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Desperate, I want to die, but I want something else to kill me. My mood swings are violent, and I often take it out on the people around me.

Desperate tier, if I actually kill myself I'm not going to fucking fail so broken is never going to happen.

It's easier than you think, I just didn't slit my wrist long enough and survived, also I should've been drunk. Anyway killing yourself is stupid and I realized that the second I woke up on the bathroom floor covered in blood but still alive.

Desperate tier, then again that's pretty much the minimum requirement to become robot aside from being not wh*te too.

How do you botch a suicide attempt
Can you retards do anything right
If i was going to kill myself it would be done right 100% fatal

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Somewhere between Sane and Troubled.
>have negative feelings come out of nowhere but understand they are a result of porn, diet, bad habits
>don't use drugs/drink a lot, but only because of lack of drive to do anything with friends
>hasn't seriously considered suicide but does empathize with the suicidal. has jokingly considered/talked about committing suicide

I am what you incels would call a Chad!
Now suck my cock you gay ass cocksucking whiny faoggots!

Desperate describes me perfectly.
I wish I was still living with my abusive mother. I don't deserve to feel safe.

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>Tried to strangle myself with a belt
>Neck and throat hurt so much that I involuntarily let go
That was my failed suicide.

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I'm fortunate because I have access to a gun and it's an everyday struggle not to use it.

>killing yourself with a gun
Nty desu

Imagine if you fuck up and have to survive rest of your life in hospice care without a face.

Neet no friends, but somewhere between sane and troubled.

considering that only ever happens if you point it directly upward or some shit, not really something to worry about

>broken
>able to for the most part deceive normals, except when they interact with me for longer periods of time
>have been told on multiple occasions that I give off a very "hostile aura/presence"
>strangers actively avoid me if they see me coming
>made a child cry by looking at him in the eyes for a prolonged period

This is the great privilege afforded to me. I get to be the bogeyman in everyone's closet. I'm not ugly or deformed. I'm just me.

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Desperate but i'm avoiding any addictions.

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im completely totally troubled 100%

Somewhere between desperate and broken

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Technically sane according to this graph, but
>Uses pornography and eats irresponsibly
>Disgusted by own actions, views self as weak but still has feelings of superiority to others
>No positive feelings, negative feelings only occur in occasional moments of clarity

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>views self as weak but still has feelings of superiority to others
I have this too and I have Bipolar type II disorder. You might want to check yourself out with a shrink.

Troubled but not normie enough to fake the smug confidence

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>Sane
>Disgusted by suicide and self injury, views the mentally ill as week

most normies are more empathetic than this towards mental illness in the current year
they may not be able to understand how intense it actually is, but they at least try to emphasize with people who are actually troubled

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desperate
dam fuck my shit up hopefully this shit works out

I'm troubled, by the way
I have no friends, regularly contemplate suicide, and frequently have paranoid thoughts, but I've never attempted suicide or been hospitalized

Part of the reason I've never tried to commit suicide is because my father did it when I was 7, and I know firsthand how immensely painful it is for their loved ones
I would never be able to inflict that kind of pain onto my mother, since she's a loving and supportive parent

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The truth is if you failed suicide it means that you never wanted to kill yourself in the first place

That may be true if you use a method like slitting your wrists or overdosing on pills, which are known to be ineffective and are generally used as cries for help, but there's still potential for even the most violent suicide methods to go wrong
There are plenty of people who tried to shoot themselves, but didn't aim the gun right and wound up disfigured vegetables afterwards

youtube.com/watch?v=cC-eUpJsP-Q

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Is there anything worse than a person that cries for help?

Fall mostly under troubled but I talk to myself all the time, I do it whenever there isn't someone in the same room as me

Thats a fairly common habit actually, especially among creative people. If you only do it alone youre fine, if a bit eccentric.

What if you also talk to yourself whenever no one is in the room, but it's just telling yourself to die and kill yourself like hundreds of times a day? And you are broken.

I went past broken and came out the other side. Hyper-sane maybe, you could call it. Feels weird. You cross a point you can't come back from, and you're floating here. There's clarity. I firmly believe I'm superior all around to cognitive-normals.
Imagine you took a mal-adaptive daydream, but you could actually accomplish it.

>broken gf
I don't believe you. Broken women are rare as hell. Describe her behavior, fagget.

Thats called self actualisation and any normie with discipline can achieve it

Started sane in high school, went down to troubled during and after senior year, starting to slip down to desperate. I'm not quite there yet but the way I'm going it's just a matter of time.
I'm still young, is there time to save myself, or should I retreat from society now before I become a danger to others?

Troubled but I don't hide it.
No point in pretending I'm fine, I don't want to act like I'm alright then suddenly lose my cool one day and have to explain why I'm so fucked up to everyone.

Even if you also have verbal arguments with yourself? I feel like my conscious spills over and I think out loud

Troubled but constantly drifting more and more towards desperate

Somewhere between troubled and desperate.

If you're anything but sane, you deserve to be burned to a crisp in an oven

Ugh terrible mindset for your position. If it's your destiny be a danger to others fucking roll with it and do it like a badass like a man. Now that might not be ideal but seriously, whatever you do with your life, do not cuck yourself ever. How old are you, 18-19? Perfect age to start working out, you'll be fucking sexy for your entire 20's if nothing else.

>Years of deep self harm scars all around her body
>Multiple attempts at her life, some premeditated, others compulsive
>Used to abuse drugs and had a life threatening overdose that left permanent neurological damage
>Diagnosed for mental illnesses, had years of therapy and being a zombie on antidepressants but just copes with willpower now
>Most of her childhood was abusive trauma, has (not meme) PTSD from it
>Eating disorders that have affected her development severely
>Paranoia
>Blackpilled on everything
>Dissociates often
>Cries randomly, hysterically for no apparent reason
>Actual autism
>Very high IQ, a misanthropic, narcissistic personality type

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Troubled. The only other symptoms I take are from broken, talking to myself and being distant. But who isn't really.

Tragic but literally perfect, wow.

Too true. Burn me

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Damn, what is your life with her like? Are you basically her nurse/keeper?

desperate....

so fucking desperate.....

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Between troubled and desperate

Basically, whenever she is struggling. She has been doing better since I have come to understand all her quirks and the appropriate ways to deal with them.
It was pretty hard at first, I cried and beat my self up over not knowing how to help a lot. It was worth being patient though

have a couple symptoms of broken, but currently between troubled and desperate.

It's never too late to improve, and you can do it robots.

Troubled but more dysfunctional than is implied, so sort of a 2.5 on this scale?

basically 3 but no hospitalization

Technically broken by all measures but don't feel insane.

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>Sane
sober

>Troubled
negative feelings out of nowhere
empathize with the suicidal

>Desperate
Have been hospitalized
Mental anguish

>Broken
several (3) attempts with less lethal methods
sad/hollow eyes

I'd say Troubled

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I'd put you in desperate, m8

I put myself in troubled because I'm now a student with decent grades and have a caring gf supporting me. but maybe you're right

Troubled, but slowly descending into desperate it seems.

Like many, troubled. Although alcohol isn't doing the trick anymore, I fear the slide into worse will continue soon. Life isn't all that bad, but it feels like a prison of the same old shit all the time. Every big change I've made to try break the pattern brings a new style of the same old suffering

Severe
>bullied throughout elementary school
>my moms emotionally abusive tendencies were further shown as a result of my grandmas death
>become her punching bag
>almost kill myself
>sexually assaulted at school at age of 16
>start doing drugs more frequently as to forget everything
>still doing drugs
>still suicidal
>also I'm on the verge of getting fired from my job

Desperate on the verge on being broken and killing myself. The only thing that keeps me going is my music and even that is just barely enough.

I really don't think I can hold on for much longer brothers, I can feel the rope slipping from my fingers...

Troubled to a T. Except that it does affect functioning sometimes. That could just be a lack of willpower though idk.

I'm desperated. The text is basically a description of me f u c k

Get help, my brother

huh instead of going to broken after desperate i just kinda...snapped and returned to normal??
i mean im a NEET but i just.. dont really give a shit anymore
i think i might kill myself if my gf cheats on me or something but idk i still have my brothers and everything??
i just dont care anymore lmao whatever nihilism and suicide gets boring im gonna be optimistic now