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With 30 years I finally understand women:
There are two kind of women. Those who have self-respect and those with none, who hate themselves and try to cope by bitching, fucking around or ghosting.

What you need is a self-respecting chick. Can be nerdy, can be self-confident or not. Can be funny or shy. But as long as she is self-respecting, the chances of BS are way smaller and she will apologize if she crosses the line.

Women tell me frequently that I am the kind of guy, they can "connect with" very good and normally tell me after a few hours things they later supposedly regret telling anybody. And it was always the same: The more damaged they are from beeing egoistic (and knowing it), beeing a whore, having lots of tats and so on, the more the try to make drama, bitch around, nag, ghost and do shitty things. The more self-respecting (not beeing a whore, few bf, no divorces, no tats, fulfilling career, generally proud of life decisions) the more the bound, fight for you, try to treat you with respect as a human.

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My girlfriend is an Instagram hoe and I regret getting into a relationship with her but now I'm stuck because I'm 'in love' or infatuated or whatever bullshit

I also have no purpose in life and don't seem to be able to find one

Strained hamstring. kms

>inb4: haha he thinks he understands women

Yeah that was a joke. I'm not that autistic. But the rest is true.

Not good desu
>Ashamed of myself in so many ways.
>Have zero discipline, countless anxieties.
>So many wasted years.
>Seems that if I move forward now the regrets of that time will just be more visible to me, that I would be there that much sooner. But If I don't try I don't fail.
>So many things to do and things I could be doing. Yet do nothing but play vidya, lift on lifting days and sometimes fap.
>Even consciously aware that I do these things and keep these thought patterns simply to escape my problems.
>Think my thoughts flow well and rationally but conversations come out all disjointed.
>Have to make some big decisions about whether to go back to study. And worry about choosing the wrong things again.

>In time, every inaction becomes action
>Your life ends seconds and days at a time
>Eventually your pessimism becomes self-fulfilling prophecy

Don't even know where to start. Thought I was getting better a few months ago when I was ready to jump, but now I realise I've only been hiding since. I've found no joy or hope in anything for a long time. Nothing I used to do, nothing new I try.

/cry /blog over

Alright, posting in here instead of working. Worked the fuck outta my legs yesterday, I can tell they're slowly getting more sore as the day goes on. I foam rolled, stretched, took a double serving of recovery supps before bed hoping it won't take me out too bad. Fucking hate that leg day cripples me out so hard for so long.

I only started exercising and dieting about a month ago, and the prospect of getting sick and losing all my gains terrify me.

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I don't know if that's retarded or amusing.

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Surely I just need to lift something big enough to make this feel disappear.

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I know that feel brah

>just moved
>feel sick
>wait what the fuck is this stuff coming from my dick
Got the clap bros. Just scheduled an appointment at planned parenthood for next Thursday

Im trying both keto, cico and nofap and im relapsing on every single one the same days.
Im not strong enpugh to be the man i wish i was.

Everytime i enter the gym i get an existential crisis about life, meaning and religon.
It is truly therapeutic for me.
It could be beacuse i go in the middle of the night.

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you dont lose gains if your sick
takes months of neglect to lose gains

i got sick with a stomach flu and lost 10 pounds of fat and looked cut as fuck

I thought being a manlet was an bad feel until I realized my potential offspring will probably be condemned to the same fate

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I'd tell you but last time I did in a similar thread, I got btfo'd hard and I can't handle the banter.

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I’m so fucking sick of working. Just got a new higher paying, higher responsibility job and the high has already worn off. Everyone says I’m so lucky to have money, a nice place and car but all I fucking do is work, go home and waste time until I have to do it again. I have 4 weeks worth of vacation and I never take any because I’m just bored when I do.

Shit sucks and hauling myself out of bed just for the privilege of doing it again in the same bed the next day is getting harder and harder.

I'll never look aesthetic because of Lordosis + gyno

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Just eat and you will lift more next time easily.
cause of your resting

I'm 5ft 8 in, been lifting 18 months. In that time

body weight: 220->180
bench: 80x1 -> 210 x3
squat: 120x1 -> 260 x3
diddy: 110x1 -> 300 x2
OHP: 65x1 -> 135x1

I want to lose these last 10 pounds and I want to hit 1/2/3/4, I don't care about the order in which this happens. Do I cut first? Do I eat maintenance? Will bulking help me hit my lifts and build mass so that a cut later will be more efficient than a cut now?

The wiki just isn't able to answer shit like this.

physics and chemicals

>Women tell me frequently that I am the kind of guy, they can "connect with" very good and normally tell me after a few hours things they later supposedly regret telling anybody.
Translation: women treat me like a male girlfriend because of my non-threatening, nice guy vibe and complete lack of attraction.

microfracture in my right foot that hurts like a cunt
go on without me brehs

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My biggest regret is that after I took the iron pill at 19, I somehow got the idea in my head to become an intellectual and go to graduate school. Now I'm a fat, washed up 32 year old loser trying to relive past glory.

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i would not have any problems with that. doing heavy things makes me asexual anyway.. i cant even fap if i do heavy things because the brain does not want it.

Don't you have any opportunity to change to a less time consuming job?
There's no reason to keep going like this, the way you explain it.

i can literally feel them, user
this time a few months ago when I pulled on my stomach I'd have a handful of fat, now it's just a pinch

What would you have done differently?
Any advice for a 28 year old (have a BSc Hons but basically NEET now) considering studying another degree? One with a decently high entry salary and solid guarantee of a job, as opposed to the memery I did already.

Put your health before everything else.

lot of gains but zero gf

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went out last night and went up to a solid 8/10. She rejected me. I walked off and went to a different club. Later on, a 10/10 said I was handsome and I got her number
I think I’ve made it Jow Forums

Does she put you to her Instagram too? Till now I managed to find girls who didn't have Instagram but it's really hard nowadays. I hate social media and don't want to participate.

I hate myself and because of this I don’t want a relationship because I won’t be able to love someone else if I can’t even love myself. But I’m still so lonely.

Yeah abs dont look like 100lbs of fat though no matter how thicc they are. Either you're larping about your weight loss or you've got that good body dismorphia. Post body before and after

I...I don't know what happened. I was doing 3x5 of 100kg (225lbs) last session, and today I couldn't even do 90kg for 1x5. I know it's typically lack of rest or food, but my food has been in check. I only managed to sleep about 7 hours last night (didn't feel like good sleep), but this couldn't possibly have such a strong effect, right? Feelin real down about that loss of strength

>great week at the gym so far
>ran two miles today and got cramps that were so bad I left the gym early because it felt like I was going to faint or shit myself
Of course I felt fine driving home.

for squat btw

Same

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SO MANY MIXED MESSAGES IDK WHAT SHE THINKS OF ME FUCK

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Eat more than maintenance to see your lifts improve, you never hear of someone smashing PRs on a cut

I work from the moment I wake up until the moment I go to sleep 5-6 days a week and I have been having suicidal thoughts and severe depression, and things like gym and relationships take a huge backseat.

At least I managed to get a decent house here in burgerland as a single 27 year old boomer. Might use the extra money to set up a rogue gym in the basement.

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She wants to but I don't let her. I tell her we can get a nice picture one day

Recently decided to get fit and lose my HamLord title.

I've made big changes in my diet and I'm already seeing results after a couple weeks.

Joining a gym next week (pay day bruh) so I can have access to free weights and see other people building the bodies I want for that extra motivation!

Motivated as fuck and super-hyped!

You guys need to sticky a fucking dictionary, though.

Just give up user. She will never like you

I'm squatting pretty much the same, sleep has never been an issue, but I'm /t-rex mode/.
Did you squat at a different time of the day?

Don't listen to this virgin Stop getting mad over a cunt though.

Worst week of 2018

Work/projects literally going to shit and I'm still dealing with 40+ emails a day

Projects always require me to do something and no matter how good the things I've done none of it matters

I can do a really good job on 10 things and fuck up slightly on 1-2 other things and the fuck ups will hold me back and my boss literally wants to point fingers and say see what you did etc...

I'm literally steaming right now because i dont care anymore. Boss always doesn't ever want to congratulate me or say good job so he ignores the good shit and just expects it

I'm literally in a horrible place right now and i'm fucking up left and right

Other people probably looking at me like ohh, hes fucking up meanwhile none of them know what im working on

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>tfw whenever I think about anything meaningful it just feels empty
>tfw it's happening again

Fuck I don't want this I hate this please God help me.

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Can't complain. Gonna start masters soon, job doing good, dont have many friends but working on it, im a sergeant now which is weird. Started reading up on social anxiety and on self esteem and its like im reading an autobiography. Feels good to be finally treating msyeld the, will see a doc about it next week.

Just enough self loathing to get to the gym tho, gains still steady.

I once was in a classical concert where one of my friends was playing, and I met the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. We bumped into each other and talked for about 40 seconds, and went our separate ways.
Now my brain decided to dig up that memory and remind me just to be a fucker.
I feel like even if I met her again, I wouldn't merit her attention. I'm a failure working a deadend barista job and I've got no clue what i'm supposed to do in the future. Study? But fucking what? I'm not even smart. I'm dumb as rocks and it fucking sucks.

I got matched with a literal pornstar on Tinder and I'm sitting here pondering how to approach the situation.

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Got stood up on a date again

Happened way too many times, im out for good this time

Rough. Down to 18% bf from 26% last year, but last night girl I've been seeing told me she couldn't hang out because work. Went to the bar with the boys and found her all over some manlet. Feels bad man

"you can fuck me for free bb"

>zero gf
you mean big tiddy gf

>There are two kind of women. Those who have self-respect and those with none, who hate themselves and try to cope by bitching, fucking around or ghosting.
Yeah I can confirm this, and I was a "all women are whores" guy for years. If a girl has two happy parents who have been together for a long time for example you're entirely in the clear. The rest of your post is kinda gay though.

I remember dealing with severe cognitive dissonance when I was first with a girl who wasn't a complete piece of shit and I found myself enjoying talking to her about her parents and childhood and all that stuff

>Got stood up on a date again
Make a plan to meet with her in a quiet-ish bar and go there with the lads, if she doesn't show you can just go on a night out with them

Helps soften the blow

Good though feeling impatient as fuck about new wow expac and aos 2.0. Looking forward to a project overseas though and meeting a girl tomorrow.

I'm torn with what I want out of my body currently. I want to bulk more but I feel like I look like shit, and I'll be going shirtless a lot for my uni's marching band later in the summer so I think it might be time to cut. I feel like my diet's been garbage lately because of my indecisiveness.

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Just keep pushing user. If that’s a real story, you’re on your way to making it

feeling insecure about my belly after my weight loss
dont know what this girl wants, if shes into me or not gonna ask her out but im expecting a no
rage keeps fueling me to break prs even tho im cutting

Aight lets do this

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We'll wait dude, take some rest.

>tfw spent $150 dollars on a camgirl last night

fuck

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>23 yo enginneer
>skinnyfat
>start going to gym
>24 now
>7/10 male body
>1.76cm | +/-10% body fat | 83kg | chad jaw | long healthy hair | white
>STILL NO GF
>STILL VIRGIN
at least I'm hk

what the fuck should I do? my face is pretty plain but definetly not ugly

Ya blew it son

turned 28 today, still a sad lonely KV
can't wait to stop waking up

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I hate people like you

They aren't going to throw themselves at you unless you're fine af.

You need to make an effort. Get tinder/pof and talk to them grills man

Got rejected by her a second time
JUST

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Actually I get a lot of pussy because of that. But all guys kind of hate me so I am not sure what to make of it.

I did say that, idiot!
They are trainwracks but mostly I can talk with them for hours like we are bff. Sex, talk, Sex, talk. Up to 6 times per weekend. And very interesting talks.

I am just saying, no matter how good or bad the sex or the conversation went, the trainwracks were always acting stupid after a few weeks and the good ones were always great for years.

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Don't be her fucking toy to play around with. Stop going after her, plenty of fish in the sea
>tfw projecting very hard writing this

My nigga, I do this too.

Had a girl tell me to stop worrying about bulking saying “girls don’t like too much muscle” is she right?

I posted my situation in the last mire thread
>girl says she loves me
>out of the blue she begins to mention some guy that's been making moves on her at work, all seeming very suspicious
>ask anons if I should move on, some say I should just confront her
>I confront her
Which leads me to my current situation:
>she says that she doesn't ever want to lose me and that she's really sorry for ever bringing him up
>threatens to stop talking to me if all I do is keep talking about guy coworker
>backtracks and says she didn't mean it and that she needs me and loves me more than anything

Things seem okay now but I feel like such a fucking beta. I don't know why I keep putting myself in a position where I'm more than likely being toyed with. My lifts have started to stall and I'm falling behind on my readings too because I can't help but feel like shit. Me and her older brother talked a few days ago and he said he's counting on me to be by her side. I plan on keeping my word but at what cost, lads? This is fucking with my mind. I don't want to let the both of them down but right now, I don't know.

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>backtracks and says she didn't mean it and that she needs me and loves me more than anythin

This is some chattering woman bullshit. Move on with your life.

>that fucking picture

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So are you in a relationship with her? If she says she loves you and doesn't want to lose you but you aren't fucking her you are super friendzoned. Why does her older brother care about what you do with her, anyway?

Who cares what some random dumb bitch thinks

I’ve come to realize that life is full of disappointments and I need to accept them for what they are; disappointments.

I’m having trouble getting past this feeling.

who makes these wojaks anyway lmao

I want to die

Pretty good, front squats 3x5 at 92.5kg even though I felt tired as fuck

Nice blog

nice

You're being super beta about this. If a girl's telling you about the guys who's trying to hit on her while she's in a romantic relationship with you, it's a good thing. She's trying to keep you in the know about who's trying to pull shit, while also letting you know that it's not going anywhere. If you're ever in a relationship with an attractive girl, be more concerned if she's not mentioning anybody else talking to her than if she is.

Basically, the fact that you're getting this openly insecure to your gf about other men miring is a turnoff. You need to be comfortable enough with yourself and trust enough in her to believe that when she's telling you this stuff it's not a threat to you. If you don't feel like you can do that in this relationship it probably won't work out, long-term.

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Try one at a time

I've asked her multiple times what she wants out of me and I haven't been given an answer, she ends up dodging it. Her older brother told me that he wants me to be there for her during her toughest times when he can't be.

We did talk it out a little more and at this point I'm fine with it, but from what you've said it looks I've failed the shit test.

Luckily I never had glory to begin with so I’m basically peaking right now

5’11, 24, 880ng/dl
Went on a downward spiral around november, went from 170 to 145 since then.
Lifts have tanked severely. Aesthetics too.

Currently as of tuesday for fives:
30kg/45kg/80kg/80kg

Sad! Many such cases.

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You can fuck a real world whore for that much