When did you realize that no matter how much you lift or what goals you reach...

Yeah I use to be super autistic about my macros and my routine, then I realised what the fuck the point of was since I'd just go home and play video games and hang out with internet friends because too autistic and awkward to make real life friends so I just switched to training for fun and sitting at a healthy bodyfat for health.

No point GYMCELLING or GYMMAXING if you're just a shit cunt. AND NO, it wont suddenly make you an out-going person with a outgoing personality. I still prefer being indoors and playing video games over going outside and going out and meeting people.

I dont expect any normies here to understand my thought process at all since all of you are probably already going out all the time and are well functioning normies already, but gymmaxx in hopes that it will bring you better quality pussy or something or make guys respect you more.

Bitter and jaded advice, but I recently learned this the hard way...

FORGOT TO MENTION

I have been lifting for 6 years and came to this conclusion around the 3 year mark.

Bro i no that feel. Im sitting in my house wishing u were dead to LOLOlolOLol

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Can you wish for me to be dead too? 2 people wishing is more effective than 1

I agree, but it'll serve you well. For some reason, society likes to instill and harp on trusting everyone, opening your heart, etc. It's nonsensical and doesn't fit how, at the core, all anyone cares about is themselves. To say otherwise is to deny simple humanity

FUCKING DELETE THIS THREAD RIGHT NOW REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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no u fagot

Me 6 months ago, and then I realized I couldn't spend the rest of my life with that woman. Now I'm boy-less and gf-less. Its amazing how amazing things can get and then turn so horrible in the span of less than a year

;_; oh well, back to 1-person-wishing

Take this time to learn about yourself. Try independence for awhile; you might find you'll like it

That's what I'm trying to focus on right now. It's just a hard transition since I've managed to be pretty social up until recently. I'm not use to literally having no one and nothing but angry thoughts and bitter sweet memories

Did you honestly expect stability with a woman?

Women are unstable emotional creatures who can change at a whim. They're like crocodiles and snakes in a way, constantly shedding their body and forming into a new.

Okay not all women are like that, but most are...so when you get with a woman you should look for signs that shes one of those snake like shifters.

Good luck, user. Stay strong

I never had fears of dying alone until recently. I've always felt at least somewhat confident in my ability to talk to and court women. But now seeing all the degeneracy and entitlement in women in 2018, I'm honestly terrified. I just want a girl who will cook for me and tell me she loves me ;_; didnt think it was a lot to ask for...

>entitlement in women in 2018, I'm honestly terrified. I just want a girl who will cook for me and tell me she loves me ;_; didnt think it was a lot to ask for...

It doesn't bother me so much though. Most people piss me off, my gf very much included so I'm my own best friend. I just want to smash milfs so badly though.

Pls tell me I'm not alone on this

YOU ARE

A few months ago. I keep hoping the it will get better but I kind of doubt it at this point. Still don't want to LDAR though

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So what? At least I don't look like I went to Treblinka anymore.

I’ll be your friend if you pay me.

If you want a friend BE a friend.

I dont want to LDAR, but it seems like the only option at this point

How is it the only option? Are you crippled?

It really isnt the only option, I'm just too much of a bitch to do anything else. You know how depression is

Yeah. I get that way sometimes as well. But since I'm too much of a pussy to kill myself, I want to at least try.

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I don't want to die, I just dont particularly want to live

The meanings are interchangeable

keep coming here for hours everyday and having that idea reinforced

i'm sure that will do the trick

fuckin whiny faggots

Pls no bully

>haha dude just shut your brain off

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Happened back in freshman year of college when I finished the year still a basically friendless shut in permavirgin loser.

Now 26, permavirgin loser, friendless as well. Spent my entire most social years of my life with nothing and no social development. My life is over anyway so i don't care. Only thing I wonder about is when I will finally kill myself.

having no friends has ruined my entire life. every aspect of it. its a never ending cycle.

>be friendless loser starting in high school
>learn no social skills
>go to college
>learned no social skills so that continues through college
>remain kissless virgin
>complete miserable and it causes poor school performance
>results in having a shit job
>humiliation of not having friends means not trying to meet girls because they will see you have no one else and humiliate you even more
>if you meet people and they see you have no friends they will leave you as well
>humiliation of being a virgin at an older age means not even trying with girls because no experience so years keep piling on
>purposely refuse to talk to coworkers about my nonexistent personal life because it will expose my shut in loserness so now im cut off from them too

Shit im a freshman and afraid to end college like you

At least you have this board to cry to

DELETE

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are you at least ripped user?

i doubt you are in a position like mine, dont be a baby

>come on I'M the only one who is allowed to whine pay attention to ME

i meant that i doubt you are in a position anywhere near mine is so you have nothing to worry about. however if you are starting off in a spot like mine, obviously i wish i had advice for you but clearly i dont

>tfw have bestfriend bro since middle school
Honestly its better than having a bunch of fake friends anons
>we about to get cross faded

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>same group of just 6ish friends for years
>they don't go out to parties or make new friends

Pretty comfy at times

But still sucks

>tfw had this but now he has a girlfriend and doesn't give a fuck about me anymore
I'll just go fuck myself I guess

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No im not ripped, unfortunately im pretty much still skelly mode at 25. grew up basically emaciated and when i got to college with access to an all you can eat cafeteria i started to gain weight (gained like 15 pounds in 2 months), went to gym once with my roommate thought it would start a new life for me, he mocked me to other people for how weak i was. friendlessness and shut in ness made me not care about improving and it has just continued until now.

im sure i have severe depression or a related disorder and yes i will get shit for not improving myself but at this point i have been a loser for so long that its all i know and honestly im afraid of even the thought of going on a date

I literally have nothing else to do. Not like I can hang out with friends

you dont understand dude. i understand that coming to echo chambers like this are bad, but as a fellow friendless loser i know that we literally cant talk about any of this stuff in public. talking about being depressed/etc with people in real life is fine, but if you ever dare to talk about actually being a loser to anyone, like that you don't have friends, are a virgin, pretty much a shut-in, anything like that, you will immediately be even more ostracized. hell, normal people even think an act like going to a restaurant/movie/concert alone is one of the most pathetic things you can do as a person

sometimes coming to a place like this where there are similar people who know these feels and we can just talk to each other about it is all we have

My goal for about 1.5 years was to hit 1/2/3/4 for 5 reps. Diddly was my last lift.

> strap up
> burn out 5 joocy reps
> set my weight down triumphantly
> realized I just reached a 1+ year goal
> looked around, everyone just going about their business
> noone noticed nor gives a shit
> hung my head, went home, made breakfast
> another day wagecucking and cramming for uni tests.
> mfw still no gf

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Today I had to come to terms with the fact that much of the perceived self image gains I've made thanks to lifting are illusory and i continue to have validation issues. That really hurts to admit.
Over the past month or so Ive undertaken some unhealthy obsessive behaviors (shit like checking her twitter multiple times daily) in trying to move towards a relationship with a girl. I wanted to "prove" someone attractive could be into me and in turn ignored some of her obvious problem traits. today she texted me that she "doesn't have time to think about guys right now" and I can't keep acting like this shit isn't terrible for my frame of mind.
I'm going to start meditating and journalling regularly.

Nice try, but I’m not friendless

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>I'm going to start meditating and journalling regularly.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA no you wont loser you dont have the willpower to do so
youll stay pathetic and miserable like the rest of us

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based and redpilled

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same but i have two from highschool
two from my neighbourhood. still hang with them. best fucking feeling ever. and they are all autistic weirdos

basically this.
If even severe autists can manage to make friendships then you have no excuse

>no man, changing your environment doesn't affect your thoughts and mental state AT ALL

Jeeze, I wouldn't want to be friends with you.

>No this can't be happening I'm in charge
Is this what I have to look forward to?

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You're me exactly. Just got 1/2/3/4 x5 after about 1.5 years with deads as my last. The most intense feeling of joy followed by heart stopping sadness of realizing this is what my life is.

what is this

Move to a third world country

>t. 24 year old banging a 19 year old dark nipped qt that looks out for me.

yesterday

Where were you traveling? I always saw it being more like 50/50. A lot of older people traveling alone.

Oh hey, I'm you. Definitely make a habit to meditate every day, even if it's only for 5 minutes. It's worth it. And having a journal is really helpful to look back and see how much progress you made in a year. Good luck!

maybe this is some of the things i do so i dont have time to think about such things.. i only ever think about these normalfag things when i dont have anything better to do.

they have the meme autism. its a different thing to actually be diagnosed with that shit

bump

I don't. I don't know what you guys are on about with that friends bullshit. I got a few good friends and though we don't always keep in touch, I don't need more. I also joined Toastmasters and learned that people don't think of me as an off-putting freak and now I actually have a social circle. I recommend it.

I have other problems that make me doubt I'm gonna make it though. Oh well, if I should go down, I'll go down in fire. Maybe I'll kys myself when I decide it's time.

about a year ago.

And by a few, I actually mean 3.

right now

My goals are to do planch pushups and muscle ups so I can do climbing activities and transverse my environment.

>having friends
>enjoy getting stabbed in the back and being lied to :^)