>be me 18
>going to a tuition center for uni
>they teach us as if it’s a class
>in zoology
>favorite class but need help cause don’t give a fuck about animal classification
>in class learning about human evolution
>really hard for me
>hated all the boring numbers and shit
>but important part of class so I need to git gud
>anyway learning this shit and start taking notes
>someone knocks while she’s teaching about the Peking man
>fucking annoyed af at this idiot
>who the fuck needs help at this time
>it’s a qt3.14 8/10 perfect for me
>literally saw her for 4 seconds at most
>mesmerized for rest of class
>after, I go to the bathroom to take a piss
>walk past her, literally fucked up by making eye contact and freezing
>FUCKFUCKFUCK
>she walks past giving me a weird look
>next I was looking for a room to go to for my study hour
>open room, she’s the only one in
>god is real
>ask her if there’s a class in there, she said yes
>gods a fucking dick
>had to leave
>into her and thinking of her all week
>cannot get her out of my mind
>see her next week
>made eye contact and walks past me
>I’m kinda hard to miss(super tall) and I work out a fair bit so I’m quite wide
>knew I had a chance, that look fuckin lifted my heart up
>saw her next day, cause she was in class the same day and I saw her while leaving
>I start speaking with her
>don’t fuck up, which is surprising as fuck, the mind works in mysterious ways
>she’s 17 and in here for the same reason I am, shit at zoology, but she’s smarter than me
>literally goes smoother than Michael Jackson
>make her laugh, let her know I’m interested, flirt with her, the whole package
>don’t even know where I got this shit from
>honestly don’t even give a shit
>actually get her number
Be me 18
>low self esteem still so I read it back to her incorrectly
>she actually corrected it
>left for my house
>went home and called her
>she actually picked up and spoke with me normally
>said she’s interested in a date
>get one on may 23rd
>looking forward to that
>I honestly don’t even know where I got this shit from
>but I pulled it off, I might be out of this hell
>and to think I tried to kill myself last year
>life is funny anons
>and thank you Jow Forums for helping me I wouldn’t be here without you anons
I cannot thank all you enough
I have birthday on 23rd, maybe you have more luck on that day than me. :3
Happy early birthday user, OP here, me too but honestly she’s fun and suped nice so I’m not gonna be sad even if she doesn’t put out, I just wanna feel this excitement for a bit longer
Good job, op
You made it brah
genuinely happy for you user
Congrats user I hope everything goes well
Thank you I hope so as well
From another autisistic sperg to another I'm happy for you user
Thank you I’m just worried I’ll fuck it up like i usually do, so I’m scared about that
This is really cute to read, i believe in you!
Thanks user, I really thought there was no hope for me
OP here, I don’t have much money so I’m thinking about taking her to chilie’s is that fine? Or where else? I live in FL
Okay, but at what point during any of this did you actually lift a fucking weight?
Take it to faggot.
I'm proud user
this was a VERY comfy blogpost user
Good luck with the date
And unironically just be yourself
Don’t try and send a brother who’s out here tryna make it to that accursed place
don't get too euphoric, you didn't achieve anything yet
Yeah I know but I literally cannot help it, it feels perfect, it all went well and she’s actually interested not just “meh I’ll go see what’s up” you know?
Nice, post body
If you can afford Chili's, you can afford something local that's not fucking Chili's. Take her to a hole-in-the-wall place where you live, they aren't expensive and it will look much better for you if the place is good. Just use something like yelp or google to find ideas on where to go.
OP here, thanks user I’ll try to do good I hope it all goes well
>perfect
You're also doing a perfect job of putting her onto the pussy pedestal you fucking autist
Embrace being let down
Damn alright I’ll look into it, I suppose so only problem is I personally only know pizza joints around the place and I don’t think pizzas a good idea for a first date
Fuck off this isn’t your blog
Perfect for me as in looks, I’m not really putting her on a pedestal but I’m more acknowledging that she is very compatible with my taste in women
Don't do pizza, look for something that deviates a bit more from traditional college garbage. Where I live, there's a really good Greek place that's not known by many, so that's my first thought on where to take a girl on a date. You could also take her to a staple of where you live, just look up "best restaraunts in _____" and go to one that isn't super expensive.
I really wish I could be happy for you OP, but knowing this could never happen to me just fills me with anger and makes me hope it all goes to shit