Steroids have made me fuck up big time

>24 y/o
>living with amazing gf who is a nurse
>gf's best friend is also nurse, let's call her Stacy.
>Stacy is most likely borderline & can never be by herself, ever.
>Stacy and her bf break up (due to her crazyness)
>My gf is always at work odd times, Stacy has been coming round a lot by herself since her breakup
>Only reason Stacy was in the same town as us was because her boyfriend lived there, now she's all alone
>Yesterday at 7pm hear knock on door while gf is at work
>Open door, it's Stacy, sobbing uncontrollably in the rain.
>Let her in
Now I must say I'm on 800mg test & 550mg tren/week. Sex drive is fucking INSANE and I can't help it. I MUST have sex >3x every day or I start getting agitated.
>Once inside, Stacy hugs me and cries into my pecs
>The physical contact makes me spring a HUGE boner, for no reason
>Stacy notices and begins pressing against it, and rubbing against it with her body
>I can no longer control myself, I've only had sex once today (yesterday morning) and this girl is right here rubbing my cock.
>She looks up out of my pecs and we kiss
>Fuck Stacy's brains out. I mean REALLY fuck her brains out - 3 times in a row for about 2.5 hours - she fucking lovse it. Don't even think about my gf once
>Oh shit, gf is coming home in 30 mins
>Stacy looks very very happy, gets dressed smiling and says "Thank you, I really needed that. I won't tell [my gf]".
>This is the first time I think about my gf and what the fuck I've actually done

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>"t-thanks, I don't know what came over me. I'm glad you're feeling better"
>Stacy leaves in the next few mins
>Realize I've fucked up BIG TIME. My gf is amazing and is literally the girl of my dreams, I would never have cheated on her if I wasn't on gear and ESPECIALLY with her best friend.
>Feel like fucking scum and a piece of shit until gf arrives
>Gf is all happy and smiling, telling me about her day and she even bought me a protein bar on the way home
>Gf tries to initiate sex
>Say I'm too tired for tonight and want to go to bed
>Gf looks at me very weird but says ok and that she hopes I'm better tomorrow
>Go to bed
>Wake up
>Write this

How fucking fucked am I, lads? My gf is literally the girl of my dreams, smart, funny, amazing cook, beautiful etc and I know she really does love me. As I said I'd never have fucked Stacy if I wasn't on gear but everything seemed to come to a point then and now I feel like absolute shit scared I'm gonna loser.
What should I do? How should I handle seeing Stacy next time? What if she comes over again? How should I handle when she comes over to see my gf as she does this quite a lot? Fuuuuuck bros.

>TL;DR - Fucked gf's best friend while on gear, how fucked am I?

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nice larp blog faggor
steroids kills your libido

Do you want real advice that will be actually helpful or do you want memes?

Also if I am going to help you, you need to post hand and a timestamp. I refuse to help niggers.

Are you a fucking retard? No they don't, that's only when test is too low. With high test libido is always fucking sky high.

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based and redpilled

Like a nigger is going to feel bad for cheating on his gf.

LARP

Your only choice is to go throw away your phones and computers, and go offgrid. Build a yurt, farm turnips, and fuck your gf like you own her 3 times a day.

>boo hoo I got a free sex and I also have a gf
Kys

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Are you running for any office? Because I like your policies.

What type of nurse is your gf?
ER - she gets railed by Officer Chad
Everything else - She gets railed by Dr. Chad

>t. Med/Surg Nurse

How often do you get railed by doctor chad?

I rail Dr. Chad faggot

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untrue, once test and estrogen get too out of whack you can crash your libidio, also certain types of gear can make your dick limp as well

Mate, all nurses are whores. I'm not even memeing, you wouldn't believe the shit they get up to with drs and emts. Its all the high stress situations and dying people, I guess. Reactions to adrenaline make you wanna fuck everything that moves.

no you don't, you fucking liar

I'll settle this right here. Dubs and he rails Dr. Chad. Last number is 0 and he's a liar. Anything else and you're both fags.

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well shit, guess he does rail dr chad

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Dub dubs decides it folks.

Nice

Wtf did I tell you?

....still gay tho

>roiding, cheating, liar

So when did you realize you became absolute scum?

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Only the side that gets the dick is gay, that's like no-homo 101.

That's why you don't let estrigeb get out of whack by using a fucking AI, idiot.

How did fucking Stacy made you feel?

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roids giveth
roids taketh

SCUUUUUM GAAAAANG

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You still gay

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HOL UP

LEMME GET IT STARTED

OP WITH THE ROID DICK

LOOKIN REAL RETARDED

>more test than tren
What a waste

absolutely based

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Now I'm gonna rail you

Based

You're literally fucked.
Not cause you cheated on her, not cause she might find out, but cause that bitch has borderline.
That means she's completely bad shit insane and now has something against you in her hand.
If you'll deny her sex the next time she comes over, she'll use her knowledge to manipulate you, blackmail you, do all kinds of crazy things.
And it will be impossible to reason with her, cause where these girls come from, 'reason' doesn't exist, just a pendulum swinging rapidly from black to white.

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Seems like you are a scumbag.
Cheating when it comes to your body (have fun with your tiny dick and balls in near future + fucked up body)
And cheating on your girlfriend. If you have a little bit respect for yourself and her, you leave her so she can get a better man than you currently are

FUCKED A CRAZY BITCH, NOW
SHE'S GONNA SNITCH, ouch!
G F COMES BACK,
MORE STAINS ON THE COUCH, WOW

The only correct thing to do is to take responsibility of your actions like a man. You made your bed now sleep in it, accept the consequences of your actions.

Tell your gf, break up with her, stay with Stacy, eventually break up with her too and fall into deep depression. You deserve it btw.

ER gets railed by Firefighter-Paramedic Me.
Cath lab gets railed by also me.
First year resident railed by again, me.

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Real advice though: don’t mention it to her. If you’re confronted with it, deny deny deny.

>t. Used to cheat a looooot in previous relationships

I will give you advice OP as there are so many retards here that write BS instead of helping you, is pathetic.

I also have a GF for context.

I understand that you think you fucked up, I would feel the same way but we should examine this rationally.

Saying you only fucked her because of test is an excuse, you likely would've done the same without if you found her attractive. Don't make excuses like a bitch.

On an island, if there is 1 man and 50 women the man could easily impregnate every single one in a week.
If there was 1 woman and 50 men, only the most alpha man could impregnate the woman.
This illustrates that it's simply in a man's nature to have sex with as many women as possible to spread his seed. Your GF's friend came to your place and made the first contact as well.

If your GF sees you as the alpha, she should have no real problem with you fucking her friend, since she subconsciously knows it's in the alphas nature to do so.

Actually, she should even be happy as it shows you are alpha enough to easily attract other females.

If she breaks up with you over this, it means she either sees it as a betrayal of her beta provider or she has narcissism and sees you as her property.

If she sees you as her beta male, she will cheat on you with an alpha anyways so you dodged a bullet there.

The chance of your GF eventually cheating on you in a long term relationship is literally like 95% or higher, so it would have happened anyways except you would've been on the other side of it and she would probably not tell you.

If you want to stay with her, don't tell her and just accept that she likely already did the same and/or will do the same and that it's only natural for a male to do so.

Fucking lmao

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>Saying you only fucked her because of test is an excuse, you likely would've done the same without if you found her attractive. Don't make excuses like a bitch.
The thing is I know for a fact I wouldn't have. I've been with my gf 4 years and I've never cheated once, and I've never cheated on anyone before ever. I've had lots of chances and Stacy has been round by herself with me before but I truly think it was just because she made contact with my dick when she hugged me, no other girl has done this (besides gf) while I've been on so I really think it was the gear.

>On an island, if there is 1 man and 50 women the man could easily impregnate every single one in a week.
If there was 1 woman and 50 men, only the most alpha man could impregnate the woman.
This illustrates that it's simply in a man's nature to have sex with as many women as possible to spread his seed. Your GF's friend came to your place and made the first contact as well.
Agree with this

>If your GF sees you as the alpha, she should have no real problem with you fucking her friend, since she subconsciously knows it's in the alphas nature to do so.
She is very worried about me cheating all the time because she's gained weight over the last 2 years and in that time I've been looking after myself and getting big and lean - I know it would destroy her if she found out especially cause it's her friend

>The chance of your GF eventually cheating on you in a long term relationship is literally like 95% or higher, so it would have happened anyways except you would've been on the other side of it and she would probably not tell you.
Don't agree with this, although she did cheat on her ex so yea I guess, once a cheater always a cheater etc. The tren makes me more paranoid about her cheating but I know it's just the tren and I don't think she would but i'm not sure.

Really appreciate the advice, sometimes I think I should have tried to find someone who hasn't cheated before like myself and (contd)

(contd.) someone who I know wouldn't cheat either, but I'm a cheater now and it's really messing with me.

I'm most likely not going to say anything to her, but I'm terrified of her friend saying something cause as said, she's fucking crazy.

Fuck.

go on/x/, ask for a reading on /div/ you might get an answer...
also youve got a case of
>phaggotisis

Let me cut you off right there friend.

>she's gained weight over the last 2 years
>she did cheat on her ex

She doesn't respect you. Else she wouldn't gain weight.

And she definitely cheated on you or will cheat when she has the chance. I would say the likelihood of her having cheated on you is 99.99% with these facts.

You should dump her either way, MASSIVE red flags.

You’re acting like this is the gear’s fault when it’s just your shitty will power

Haha ! XD! The n word!

Please don’t tell anyone, user. You know you fucked up and you feel terrible about it. That’s fine. Consider that you may be inflicting enormous emotional pain on a good woman for no practical benefit to anyone except to assuage your own guilt and obtain some sense of “forgiveness.” You feel shame right now, but it’s yours to carry and yours alone and hopefully you can hold onto how bad you feel and grow and learn from it. Just a different way of thinking about it. Godspeed, user.

You are a weak willed faggot. You are just trying to abdicate responsibility for your own body and actions.
You are blaming the roids but you chose this path.

actually the best advice in the thread.
Every other action will end way worse for OP

Stop with this "if i wasnt on the juice it wouldnt have happened".

Pack your shit and tell your girlfriend.

found the incel

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OP, see and . As said everything else will end up a lot worse if you don't follow this advice.
The problem is that if her friend really has borderline she will most likely tell your gf, or at least tell someone which will eventually get to your gf.

I'm not an incel, I have been in a relationship for 2 years.

gear doesnt have much to do with this, youre just a faggot that gave in

THIS OP.

YOU ARE FUCKED.

STACY IS GOING TO TELL HER.

I HOPE THE GAINS WERE WORTH IT.

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your two choices are to basically deny and lie about it until you believe your own lies or to skip town.

Are you a man or a dumb animal? Save your response. You've already proven you're a dumb ape who can't control his urges.

cheaters are scum

you disgust me

Fuck that got me.

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Lame LARP fantasy. Probably a boomer with ED.

>she did cheat on her ex
>"SHE'S PERFECT Jow Forums I SWEAR
god damn it, seems gear wont take the beta out of you

why couldn't you just jerk it off? being on roids is no excuse for shitty self control. for maximum fun&memes I suggest you ask your gf for a threesome with Stacy. you might just pull that off

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Your only real option here to is make this "Stacy" disappear. Have you ever watched Dexter? Watch Dexter for inspiration.

Just lie, I'm sure your GF would believe you. If stacy says something just say she's crazy and trying to make you break up.

OP doesn't give a shit about the cheating. It's that the crazy pussy was miles better than his gf, that's why he's worried. He wants more.

Just go on cheating, your current gf will crush your heart sooner or later anyways

High e2 cope

this. dream gf my fucking arse

In case this is real - lets go over your options -

you don't tell -
you continue your life with her and every single time fidelity comes up in a movie, in a conversation you're going to stare at the ground and your feel your guilt burning up your innards.
Stacy potentially has leverage on you which depending on how bad things get for her she might decide to use - if you're saying she's crazy and impulsive the odds are against you.
You're probably a shit liar and she will eventually find out anyway.
In your mind, you will have lost at least some self respect because you know your word is meaningless

you do tell -
gf most likely hates you, at least a temporary break up
Stacy will probably tell her you came onto her
You get to keep some self respect for doing the hard and right thing
If you and gf ever get back together it will be out of honesty
It's not going to feel like you did the right thing for a very long while

for better or worse shit happens and will happen throughout your life - how you respond to it is what defines you - making easy decisions when everything's going well isn't what makes a man.

where he fucked up was being too tired for his gf. fuck all the whores you want, but if you keep one in the tank for her she’ll never get seriously mad

Either kill Stacy or continue literally be blackmailed by Stacy

The fucking bants.

>I MUST have sex >3x every day or I start getting agitated.
Congratz, you're a rappist nigger now.

OP look, listen and please listen.

You messed up, you cheated. 'Stacy' will eventually tell for whatever reason that might be, SHE. WILL. TELL.

So it's best you come clean about what happens and pray to god your girlfriend can forgive you.

The longer you wait with telling her the less likely she will forgive you.

It happened yesterday right? You MUST absolutely come clean about everything TODAY and take responsibility and do NOT blame it on the steroids.

I really hope you will listen.

Bro make a decision :
Things are well right now with GF,
But since Stacy's uncertainty principle the chances are the the releationship will be broken next time you refuse sex.
If you tell your GF and that you feel like the bottom of the earth and the story with test, if she loves you she will stay.

So its shaking up the sea, the boat will still stay but it will be a stormy sea caused by you. But you will automatically receive immunity to whatever Stacy is cooking.

Its your decision. My pov lacks your own perspective. I don't know any of the characters. Best of luck

This OP.
If Stacy was just a random girl you would be A-OK, but she's the crazy best friend and she WILL want you to fuck her again if she had a good time, and because of the "thrill" of it being a secret and something not allowed.
If you refused, would she tell your gf? You have to be SURE, 100% SURE that she wouldn't. If there's even a 1% chance she would, then you are best coming clean.

OP I really do feel for you and you seem like a nice guy, and the fact you feel bad shows that you do regret it but you should have thought about this before using steroids.
All the best.

>t. faggot

stacy will tell your gf sooner or later or even start blackmailing you. You have to come clean if you believe it was an honest mistake.

Hell my gf wouldn't care if I fuck hookers for example

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You won't be able to trust Stacy at all. She's going to remain forever jealous and in the back of her mind will want to sabotage your relationship. She says your secret is safe, but if the slightest argument/conflict happens between her and your girlfriend, she might bring it up as ammunition against her. Basically it's a ticking timebomb and she WILL find out sooner or later.

Only possible way I can think of to at least temporarily solve the problem is to get Stacy hooked up with a new boyfriend ASAP. This should be your #1 priority. Get her a new man to focus her attention on and make her happy.

Also stop acting like a nigger ape. I doubt it was "just because of the steroids" but you should quit the fucking juice. If you think you cannot look big enough without steroids, then congrats on the body dysmorphia. If you're just on roids without doing some sort of sport/competition that requires them, you're just a prissy fucking cunt.

>get Stacy hooked up with a new boyfriend ASAP
This could actually work OP, try and find her a boyfriend TODAY.

This, which is why the only way to (temporarily) alleviate the situation is to get the borderline stacy girl a new boyfriend. She'll stop going to OP and blackmailing him for sex this way because she'll be focused on a new guy instead of wanting to steal OP away. That along with the girl not needing to be near OP's girlfriend all the time as a shoulder to cry on. If/when the new boyfriend breaks up though, they're back at square one.

Dudes get away with cheating all the time, but not when it's a girl he knows rather than a random and not when his girlfriend is as perfect as you say yours is.
Congratulations. You're single.
Dare you to get in a relationship with Stacy.

>steroids have made me fuck up big time
>roiding
>believing this fact alone doesn't make you a complete fuck-up in the first place

lol k