>you did nothing all day again
You did nothing all day again
>you spent two hours trying to get an emulator to work for a game you probably don't even want to actually play
>computer science made you worse at simple things you learned when you were 13
I dont care im already 29
Lard till i die
oh yeah i guess. just like every day.
How do I break this habit?
>tfw people will only remember you as that psychotic homosexual who said he was going to do everything and never did anything
>tfw you became everything you wanted to be but nobody else gets the joke as much as you
>dug myself so far into a hole
>mom doesn't even try to make me do anything anymore
start doing stuff
>you did nothing all year and you will continue to do nothing again
>tfw you never meant to have aids
how quickly a year passes past the age of 25 with no job
how the fuck do i explain gaps in my work history
can i just have a job at a gas station already
I don't think anyone knows what's going on.
I pIanned...
I drank gin and tonic for the first time. And I'm drinking a lot of them. Because I'm an alcoholic, but this is still something. I'm now too drunk to even masturbate. So I'm shitposting to Jow Forums. Accomplishment.
you should sit on the floor and listen to music in your headphones with the lights off
I woke up, stabbed useless shit in my room, and drank shit tons of vodka by myself. It was a very productive day
So without bias, the 1%tile of most depressed people would probably belong to something like Jow Forums users per capita, right? I would think someone like Jane Austin or Virginia Woolf then to be something like the .000001% then? I'm probably roughly in that region, but there's way I can express further the excessive help I need, because people fear contracting depression just through the way people think, and even in this thread alone I'm a contamination you'd under no circumstance not want to avoid. It's a sensitive thing, being quarantined because you're so fucked up it just makes for metaphysical poison for someone else to talk to you.
you should sit on your floor and listen to music in a dark room
If only biological cessation were truly the way out for a man, but men are the product of history, and therefore will live any suicide as a fact about themselves, and not as an end to their existence.
>tfw "people" think Im wierd because I dont care for emulators and buy the original equipment and own a few CRTs.
It's always the fat video game enthusiast types at school or work that think they've found a kindred soul or something but then they put off wierd vibes when I tell them I play on original equipment. Like, no, I dont use an emulator to play with fags 500 miles away from me or to do speed runs. I play my old games alone and for fun.
>tfw you woke up early so you can do nothing even longer today
I say people spamming this type of thing twitch in second person as well. Is this a new thing on there?
>didn't even play vidya today
>You spent most of your day gaming, very bored and occasionally jerking off.
>At 4am, you glance at the notepad on your desktop, containing a list of all the chores you should be doing as well as the big things you should change to fix your life
>You've not crossed one off in weeks
>You lay down
>you wasted your entire day on Jow Forums again
>stopped playing vidya
>stopped watching youtube/netflix
>spend all day, ALL. FUCKING. DAY. on Jow Forums
Will it ever get better?
Yea me too :) reee
>tomorrow will be the day you change
clean your room originalmente
megamente
Incorrect. I caught up on anime. I learned all the chords to a song I've been learning for the last few days. I wrote some more for my D&D session coming up.
Now I have to go to work. Trust me anons having a job or some shit won't fulfil you. It will crush your soul. Much better to just have hobbies.
the decay hurts