Youth General #9 (Age 24-18)

Well it's a support group that's always welcoming new people, it's not a cliquey Jow Forums style posting chatroom like a lot of these servers are.

Living with that but with a girl that is too busy to reciprocate. All i want is to ask her to another date. But I'm afraid of being turned down again.

This is my last week as a 24-year-old. I'm old soon. Feels...weary.

Is Love back?

my last month before i'm 24

why am i still browsing imageboards instead of having a real hobby

Generally yes. It doesn't help that the subject is boring no matter what. The thought of getting excited to make an assembly code program is non existent

Are you supported by your parents?
Good luck grandpa.
Unfortunately not.

>in the server
>too shy to participate
>too shy to actually talk about my issues
so shy

I've been here for a decade. Jow Forums is a constant. It's somebody who speaks and interacts with you and actually cares at any hour of the day without ever seeing you. It's talking about anything and everything with anyone and everyone without ever knowing their names. It's someone to laugh with and rage with and be a dick to and help out and scream at and tell stories with and tell lies and secrets to all in one without any social consequence following from it. It satisfies something I'm addicted to even while neglecting things I deeply need. It's like an artificial substitute or outlet for being human that I don't otherwise have.

I finished sorting out almost 5 years of saved Jow Forums and tumblr images today, which should hopefully make doing creative stuff like drawing easier. The names are pretty cheesy, but make sense to me no fkn bully

>back in hometown for summer
>oneitis is as well
>thought I had moved on
>reconnect and start hanging out (in groups)
>enjoy my time with her, still accept it would never happen

>wake up from a nap to a phone call from her
>"Want to go to a work party with me? Just us?"
>accept and feel mind immediately racing

>all night have people call us cute
>telling her we're so similar
>asking if were dating
>suffer through each "no, just friends!" reply from her
>her drunk friend comes on to me in front of her
>turn her down

I feel like a child. I think girls have a much easier time accepting friendship instead of a relationship. Even after not seeing her for months, I felt the same harsh lessons repeating in my head (get over her, will never happen, etc.)

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>tfw about to turn 19
>already want to kill myself
d-does it get better?

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>join server
>nobody makes real conversation
>only real culture that exists is hugboxxy originating some apparent other discord that existed full of underagefaggots who are clearly just have teenage im so different from everyone else-____- teenage depression
>actual children talking about how they dress in girl clothes and are "gender-neutral" and weird pedo homosexual admins comforting them and trying to become their best friends

Discord was a mistake. What happened to all the good chatrooms on the internet?

i was supported by my parents for about 1.5 years
after that i managed to fuck with the local gov offices to give me neetbux and used some of my saving from when i worked at 18

its over now

no
it never gets better

I was in the same position at your age. If I could erase my entire life before I turned 20 I would.
It can get better.
This is so painfully accurate it's as if I wrote it.
How's your relationship to your folks now, and what's your current plan?

trying to find a uni overseas but they are expensive as shit (live in 3rd world country)
i had to move back with my folks since no money, the relationship is decent but they are starting to get pissed about me being a neet for so long, dont have much time left before they kick me out

i just want a simple office job in a developed nation where i get regular hours and dont have to work too much outside of work hours where i can do my own shit.

That just sounds fucking heartbreaking, dude. At least you're going somewhere with her (to the extent that she calls/initiates)- I've never had a single girl interested in me in even that kind of way.

What would it take for you to take the leap and make a move on her?

I fucking hate summer and all of you young shits.

I was the same way a year ago. After the first one, things make a lot more sense. attraction and the opposite sex sometimes demand things you had no idea about, so good luck

I made a move a few years ago in high school and she turned me down hard. We didn't really talk for about a year after that, but now it's been about three years.
I don't really know what I'm waiting for to make a move now. I'm still pretty hesitant.

graduated high school this year. was a complete shut in throughout the years and didnt talk to anyone
is uni going to be the same?

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Worse if anything oreo

>put off all of my college shit until 2 weeks before the start of classes

It's ok. I'm not going back anyways.

Can mods please ban /tumblr/ generals?

Hit me up
Lost#7271

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