Hello friends

I slept an hour, fucked up an exam and currently plan on skipping sleep again to study for another exam I'll probably fail aswell anyway.
Usually I wouldn't feel any shittier than usual but considering today's my birthday makes this just a little more of a punch in the face. I can't even get drunk alone in my room because I have to study (or atleast I wanted to)

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>nothing of note
>slightly sour
>tfw no gf
why wont she respond to my text bros

>I slept an hour, fucked up an exam
Sorry about that user maybe next time you should get more sle-
>currently plan on skipping sleep again to study for another exam I'll probably fail aswell anyway
Go to bed baka. Sleeping is better than studying. Being well rested and well fed is better than cramming when you're exhausted. I hope you do well on your next test.
>Usually I wouldn't feel any shittier than usual but considering today's my birthday makes this just a little more of a punch in the face
Happy birthday friend.
>I can't even get drunk alone in my room because I have to study
That's very responsible of you user. Thank you for taking care of yourself.
>slightly sour
>tfw no gf
No one here has ever felt those feels user, sorry. Sorry you're day's been melancholy.
>why wont she respond to my text bros
What's your relationship with her?

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>Go to bed baka. Sleeping is better than studying
I'll sleep tomorrow. I already made myself the first of many cups of coffees for tonight, no going back now.
>That's very responsible of you user. Thank you for taking care of yourself.
Well, after I've finished the last of my exams I won't feel guilty for not studying anymore and I can happily continue drinklng myself into sleep everyday. Can't wait.
>Happy birthday friend.
Thanks.

>No one here has ever felt those feels user, sorry
fag

>same as the apst 8 years of absolutely fucking nothing wake up PC sleep repeat
>fukin die to death
>i love megumin so much not in a waifu way tho i dont think i can, not anymore.

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Hi other Megu poster.
You still havent slept yet?

I am really anxious, my mum tried talk to me and I sperged and now im all tense and cant relax and im fidgeting.
God I wish I was normal.

He just likes Megu user, he doesnt trip fag like a roastie.
>When rules start being enforced all the time I will happily stop. You just flamed me outside of /b/ which is technically just as against the rules

You will get B& for avatarfagging, I may have before..I guess mods are nice and dont mind some Megu posting.,

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Sorry. Had panic attack and had to take a break from posting. I should be able to resume.
>I already made myself the first of many cups of coffees for tonight, no going back now
Oh well. Good luck on the test.
>after I've finished the last of my exams I won't feel guilty for not studying anymore and I can happily continue drinklng myself into sleep everyday
Don't do that friend. Alcoholism sucks.
I was memeing. Not saying I've never desired a gf.
>same as the apst 8 years of absolutely fucking nothing wake up PC sleep repeat
1 year for me. I hope you enjoy the lifestyle if you've lived it for so long. I can't complain personally.
>fukin die to death
I take it you don't enjoy it then? I'm sorry user.
>i love megumin so much not in a waifu way tho i dont think i can, not anymore.
Yeah, megu is a cutie. Why "not anymore"? Did something happen to you involving waifuism before?
>You still havent slept yet?
Nope, been up around 23 hours.
>I am really anxious, my mum tried talk to me and I sperged and now im all tense and cant relax and im fidgeting.
Same happens to me when I talk with my parents. I can only talk relatively stress free with my grandparents and brother.
>God I wish I was normal.
Same, sometimes I get sad when I hear about normal lives and realize I couldn't have that if I wanted.
>You will get B& for avatarfagging, I may have before..I guess mods are nice and dont mind some Megu posting.,
Oh well. Hopefully anons are nice and don't mass report.

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Just got back from work, gave my dad a pizza I made for free + one of those raspberry McFlurries. Got a latte for myself - all petrol places were shut and I felt like a total nonce not realizing that there are lines for HGV's. Honestly have a coat I use to cover my uniform when I go to places and its a very cheap Chinese import, always look like a comic-book character and feel embarrassed when anyone sees me. Spent 10 minutes in McDonalds just standing in the middle thinking that you are supposed to be called up to order, all the away-side football supporters crowding the place probably thought I was a retard and fair play to them. Extremely comfy nonetheless. Going paintballing with work early tomorrow, don't know what to expect and I'm not looking forward to it though I suppose its something new. I know this probably comes off as bragging and apologies if it is, hyped for the comfiness of tonight. Going to watch through the second season of Boku no Hero Academia tonight - been past the point of enjoyment with anime years ago though I'm enjoying this one surprisingly more than expected. Might play some Stalker or something, apparently big on Dvach and I want to get more into that site.

This aside you perhaps need a hug, so here is one *squeeze*, I don't want to question why for running the risk of further depressing you, do try to find your own thing though however you see fit and do your best tonight, not just to mend relations but also to spite them - its so irritating when people gang up on those who did not develop the ability to speak their mind without rapid stammering and janky word placement.

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>whatever the fuck you feel like
I really should go buy another usb cord for my controller, been postponing it for about 3 weeks now, think Im gonna wait till I need a haircut aswell so I only leave the house once.
Its a bit weird to think the last time I "used" my expensive kitchen knife, I was crying and holding it against my throat. I should get to cooking more.
I feel a bit embarassed to come here sometimes, I only got aspergers and depression, there are so many bots with more fucked up stuff.
And Im sorry you got yelled at op, I hope your parents realize what theyre doing and apologize, have you tried talking with them about their excessive drinking? And dont drink too much coffee >.<
Did you had this megu btw ?
>Had panic attack
oh no, that sounds bad, I wish I could give you a hug

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Thanks for chat user.
It shouldnt be so hard to talk to people.
Natural selection really should have removed us from life.

Are you on NEETbux man, do your parents understand your mental issues that keep you as a hikki?

You american man? im guessing you are, im Australian man.

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megumin poster. i demand you post feet NOW,

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>Just got back from work, gave my dad a pizza I made for free + one of those raspberry McFlurries.
That was nice of you. What's an HGV?
>Honestly have a coat I use to cover my uniform when I go to places and its a very cheap Chinese import, always look like a comic-book character and feel embarrassed when anyone sees me.
What's the uniform for, work? You're like superman but the wagie is underneath.
>Spent 10 minutes in McDonalds just standing in the middle thinking that you are supposed to be called up to order, all the away-side football supporters crowding the place probably thought I was a retard and fair play to them. Extremely comfy nonetheless
Ouch lol. So you're a football player? We all do dumb shit like that.
>Going paintballing with work early tomorrow, don't know what to expect and I'm not looking forward to it though I suppose its something new. I know this probably comes off as bragging and apologies if it is, hyped for the comfiness of tonight. Going to watch through the second season of Boku no Hero Academia tonight - been past the point of enjoyment with anime years ago though I'm enjoying this one surprisingly more than expected. Might play some Stalker or something, apparently big on Dvach and I want to get more into that site.
That sounds great. I've heard a lot of good stuff about. You've got vidya, anime, and irl friend activities. That's awesome. Glad you're doing so great.
>This aside you perhaps need a hug, so here is one *squeeze*
Thanks :)
>its so irritating when people gang up on those who did not develop the ability to speak their mind without rapid stammering and janky word placement
I went to therapy for my stammer so I don't have it but instead of that I stop talking for up to a minute instead. I don't want to make my parents angrier at me because I live off their generosity. I deserve abuse if they want to give it. Thanks for being so positive and the kind words/advice.

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Thanks for posting catgirl Megumine.

>I really should go buy another usb cord for my controller, been postponing it for about 3 weeks now, think Im gonna wait till I need a haircut aswell so I only leave the house once.
That's hardcore hiki. Hope the outing isn't too stressful. I'm excited that you get to come in contact with the outside world! If you like it you feel better and if you don't you feel more comfortable locked away at home.
>Its a bit weird to think the last time I "used" my expensive kitchen knife, I was crying and holding it against my throat. I should get to cooking more.
Iktf. Only time I ever touch my knife is to cut right at my heart to remind myself I don't want to die. I haven't cooked so much as ramen in weeks, I should get to cooking at well.
>I feel a bit embarassed to come here sometimes, I only got aspergers and depression, there are so many bots with more fucked up stuff.
Don't feel embarrassed about people with "worse stuff". Depression sucks all happiness out of your life, every other form of suffering is minimal as long as you feel hope and the occasional blue sky. Don't downplay depression, you're fighting a hard battle. Someone always has it worse, just don't pretend like you do and try to stay positive. All God could ask of you.
>And Im sorry you got yelled at op, I hope your parents realize what theyre doing and apologize, have you tried talking with them about their excessive drinking? And dont drink too much coffee >.Did you had this megu btw ?
perhaps
>oh no, that sounds bad, I wish I could give you a hug
Thanks! E-hugs are enough. Thanks for being loving to a stranger. It does make me feel better.

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>>Did you had this megu btw ?
>perhaps

you literally should have every megu there is man.

OP you on NEET bux or not?

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HGV is short for a heavy-goods vehicle, lorries essentially. Uniform is for work, naturally wearing anything above a tracksuit or t-shirt makes your stand out enormously so it can be embarrassing. Not a football player though as it turns out came just in time to see people from a nearby town leave, conveniently we had a 20 pizza order for what I'm guessing must have been our football team though. I'm not massively friendly with colleagues, though we are on good terms given that I go along with anything they say and do pretty much everything annoying (mostly given that my obsessive cleaning habits happen to tie into work, honestly helps me a lot in feeling useful though). Don't have any cute images of Megumin so here's an image of Kon spinning.

Have you ever watched The King's Speech? Since you've mentioned stammering its kind of reminded me of it, decent film, worth a watch I suppose. Any films/ music/ television etc. you'd recommend?

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Since you've mentioned stammering

Holy fuck user..I have a lisp and used to get bullied for it a lot and I cant even say my own name.
literally planning to change my name as I cant even introduce myself IRL..not that I have in years.

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>Thanks for chat user.
I enjoy it more than you probably. Thanks for replying!
>It shouldnt be so hard to talk to people.
Yeah. It's not fair but every thing we achieve is even sweeter since we're crippled from the start. We'll make it.
>Natural selection really should have removed us from life.
I'm happy you're around with us friend :)
>Are you on NEETbux man, do your parents understand your mental issues that keep you as a hikki?
Not on bux, I'm afraid to apply because I'm legally supposed to still be in a psych ward and going to a psychologist could get me put back in. I feel bad for being a leech though. I'm not a huge expenditure for my parents, so they tolerate me for now.
>You american man? im guessing you are, im Australian man.
Yeah I'm in California. Hey Ausfriend. If you're the same user thanks for coming here to post all the time. I love your company.
My feet aren't attractive. My toes look all fucked because I broke them all over and over again and they're size 14 and ghost white. They also have scars on them.
I think that's a crop of one I have but not sure so I saved. Not on bux.
> lorries essentially
oh
>Uniform is for work
ok that's what I originally thought.
>I'm not massively friendly with colleagues, though we are on good terms
Better than hating each other. Glad things are at least functional.
>mostly given that my obsessive cleaning habits happen to tie into work, honestly helps me a lot in feeling useful though
I'm glad you feel useful at least. Sorry you have to do all the work.
>Have you ever watched The King's Speech?
No, sorry.

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>I have a lisp and used to get bullied for it a lot and I cant even say my own name.
I luckily don't have a lisp but I used to get bullied for being quiet. 2 kids would hold my arms and I would get gut punched until I could finish a conversation with them. Sorry user having insecurities so bad you want to change your own identity is awful. Only shitty people will look down on you for having a lisp, I know it's hard but try not to let it get to you so much.

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>contact with the outside world
I always try to do stuff asap cuz I feel uncomfortable outside. I will start to do all my shoppings online soon. Still cant escape from work yet, altho I dont need to speak with anyone, night shift ftw yay
>get to cooking aswell
Lets have a shokugeki when we meet ^^
>only had 30 cups
Thats enough to kill a small mammal sir, you had enough

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>I always try to do stuff asap cuz I feel uncomfortable outside.
Yeah. I was just thinking about this on the toilet. The best way to describe severe social anxiety to a normalfag I think would be to drink 36 cups of coffee and play a horror game and say that's how you feel all the time outside.
>I will start to do all my shoppings online soon
Nice. That's more convenient and cheaper in most places. Just try not to make yourself become even more uncomfortable in public.
>altho I dont need to speak with anyone, night shift ftw yay
niceu. Night shift as what?
>Lets have a shokugeki when we meet ^^
sure thing friend :D
>Thats enough to kill a small mammal sir, you had enough
I already finished th last 6 cups. 3.6 cups per hour isn't too crazy. Oh well. I'm not tired.

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>going to a psychologist could get me put back in. I feel bad for being a leech though. I'm not a huge expenditure for my parents, so they tolerate me for now.

do you tell pyschs anything? I need to get evidence for disabilityBUX (go to pyschs and prove im fucked basically) but im
afraid to open up as I dont want to get committed ect.

try get bux man if you can and its safe to,I live with my mum and she spends no $$ on me..she owes me a ton of money and steals money I save to gamble with.

dont feel like a "leech" you arent just lazy your mentally ill man.. IKTF

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