Something's gotta change /fit, we can't keep living like this

I work two jobs and go to school.

I literally dont understand why these aspects of my life need to be important, I understand Its disgusting behavior. I understand I need to try harder and orginize, but how do I learn to care about this?

I'M FUMING

It bothers you enough to make a post about it, right? Meaning, you want it to get it off your chest. It's something that stresses you out immensely coming home from work, but you probably don't even realize it.

>treat my dad like an abslute beta
>don't take him seriously due to the way he acts. (very awkward and self contained)
>don't think anything else of it - we've never had a close relationship
>get drunk with my mum - she tells me that my father has severe depression and he's struggling incredibly hard
>feel like ablsolute shit for the last month or so

fuck you Jow Forums - ths whole le beta vs alpha idea is such shit

Fucked up my exam registration. FUCK. Had a good week after two years of severe depressions, started lifting again, actually went outside and felt my life was finally taking an upwards turn again. Now I just can't stop thinking what a piece of shit I am. WIll be suicidal again soon.

Reminder that we are living in a world of images and symbols where nothing has any intrinsic meaning and everything has been commodified. Only once we violently remove the judo-capitalist ruling class, return to our roots, and instill identitarian socialist values will our lives be fulfilling anymore.
soon comrades, soon...

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I mean it does reaally, but I dont know how to organize my clothes :(

Nah thats pussy shit.

Realize why you fucked up, plan to fix it.

If you're not lifting for blood, soil, and nation then you're doing something wrong.

Just get a bunch of baskets, and sort by shirts, pants, underwear and socks. One basket for dirty, one for clean. Much easier to do, and you don't have to fold clothes.

amazon.com/slp/closet-organizer-baskets/zzd6zkw8q2vb6cs

Yeah, will make a schedule.
Lost a semester and 4k in student loans though. I'm fucked

you truly are a bad person.

why is he wearing shoes inside

Just do one small thing today. And another tomorrow. Today you can out that pillow sheet on user you lazy pussy bitch.

After living like this for way too many years I finally decided to repaint and redecorate my room. It's been going very slowly due to work and lack of motivation sometimes but now I'm nearly done. Just need to sand and repaint the window and door.
Bought some new furniture too to put everything away and out of sight.
But I can feel already the positive effect of having a clean and decluttered room where I spend a lot of time anyway.
Living like a hobo in your home just makes things even worse for your mental health imo.

Literally no one here ever told you to treat your dad like shit for being a "beta" but ok

Will uni save me lads? Lonely senior here, I’m just counting down the days at this point man. Looking for a new beginning.

Are you happy though?

Honestly dude, if you don't change, your situation won't change.

>t. dormroom

Nothing ever really changes.

I'm doing the best I can though :(

This thread is too real. Fuck u Jow Forums I don't want feels

I don't give a fuck bro. I don't know about you guys, but I survive. I've always known how to get through and how to get better.

Let me tell you an example. I used to be a very shy guy: an introvert, with low social skills and super awkward behavior. I couldn't keep a conversation, couldn't articulate an opinion, couldn't tell a joke or a story, it was a disaster. Obviously I had no friends and no pussy, hated life, and was a social outcast.

But everything is a skill. And that means there's a technique to everything, and when you get that down and you have the habit and the routine of working on and improving your technique, you get better. I started paying closer attention when I heard people talk, I tried to get a grasp of what made a good story, how people keep conversations going, how they segue into other topics. I consciously and subconsciously picked up patterns after simply paying attention and being curious. I got through an entire dictionary and made flashcards so I could improve my vocabulary, started keeping a diary so I could learn to articulate my opinions, started talking to literally everyone about everything, all the time. I was always the one wanting to do the presentations, wanting to do the public speaking, I took initiative in talking to people, and started acting more extrovert until it felt natural. Got over my fear of people one invitation at a time, one confrontation at a time, one speech at a time. Years later, I'm pretty much making a living out of being a good speaker, a good communicator, and a good debater.

That's how I am with everything. If I suck at something, I plan things out and do it every day until I'm good at it, leave my comfort zone. Socially, economically and romantically, society has its rules and nobody is going to bend them to accomodate you, you have to do what it takes. You survive.

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None of those things really matter. Evolve.

What's on the table by the beer and TV?

power pellets

Fuck off that takes like 30 mins to do. Quit being a pig and clean it up.

Lost all my friends after highschool because they all went to city x and I had to go to city y. Done uni now and back home for the summer.

Life is fucking great. Working good job with all the bros and should make around 25k in the next 3 1/2 months. Go to the gym and have 3-4 alpha bros lifting in there no matter when I go. Spend my time off roading in my Jeep with the top and doors off with the bros drinking brew with my bros. Hanging out with the hot girls again and going to parties and the bar every weekend. Life is so fucking good right now.

I’m dreading going back to city y. I have a job lined up in September in my field but think I’m going to try and transfer so I can go to city x and keep the good times going.

Never gonna make it because his cheez-its aren't hot and spicy.

>Ugly
>Balding, obsessed with the idea of people judging me because of my hairloss
>Physically and verbally violent when drunk
>Homophobic and racist
>Invisible to women
>"Friends" bailed on me
>No prospects or ambitions
>Worthless degree
>Poor social skills in big groups

There's no hope for me. I have accepted my status as social trash.

>oneitis
may of well as written cancer

I used to masturbate to camgirls, now I'm just sad and empty when I realize it's all fake like porn. Porn has ruined my mind

why the fuck would you treat your dad like shit ?

I have had the same experience except not as autistically as you.

Earlier in my life i was very self conscious no matter how much i tried to not be. As i reached my late twenties, my levels of giving a fuck have Significantly changed. I have always tried to not be self concious, but now I TRULY do not give a fuck.

It is one of the best things ive ever experience. its like being on natural Valium or Xanax all the time.

>turned down coworkers invites to a party
>go to the gym instead

why am i like this

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>go on date with super attractive girl 2 days ago
>goes well, we go back to her place and make out/cuddle
>do the same last night
>realizing I don’t really have feelings for her but I really enjoy the cuddling, lmao
Probably going to go to her place Monday and tell her, hopefully she takes it well. I don’t think she’s totally over her ex boyfriend anyways so maybe it’ll work out. Gonna miss the cuddles though

Same here, but 21. Confidence/personality totally changed in the past year. Thing is, I’m now really good at making people like me but I still dislike most people I meet, as I have for years. Strange situation

you're right, we can't

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Bro being bald is ugly. And bitches love ugly dudes. You don't want to be some handsome faggot do you? Before I went bald I was handsome as fuck, and I always got hit on by gay dudes. Now I look ugly, but at least I'm ripped, and a few bitches like me. Granted, not all bitches like ugly dudes, but a decent % of them do, and the ones who do are usually good in bed.

What the fuck is wrong with you, seriously. What kind of piece of shit takes shitty Jow Forums memes to heart and shits on their own family. Id be depressed if i was your dad too, with a son like you.

Because self improvement.

Just go next time.

>havent left the house in 2 years

Im doing ok

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>Have been depressed since November because got played by a girl
>Friends all know I'm not over her
>They bring her up sometimes, I'm guessing just to gauge my reaction and tell me to talk to her when that is impossible
>They forced me to go to a restaurant, then complained about how quiet I was and spent the entire night laying into me about it
>"You're depressed, stop it."
>Because I guess it is that easy
I'm thankful I have people that care, but man I wish I could be left alone. Every time we hangout I am the center of attention, constantly prying about shit and offering terrible advice.

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oh fuck off

I'm gonna stay in this thread out of spite.

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its just weird knowing people like you actually think that you have a difficult life worth complaining about

You honestly need to quit feeling sorry for yourself.

You fuck off too. Getting played by a girl sucks. He needs to get over it but you can fuck right off as well

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You know the cure for oneitis brah. You have to execute.

I know.

Stop milking the attention you're getting from acting like a little bitch, you're just making yourself out to look like a little bitch and your friends feel embarrassed for you.

>has a group of friends who want to see him do well
>gets girls
>wahhhh me life is hard

Helped me out. Mostly tho was cause I did ROTC and so was forced to hang out with a bunch of people every day. Made friends and became normalish,

Probably not.

I was in similar shoes to you, joined the military. It normaled me out, but by force. I still have my share of problems though.

>unwilling to put himself out there, vulnerable to society
>thinks he's different than normies
>complains when normies don't like him
Waaahhh life is hard
Don't be a twat. Maybe people might like you.

it sure didn't for me. i was always the kid in school who was "funny" but didnt have any friends just acquaintances, so i did no social things and was a virgin. tried to socialize in college and the lack of social development in HS meant i didnt know how to realte to kids my age, so i failed in college as well even living in a dorm and apartments with roommates.

See
They pity you at best. And being pitied is a shitty place to be at in life.

I'm writing a 120k Wojak/Pepe hurt/comfort slow burn romance novel

hopefully it makes a few people chuckle

Literally me

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Give me that sweat shirt God dammit

I legit tried to find it and couldn't find it so I settled with one similar. lmao

>no friends
>no gf
>can't go to the gym anymore because I don't have any money
>failed the exams to enter my country's military
>unemployed
>family has lost their hope for me

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>friday night
>took a 4hr nap
>kinda high
>playan vidya
>little after midnight
>cripplingly lonely
why can't someone run up in my house and shoot me

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How can we make it better, bros?

Are you me?

>having notifications set up for when your oneitis posts
Why are you doing that to yourself user?

DEATH
EXISTENCE IS A CURSE
SUFFERING IS THE ONLY CONSTANT

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>following ex girlfriends on social media
>having social media

never gonna make it

kinder pls

guys how often do you think lesbian girls and straight girls have sex with each other. i have these two cute af coworkers one is lesbian one is straight and they have become good friends and frequently do kinda flirty stuff at work (not sure if flirty or just what girls do with each other) and i wonder what the odds are that theyve eaten each other out.

Simular situation, my dad killed himself.

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>Thing is, I’m now really good at making people like me but I still dislike most people I meet, as I have for years. Strange situation
IKTF

>Thing is, I’m now really good at making people like me but I still dislike most people I meet, as I have for years. Strange situation
>being this delusional

>received a major international award
>make no facebook post about it
>no one congratulated me

this is how you know you have no friends

>realizing I don’t really have feelings for her but I really enjoy the cuddling

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Batteries for the controller.

>be me
>idolise my father through my entire youth, he was everything I wasn’t (assertive, fit, was a Major in the infantry)
>getting older
>father gets depression, visibly loses confidence in himself, sees his past as a string of failures
>that horrible moment of realisation when you realise your father isn’t the omnipotent figure you thought he was

How can I help him Jow Forums? I just want my superhero father figure back.

Hello me, one question, how did you into romance? I can flirt and talk well but the moment actual feelings happen it’s straight back to autism territory.

Persistence pays off user, try those exams again, we’ll need you when the Russians come.

INSTAGRAM? You own an Instagram account? No wonder she cucked you.

the whole "hurr I'm a shit person because my dad wasn't a good father figure" business is embarrassing incel cope. Don't blame others for your failures, unless your dad was an abusive alcoholic or something.

This is scary because I’m exactly that kid. Got lots of acquaintances and people know me, but I’ve got no actual friends

Something similar
>Last week was her birthday
>I know She'll post a lot of pictures
>Open Instagram just to take a quick look
>She's holding this big flower arrangement
>Comments full of hearts and shit and some guy tagged

Took me 10 seconds to delete my instagram account after that

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maybe tell him, what you´ve just told us

>evolve

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man i did something similar to my brother. i didn't treat him like shit i just always take the piss like i do with everyone i like. turns out when we were drunk one night it came out he felt like i was always putting him down. i told him i only do it cos i thought he could take it: if i make him feel stupid i still know hes the clever one(hes got a masters in maths i only study chem) but i realised i was actually adding to his social anxiety and self esteem issues without knowing it. i felt like shit and told him i didn't realise what it was doing and i was sorry. same goes for you, you didn't know. you need to have and honest conversation and explain this and that you are sorry. my brother has forgiven me, i still feel bad about the damage caused but it will strengthen your relationship and i fucking guarantee that would help your dad a lot. don't try to dominate your dad, the true privilege is when you and your dad can look at eachother as equals

Nothing's gonna happen if we wallow in it

If you've made it, rock the bald.