>thought there was some girl at work who liked me because when i feigned being upset over her teasing me she said "user i just tease you because i want to be friends with you"
>at a bar yesterday she tells me "hey user how are you dealing with knowing you will die alone" and everyone laughs
another one gone
>Let myself go after my oneitis of a few years broke my heart
>Before that, I worked hard to become charismatic, good looking and to build game
>Worked because I managed to have people gravitate to me, platonically and romantically
>Didn't even have to do all the work to get girls because many would literately throw theirselves at me (srs)
>Was too beta with my oneitis and at the point of no return before I realized I was being led on
>After that, became mostly a shut in for 4 years and undid all of my hardwork
>Fast forward to now
>No longer a NEET
>Saving money
>Finally see the world and people for what they are, while realizing how to play them
>Joining the gym properly soon
Sometimes a man needs to spend a while in the abyss. Who /Abysswalker/ here?
I pull girls from the abyss, man up mentally weak fags. Sisyphus got drowned in pussy every night and was reborn in the morning
Trannies are even worse bro trust me. The pills make them psycho
this guy gets it
>be me, 4 years ago
>madly in love with a chick, we ended up spending a bit more than 2 years together
>no hobbies, no interests, skelly mode, 64kg on 187cm
>dont know how to talk with people, autistic
>spend all of my days either texting/hanging out with her or playing vidya
>2 friends in total
>everything i do revolves around her, everything i try to achieve is built on her foundations
>literally not a person, just a sack of bones who has one thing on their mind 24/7
>we break up
>hurts like a bitch
>left with nothing afterwards, not even myself
>no hobbies, no interests
>ground zero
>spend about a year and a half recovering
>realize that im either going to die alone or try to make something out of
>start going to the gym
>start thinking about everything
>decide its time to change for the good
>start lifting, found a job, started learning shit every day
>take in a motto from the quest in hellfire peninsula 'waste not, want not'
>start being careful about what i put in myself, no more sugars, no more sodas, fats
>start improving in every aspect i can, even by a margin
>pick up new hobbies, discover new passions
>fake it until you make it works like a charm
>start being more outgoing, learn how to talk to people
>get a new gf, new friends, new everything literally
>life is good
>not as big of an autistic sperg as i was, all thanks to that one chick im now aiming for a goal with a clear sight
I fondly remember that girl, even through all the pain i went through, she made me realize its do or die, and she allowed me to start anew
Women don't pull you from the dark abyss. They push you there
>>pick up new hobbies, discover new passions
>>fake it until you make it works like a charm
>>start being more outgoing, learn how to talk to people
Hey user... I'm plateauing here.
My life is 100% boring and I want to stop being so afraid to break out of my shell.
Any pointers? What did you do as a hobby? How did you pick them?