all the encouragement anons wish me luck

never be to honest with them or else they will put you on some medication that is pretty much a modern day lobotomy or send you to a ward which is also horrible

The more i talk with my psychiatrist the worse my condition gets because i realise everything that seemed natural for the last 7 years was actually schizophrenia.
Good luck op

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