Short + male = torture
5'5" + male + body builder = not even god can endure the hellls of emasculation
suicideproject.org
I could have broken world records
Now the real me is dead and not even the surgeries can repair my mind
leg-lengthening.com
Pic related. It shows what a hellish torturous deformity can do to your head. It drives you crazy to be an inferior deformed degenerate.
6 years of hell. 30 posts in the suicide forum. Over 3000 notes on my phone.
I was the most obsessed human to have ever lived
Key point? I can't BREAK-EVEN
(Breaking-even = most important definition you could know to even hope on understanding me)
My will power = had infinite value
No stupid chick, drugs,nor money can make up for something infinite in value.
THERE IS NO SUBSTITUTE OTHER THAN THE SURGERIES
The problem? I can't fucking afford the 52k or so.
The u.s. OWES ME some LOAN program to fix my DEFORMITY
IMPORTANT: Don't say "I have no problem getting laid as a midget"
So? For a BODY BUILDER, this is hell
Wait, short people are stronger? Again, so?
Short = looks pathetic = training is pointless
Do you jot agree suicide is logical for me??
If not, why? I am 23 right now. I am not "young". The opposite.
This height fucked up everything. I barely finished a 2yr electrical cert and an associates will be done by july 16. Stopping there.
No surgeries = non-stop torture = I might jump off a bridge eventually as my mental health cpntinues to degrade
Remember, only genetics/luck matter.
GODLY will power,infinite will power means NOTHING in this world.
Luck > effort