Want to be big, fit, dominant, masculine, eating right and lifting all the time

>want to be big, fit, dominant, masculine, eating right and lifting all the time
>also want to be a lazy degenerate trap that just fucks around and does meme cardio

How do I expunge the brain poison of wanting to take the easy way out and embrace the hardship of being a real man?

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You could try to do the whole pretty boy thing, like take care of your skin and hair and at the same time get ripped. Then crossdress at cons to fulfill your unwanted pleasures.

I dunno user, try fuckin some poosy

>jews want to destroy this

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They're just fetishes tho, I don't actually want to fuck dudes, I just want a hot chick to dress me up like a chick and shove a dildo in my ass. It fucking sucks too because I enjoy all the classic dom stuff too but it gets exhausting having to be in control all the time. Also anal orgasms are hands down the superior experience.

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u gay breh.
find some other trap that wanna do this kinda stuff, you can dress eachother up and do shit

Pay a dominatrix to do this for you.

>I just want a hot chick to dress me up like a chick and shove a dildo in my ass
Oh, I thought we were talking about fucking traps, not being the trap
user, you're gay

i used to get aroused by shit like this
i think ive been cured
anons i did it

Fuckin traps is gay too

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But it's a different though

No, because I'm not sexually aroused by men.

So don't do it and instead get yuge? Being bigger than people > fulfilling fetishes.

Have you ever had an anal orgasm while tripping balls on acid?

How did you cure yourself user

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I'm only lifting because becoming a cute trap/twink is impossible. It's the next best thing to me rather than my first choice

you have autogynephilia srs

Stop watching porn now

This is one thing I've actually been a lot better about recently. I used to watch it daily and now I'm down to about once every other week.

Are you me? Doesn't help that I'm 196cm. I won't bring Jow Forums into this discussion, but there's a specific reason I feel this way and none of my older family has even heard of this.

nofap
although most of my fetish was made worse by porn, and there was a couple of underlying factors that made me get it in the first place. once i get rid of them, i should be completely cured

This is something I have been doing recently as well, and actually makes the urges more prevalent because of how horny I get. I fap 2 -3 times a week. I think it's also how easy it is to indulge. My collection of clothes and toys aren't going anywhere and there are tons of degenerates on the internet to chat with.

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throw everything away before you start
fight the urge to look at porn
you really have to put your mind to it

of course, your fetish might have been caused by different things, in which case this might not work. but throwing everything out is definitely a good start

I feel ya. There's no way I'd ever actually want to indulge this 24/7 because I'm not a mentally ill tranny but it's fun to pretend for a couple of hours at a time. Its definitely a gains goblin fetish because once you start you ain't doin shit for the next few hours.

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Did this happen to anyone else?

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>there's a specific reason I feel this way
what is it user?

>>I just want a hot chick to dress me up like a chick and shove a dildo in my ass
>tfw will never be a cuteboi and have this

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You guys are retarded.
Anal play isn't gay.
Liking men is gay.
If a woman puts a toy or finger in your ass and you like it = heterosexual.
If a man does it = bisexual/homosexual.

To be honest it just sounds like you have FOMO. You should work on your discipline as well as come up with a plan of how you want your life to proceed, then it's simple to follow through. Fucking about is going to get you no where friend.

>anal orgasms are hands down the superior experience.
How does one get one of those? Asking for a friend.

I hope she's not a trap, because she looks perfect.

these

Are you cute? If the answer is no you won't be a qt trap, so you can give it up and follow the healthy dream instead.

I was raised where the media I consumed actively condemned masculinity, promoted the idea that females deserve (and would even be better in) positions of power. Strong men are a poison, weak men still get the hot girl, and society+laws will attempt to destroy men that doesn't submit. This mindset of being dominated and "you deserve to be punished" eventually seeps into sexuality. I'm not attracted to guys, but I get a subconscious pleasure from being dominated and shamed, so I think a lot of people transition because they can't cope with the paradox of being biologically dominant (as male) but mentally submissive (as female) on every level. The ratio of MtF to FtM being as overwhelmingly heavy as it is makes me think that it is simply social/developmental, not something in the brain like bipolar or genetic like autism.

Ya I guess this is the only real advice I can follow. Like I said earlier I don't actually want to be a trap, I just like role-playing as one.

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Stimulate the prostate. Takes about a 6-7 incher to get what you need. Forceful strokes, steady rhythm. It'll give you a new understanding of how women experience sex.

>Look mommy, I posted it again

Used to like shit like this.
Then I started nofap and eating raw onions. No joke it went away overnight.

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Unfortunately mommy will never notice me

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I have an aneros clone, feels nice but no orgasm. Something to pound with is better in your experience then?

Yeah I got a prostate massager hoping for a better experience but it doesn't really quite do it. Maybe after you train your body to have one it can work but what absolutely works is a thinner decently long dildo. You'll know you've hit the right spot when you feel it, it's like one long continuous wave of pleasure that slowly builds and builds as you do your thing.

>absolute state of contemporary Jow Forums

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Hey it's my waifu

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If only I had a fucking machine...
If I didn't live in a shared apartment I would build one.

i agree with you. im and this was definitely something that made it worse for me, although it wasnt the only factor.

hang in there brah

Stop watching porn

Yeah honestly that would be ideal. Hard to keep a rhythm through the pleasure.

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Is she the next Britney?

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no, she's a little whore

Britney in her prime was too

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where can I find a pic of this girl's asshole

Look up loren gray on instagram.

>caked on makeup stick
This board is for wheyfus.

Stop fapping and remember why you work so hard

She looks really cute in a sexual way :)

This chick prime thotcore

>tfw only one life
>tfw only one body

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On your deathbed at 80 blast off with enough DMT and live thousands of lives.

Moar lorens

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she looks like such a little whore holy shit

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No. Brittany had talent.

That’s what she’s made for user

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Sweetie being trap mode is the "hard" way ;)

Agreed! Shame she’s a hamplanet nowadays

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>you're gay
Nothing a woman does to you can ever be gay

>Protecting Barbie Dolls

who is she

good to know
I've wanted a girl to dress me up in her spare clothes and crush my balls since I was 10 desu

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Loren Gray

Cope

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MODS MODS

DELETE

REEEE

But is she for sexuals?

Too far. Ball slapping is okay because there's no real damage. Hardcore CBT leading to permanent tissue and organ damage is not okay.

damn, thots are getting started earlier and earlier these days

You need to start nofap, or at least noporn asap brother.

That slippery slope doesn't apply to me but I have made an association between anime posters and traps

that looks like a guy

Have you read up on autogynephillia? You might be experiencing that, you can overcome it

>Hardcore CBT leading to permanent tissue and organ damage is not okay.
Would feel incredible to let a girl do that to you though for her own amusement

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how do i get rid of it

/lgbt/ says i cant

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Shits literally just a form of eugenics

I experienced it for about 8 months and overcame it. I actually stopped watching porn, which was easy for me since I had a gf
Although that might not work for everyone
Have you ever had a fetish before which you grew out of? It could just be a phase which you will get over
Don't seek advice about this from /lgbt/ they'll just poison your mind further

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Imagine the feeling of submitting completely and allowing her to do whatever she wants to your manhood while she laughs in your face

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WHO IS SHE

Asking for a friend

The friend is my penis

prove it

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Mods ffs

nigga whats wrong with you stop posting this shit

>no tits
>excess makeup
>hands are pretty big
>shoulder are covered by hair to hide their width

i might be wrong, and the last two points are definitely a stretch
would still bang tho

Fucking cuck fag taking an already shit thread and making it the worst thread of the year. Mods delete this thread.

imagine not being a faggot

mods delete the friday feels thread but leave this alone

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Hey OP I'm exactly the same, check this out, really wondering if I can pull it off

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