Give me some good songs to trip/get high to

youtube.com/watch?v=zLRPDovCpmM
also wildflower is another good avalanches album, feels great on acid

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808s and heart break original

youtube.com/watch?v=X7FR-3_Gibs

youtube.com/watch?v=ZPGTuidwxm4

youtube.com/watch?v=ho1Jg3IfwTo

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teh shill but it fits soundcloud.com/tlfaudio/falcon-heavy

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idk about mellow but some user linked me this video and mentioned that it meant a hell of a lot to him. i was pretty fucked up on h so while i enjoyed it i didnt really listen and watch seriously until now. watch the video too, its fucking fantastic. im 70 hours into CTing h and i just listened to this seriously a couple of times and just, fuckin hell, it helps.
youtube.com/watch?v=wpqm-05R2Jk
i cant really express the value this song and the video possesses to me now
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TABOO by Denzel Curry is nice

h user is that you? if so any tips for bumping ket, hopefully I'm getting my hands on some

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youtu.be/WHwawWgjQz8
If this is H-user, good luck sempai. We're rooting for ya.

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The Smile Sessions by The Beach Boys.

Essential album to trip to.

youtube.com/watch?v=af45mDKHc4A&list=PL9AiHhX759gBTeax22-wlfbgJfFPnFP2c

yeah its me for better or worse
hello to my rl friendos who are probably seeing my posts. whatever, r9k is my home. even if its only semi anonymous for me ill post here either way
yesterday was absolute hell and i had to work despite it. today as well but the w/d was not as debilitating. my respect goes out to those who have fought through w/d after using for months. i really did not expect it to be that bad after such a short binge. maybe cause my dosage was high? idk
ive got some h a few feet away but w/e. yesterday when things were really bad i thought about using it but for my friends' sake i didnt. i thought a lot more about just solving everything by taking all the dope, a hundred bars or so of xanax, a bottle of wine and w/e else i could find. kinda still feel that way tbqh. while i hate my therapist for nogunsing me i gues they were right to do so. god i cant wait for the next time i get high once my tolerance is down.
so i wont use it for a while, then maybe a once a month or so if i can keep that under control. then what tho? theres no point to any of this. im destined to be a virgin loser forever, using h or not. the h is not the actual problem at all. it is/was a crutch to stand on, a symptom of underlying knowledge of my own worthlessness.

one thing ive learned, is that h is the only way to ever feel comfortable in my own skin is h. what to do with that information, i dont know.
for now tho, just managed to stomach a little kratom, ate half a dozen bars and im gonna try and catch some sleep but ik i wont

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it's good that your keeping on user
hopefully you can improve your life someday, after all if you don't want to live self-destructive acts like taking heroin aren't a negative thing at all from that perspective
hopefully getting off of h is your first step towards wanting to live

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Thank you for this user. Listening to this high right now. Good shit.

heres a really comfy song as long as im shitting up your thread: youtube.com/watch?v=kIIKAigKNw8&feature=youtu.be
oh as far as bumping ket, idk
i didnt enjoy ketamine recreationally for a long time, i kept the dosage low for at least a month before i went ape shit with it.
try not to sneeze it out if youre a newfag to snorting drugs. i used to hold my nostrils closed after snorting a bit so that all the k would get stuck to the sides so none would come out as i exhale. id also advise not smoking weed with it until youre framiliar with ket, especially on the comeup.
i got the vast majority of my enjoyment from k by simply staring at the same object and letting my mind wander. its really hard to explain but k is all about your thoughts, not what you see, hear or feel. i found myself thinking about a specific topic, thinking it through, then becoming convinced that i had found an answer, an ingenious one, that i figured it all out. whether it was my own life, global politics, some kind of human interaction, a scientific phenomenon or anything i often was convinced that i completely understood it, but i could never remember what those heightened conceptions were. theres more to the drug than that of course, but its quite easily the hardest drug to describe that ive ever done and it also is one of the hardest to remember when youre sober again.
it can be physically parylizing and mentally terrifying yet i always felt that there was no lasting ill effects the next day even with bad trips. just wait it out, change your setting, or go to sleep if shit goes south.
you can mix it with p much any other drug too imo and its usually good as long as you have a full handle on k itself.
idk, i wish i had more helpful advice or info but i just cant think of anything or remember.
too bad k is so expensive atm. at least btc is doing a little better atm but that shits way over my head

>k is so expensive
Never heard that sentence in my life, but then again I'm a britbong and special K here is cheap as chips 20 squid a gram usually

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This sounds akin to temporarily loading the entire 10th dimension point containing all of the universes into your conscious mind. ouch

comf weed song youtube.com/watch?v=w4bhKB1E6iY
>if you don't want to live self-destructive acts like taking h aren't a negative thing at all from that perspective
this. somebody fucking gets it. i didnt want anyone to know or and i wasnt pretending like h isn't dangerous. those things just dont matter anymore. im done fighting. lying to myself, thinking im fixable. i gave up on ever hoping for a gf a long time ago.
im clearly extremely unhappy in my current state so getting older, getting more responsibilities, losing touch with the last couple of people i give a shit about, all that shits just gonna make my current state worse. for whatever reason im just not cut out for life, for the real world. there is no fixing this. i cant be a real, functional or happy person
i guess if i were a gook id be one of those hikko neets but burger parents dont allow that kind of shit. theres just no routes for utter failures in this country. i refuse to be some Wal Mart TM wageslave or some mentally ill homeless degenerate. i dont get how those people justify not killing themselves. life is really not that good. I can relate to fearing death, especially without a gun to make it quick, but spending your whole life as a wagie or some other failure? thats insane imo. same goes for these mgtow straightedge faggots. theyre just lying to themselves to feel superior to other losers.
i keep hearing its so cheap over there and i dont get why that does not correlate to dream market prices. i got a gr8 deal from there 6 months ago but the prices have doubled.
normally id say some shit like oh well at least we get guns here but our dysfunctional, effectively criminal healthcare system stole my guns without any real discretion (a 10 minute civil discussion got me nogunzd? seriously? telling my parents, the cops, etc. they all think im gonna elliot or something)
at least i can be an alcoholic in 3 more months

enough ranting, good night.

a gram doesnt last so long with tolerance senpai, i blew through 29g in like 2-3 months
it can be great and it can be hell. i always found myself wanting to keep trying it though. at worst its profoundly entertaining.
>wanting to live
thats a a tall ordrer pham. im glad some of the posters here manage to find something to keep them going. it seems delusional imo but if it works for them, then good.

i need to get off this thread, h is on my mind too much being here. although when i close my eyes i just see that bag.
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