Broken fucking spirit

post acne.

Sorry, Differin gel. Autocorrect.

If you get your validation through anything but yourself your happiness is then dependent on what you cannot control.

I highly recommend you look into joining the military or some kind of emergency team, especially if you're in good shape because getting into a job where you feel like you're part of something bigger than yourself is proven to give men a sense of pride. It is believed to be a reason veteran and emergency responder suicides tend to be higher than regular people. Once they retire and either stop working or get a regular job, they simply don't feel like they belong and are not being fulfilled because they were once part of a brotherhood that dwarfed anything they could ever accomplish outside of that.

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It can vary a decent bit at times, but this is more or less most of the time. Probably should dox myself but who fucking cares right

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Cut off the greasy long hair and wash your face, Pizzaface Brendan Fraiser

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its actually pretty fucking terrible at the moment
my dad said it was worse at his age, so im 99% sure its genetic

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Hair isnt greasy and yeah i do wash my face believe it or not
If i already look like brendan fraser than whats the fucking point

first, cut your hair.

second, i hear Accutane is the only thing that kills acne. i also hear it also makes you want to kill yourself, but then again, you're already contemplating it, so if you power through it and don't pussy out you'll probably unlock some god mode in your psyche. oh, and the acne will be gone.

third, cut your hair.

You're actually good looking OP.

My advice would be to just not worry about it. I know a handful of guys who are virgins at around 23-25. They would have lost it by now but their desperation scares woman off as they can often sense it.

Height is not as big of a deal as Jow Forums would make out. Yeah it helps but if you're short it';s much more attractive to girls if you just accept it and joke about it. The biggest man sluts I know are like 5'4 but they are so cocky that girls just like it.

I dont think I get happiness from anything. I doubt id pass any psych test for the military. Id consider fire fighter maybe, but I think they have height requirements.

Do not get a prostitute you fucking degenerate

Please give me your wisdom

Fucking SHAVE

Ive heard similar things about that from my father, he said it was the only thing that fixed his acne. Thing is Im already fucked in the head, i cant imagine how taking drugs that WORSEN suicidal thoughts could possibly be a good idea. Also i like the rock/metal look with my hair, its one of the few features of mine i genuinely like

no, don't fucking shave. last thing you want is bleeding razor bumps all over your zits.

just cut your hair.

Well yeah obviously i know that, havent yet today, but yes i know

i used to not shave because i was terrified of this and im glad to say it isn’t actually an issue

I usually arent TOO self conscious about it in public, but being rejected a decent few times has kindve only worsened my self confidence

Go to a dermatologist to see what to do with that acne of yours, then shave if you can't grow a proper beard. Keep the long hair, it suits you, just take better care of it.
Also you're sounding very sad and not confident at all, that's unattractive to anyone. If you really are fucked in the like you said in , go see a therapist.

>Im already fucked in the head, i cant imagine how taking drugs that WORSEN suicidal thoughts could possibly be a good idea
gee i dunno, because it gets rid of your acne? you know, the thing you don't want? if you're already fucked in the head then the meds won't make it that much worse. you have the chance to make a decision that will turn you into the person you want to be. so far it seems you don't care enough to change anything, so you only have yourself to blame.

>Also i like the rock/metal look with my hair, its one of the few features of mine i genuinely like
dude, come on. you sound like a 14 year old. cut your hair. you can only attempt to pull off the long haired pretty boy look if you're a genuine pretty boy. you're not. it just makes you look more childish and ridiculous.

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Play fortnite, it's fun

You want something, maybe you think it's out of reach, but it isn't. Thats the point.

Stop giving solid advice you fucming munter OP just needs to hang himself.

Shave and cut your hair you look like a fucking faggot

You need to fix your skin and shave. You just don't have good beard genetics.

Don't listen to these hairlets. It actually looks good on you.

>>just turned 18

WAAAAAHHHH WAHHHHH I JUS WAN A WYMYN WAAAAHHH!!!

Dont stress too much about any of that stuff.. I ve had acne issues since I was 16. Try to avoid coke, chocolate and anything with sugar. Mine was way worse than yours but at one point I stopped giving a fuck.
Keep going to the gym and focus on improving yourself as a person. Physical appearance is not as important as /fit wants us to believe

youre only 18 you fuckin prick you dont even know how far away that will feel in only a few short years, keep grinding, be better

I don’t usually try and grow a beard out, i never actually have before which is probably why its so shit. I usually shave. Its the skin thats the problem i feel like ive tried fucking everything. and the height, but thats an even more uncontrollable cause

Go to a dermatologist. Also, get some vitamin a and tan a bit. That helped a lot with my acne, though it was never that bad.

Yeah well my clear skin is gonna look great when im in a casket i suppose. Its really not gonna be much good if im fucking dead. I think I will try and find a new dermatologist and maybe talk about it though.
I look like a small child with short hair. And shaven too, jesus i must look 12. I shave but i just will not agree on the hair

i thought you killed yourself. anyway, it seems you're one of those people that comes asking for advice, receives genuine advice, then either ignores it or makes up some bullshit excuse. i'm now convinced you're simply attention whoring and don't actually intend to take in any advice given to you. for the last time, you have 2 options:

1. kill yourself
2. take Accutane and cut your hair.

all signs are pointing to the former, since you've only responded to advice like a little bitch. good day.

smoke some good weed and constantly take Phenibut. i assure you, you wont be depressed when your on that stuff

I was a virgin at 29

Fix your acne. Naturally. And read the Book of Pook. Trust me on this m8

It's ok, there is no rush and having a gf doesn't valuate you as a person.

Get a shaved on sides long on top haircut and chuck some wax in it, shave your beard and start wearing green concealer + normal concealer over your acne. Honestly even without doing that you are a 7/10, just meet more people and lower your standards.

21 here, same situation as you, but I'm 6'0 and I don't have a good skin but not acne, ironically I have some facial features similar to yours. I came out from my long time depression by reading "Sun and Steel" by Yukio Mishima, It's a book every Jow Forumsizen should read I suggest you to do the same.
If you really want social interactions go for it, but in my case it helped me realize that It's not what I care for and it hasn't to do with how I look, I look better than the regular normie, but I don't like being around normies for more than like once in a few months. Focus on your passions, read philosophy, listen to music, work out, play vidias and don't forget to watch anime, we're all gonna make it

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>If you dont do everything i tell you too you shoukd kill yourself
Are you so autistic you lack any semblance of self awarness? Just because you said some stupid shit on a message board doesnt make you right. Doesnt make you wrong. Are you hoenst to god this much of a fucking meathead or are you meming? Plenty of other anons also have advice thats different from yours.

Whats good advice for acne?
Ive tried a dermatologist before and it didnt help at all. It was a while ago and ive been thinking of getting a new one but outside of that?

Jesus christ bro, chill the fuck out. You have your entire 20s to waste and your 30's to look back in regret. Its way too early for you to spiral into self hatred already.

Whats the purpose of the wax?
I usually shave but yeah
Also i will consider concealer, never even thought of it before. It also doesnt help that I really know about as many girls as I can count on my fingers given I went to an all boys HS

Buck up kid. You're in for a fucking ride

I enjoy all those things too but I always yearn for more, especially when it comes to carnal shit, the frustration drives me fucking mad sometimes. Ill give your book a read though

Thanks everyone, genuinely surprised at the 99% of helpful and constructive responses. Will consider much of it, and my self esteem kind of needed this. Gn yall keep grinding

fuck you. actually good looking. stop being a sperg and ask girls out. i promise you loads of girls like you and you are just oblivious. now gtfo.

I was a KHV until I was 19. I was skinny fat then too.

Why would you give up hope while so young? Man up cunt.

This. Jesus.

I would trade my face with you in return for the acne, faggot. KYS if you're whining about no gf at 18yrs old.

shave your little-boy beard, it makes you look like you suck cock

fucktard, acne has as much to do with topographical bacteria as it does inner. antibiotics can take months to kill inner acne causing bacteria, but once they do you're pretty much guaranteed to never get a spot again while on them. accutane is always an option, but a nuclear option at that. wash your face twice a day, and listen to your derm. you're not smarter than an md fuckface

Tretinoin works for acne. It's a prescription drug but you can buy it online from Pajeet doctors at Alldaychemist.
Adultwork is also good for escorts if you want to lose your virginity.
I was in a similar situation at 18 but even after lifting, losing acne, and banging hookers, I'm still pretty much the same and just as miserable. Appearance and experiences are only really superficial things that won't change who you are as a person. If you're an autistic and miserable fucker now, like me, you'll still be one after looksmaxing and hookermaxing.

Go to a strip club, or hire out an escort

You fucked up OP, normie lifestyle is no longer possible, you will always feel as an outsider.
Two options now:
>I don't give a fuck
become chill, do whatever the fuck you want, waste your 20s away in belief that it all doesn't matter anyway. You will get pussy and socialization this way, maybe sometimes even prime pussy, easiest route is by far drug dealer. When you reach your mid 30s though, you will look like absolute shit, your brain will be absolute shit, and you will have no purpose other than to look back in regret.. You'll either try to unsuccessfully rehab and get your life in check, or off yourself.
>I want money and power
You focus only on your education and career. You become as opportunistic as possible, always active, always striving for more. You get to experience a lot throughout this too, as successful people also have their fun times to relieve the stress. Everything will feel fake forever though, all bought with something. Everyone is using someone and everyone is lying somewhere. Your after 30s are secured and golden, you get a nice wife and kids, you live your perfect plastic late 30s early 40s. You are a degenerate inside, still seeking more satisfaction. Your last moments are Tyrone cucking your 40 year old wife while you watch, before you suddenly collapse of a heart attack roughly 20 minutes after taking that cocaine and coffee mix your 25 year old financial advisor recommended you.

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>be me 18 too
>get tinder
>very attractive women write to me first
>don't answer or talk to anyone out of fear
>feel alone

who /retard/ here?

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>easiest route is by far drug dealer

I'm beginning to realize how true this is. I see dyel drug dealers walk around with cute girls all the time. How do you go about pulling this off?

this is a bigger problem than your height and acne

>he thinks he doesnt get girls because of his acne
No my guy you dont get girls because youre probably a woe is me, miserable, and boring person to be around. Guys way uglier than you get laid consistently.

how tall are you tho? my bfs as tall (or short) as i am and im 5'5 1/2, but i just loved how confident he was lol
your skin honestly isnt gross either. your a cute guy, it will happen! chin up :)