>be me >be 27 year old ugly beta loser nofriends autist with no friends or social experiences since school, no female attention ever, have never been to a pub, club, or party, and have no passions in life >woke up at 10 am >read a book >went to the gym >gave up on workout after a short time because I was so weak from coffee ruining my sleep (the gym is unbearable if I'm not lifting as heavy as I can- Chads and Staceys everywhere, really shitty music) >going to have a repeat of yesterday: coffee, walking around with immense self loathing, McDonalds >hot and sunny as fuck in London- Chads and Staceys everywhere
REEEEEEEEE! Drinking coffee is one of my pleasures in life and it completely fucks up my strength. The habit is comforting. I can sit outside like a non loser. It gives my mind a rush that stops me from dwelling on the pointlessness of my life. What the fuck can I do in its place?
I went through a section of a maths textbook last night so I think I can be productive through my own initiative.
Seeing Staceys everywhere is demoralising. My youth is truly gone. I haven't even been on holiday for years, not that I would have anything to do anywhere. And now even blackpilled incel stuff is widely publicised so even perceptive normies have the mental tools to notice my patheticness.
Are you the same troubed individual who also posts on /lit/?
Bentley Bennett
Is it just me or does anyone else feel unenergized from coffee?
Christian Perry
Why is it always London.
William Richardson
I really feel for you OP. While i didn't run around fucking cuties in my youth, i spend almost every weekend in clubs/bars/parties since i was 16. While i am cutting back on alcohol, drugs and partying some of the nights are among the best of my life.
Just know that you can always turn your shit around, 27 is not that old. You will never get those years back, but can at least make sure you won't waste the rest of your days. /SIG/ threads here are a good start, good luck dude
Nathaniel Gonzalez
It´s londonfrog.
This was posted on /lit/ also same time. I also see him posting on Jow Forums
London must be depresing shithole o n d o n
Lincoln Brooks
Being outside means actually doing something, not running around alone judging people and drinking coffee
Kayden Taylor
sucks to be you FAG ahaahaha
Dylan Brown
>In same position as OP but age 24 >Live in Maine >Only physical thing I have going for me is that I'm 6'5"
Well OP, shits hard when your parents were shit and you gotta do it all alone. At least you're going to the gym. I can't even make myself go to the gym recently. I have to pretend to be a tall buff dude I want to be by playing God of War.
Remember not to go on anti-depressants. They make you lose your drive and play god of war
