Be me robot

I always think about doing that. I have like $4500 saved up. Want to quit my job and live large in the 3rd world for a few months plotting my next move. Reality is I won't do it, no idea where to go, what to do, how to even do it. Plus quitting my job and scared I won't find another.

Do it user. I was so happy for it when I booked it. Just don't be an autist like me.

Also don't make a thread about it on /trv/
I did anons were great and very supportive. I feel bigger shame that I wasted their energy on me supporting me than what I feel towards my parents.

I can't man. My job is stressful as hell but i'm lucky to even have it. I have no college degree and shit work history, nothing to come back home to after the time is up. Maybe some day I'll snap and go for it.

I was looking at colombia

Just go for a one week holiday somewhere if you can. I know how does it feel to have a job like that, you need to escape a little or it will eat you alive.

After the day I had today, I really came home thinking about fucking off to like mexico or colombia. But that takes huge balls, and like I said I come back to nothing. I;m already about to be 28, I'd have to move in with my mom again and find another job.

Get a refund Jesus say you were sick or something

I think I am going to drink myself to oblivion. My parents will wait for me to call them in a few hours to tell them I happily landed. I have no fucking clue what to tell them.

I am 27. This makes me sad. Your post tells me I will be in your situation next year with no chance to go anywhere anymore.

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I didn't pay for the sick refund insurance

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Call and try to get a refund, say you tripped and fell and broke your leg on the way out. Its not over yet. Also you could always get another shit job, save and then try again. You're still under 30 you have time left.

When I ordered the tour it had two insurance packages - first one was if something happens I will be covered, the second one was the cancel insurance in case if you will get sick or have an accident you can get your money back.

I ordered only the first one.

>You're still under 30 you have time left.

>be 14
>You're still under 15 you have time left.

>be 19
>You're still under 20 you have time left.

>be 24
>You're still under 25 you have time left.

>be 27
>You're still under 30 you have time left.

Somehow I can't believe

Well what do you want to do with your life now. Wage cuck misery the rest of your life?

Colonel Sanders didn't found KFC until his sixties and Harrison Ford didn't start his acting career until his thirties.

They were normies and not robots

I have friends that work in airports insurance or not you can be refunded if you have a good reason and talk to enough people in the chain of command happens every day you may need to say someone died. Get off here and start googling excuses that work then talk to the employees this is 4K. I've been refunded and offered buddy passes or last minute available seats more than a couple times for missing planes

Nevermind thank you guys for listening how pathetic fuck I am. I will try to not kill myself.

I've been NEET a good portion of my adult life and know the unemployment office all too well but I'd rather swallow lead than work behind those desks. You have my sympathies.

I had a call center job once that was similarly stressful and miserable and honestly it changed me forever I'm glad you got out of that shithole of a job.

Don't quit now the worst is behind you.

Did that job not make you a master of looking for work and getting jobs? Surely you have some insider tips to the job market to find decent work?

you live in europe? OP you are one of the few cases in which going full NEET can be a reality. Not sure which country you live in put you can move to your neighboring nordic cuck countrys, feign mental illness (which is easier then you'd think) and become a gubberment NEET

heres the full proof plan
>move to a country that pays the highest NEETbux (in europe of course)
>after you get there turn yourself in to a hospital or something saying you fear you are going to commit suicide (this part is for credibility)
>they have to take you in for a month or so before letting you out
>your history with a therapist will only add on to this
>keep acting like a neurotic crazy bitch
>don't get a job, you can't let them know you can hold down a job
>from there you just keep acting moody and suicidal until eventually they offer you benifits
>get over 1000 bux a month
>live minimalist comfy NEET lifestyle void of gypsies

Think about it no air port wants someone in their google reviews saying the airport fucked them out of 4K when they had an accident. It's not over you can pull this off if you are willing to talk to ask for some supervisors if necessary

i usually come to Jow Forums to laugh at people but your situation made me actually kind of sad. i'm sorry about your anxiety user

are you talking to family and someone about getting your money back?

Your shrink hasn't prescribed anything for the panic attacks?

I will get a job for sure. It will be wagecucking but at least something.

I don't want to be a NEET. while I hated my job it gave me a putpose to get out of bed.

It is over

I dont think I can get my money back. Talking to the family part is the worst. Maybe I will visit my parents ahouting suprise I am already at home it was just a prank

She gave me only meds to sleep. Many times I was dreaming about gypsies shouting at me.

I just told you for a fact you will get either a refund or put on another flight I've been employed in a job where I had to fly every day or 2 for weeks at a time and I don't buy ticket insurance, never once have I not been refunded or put on another flight...your response is

>I don't think I can get a refund

You honestly deserve it

>They are thinking I am on the airport right now.

LMAO

I used to have those panic attacks as well. And they first gave me shot to sleep. I slept okay but would still wake up hyperventilating. They tried benzos on me but they didn't help. They then gave me buspiron. It's non-benzo anxiety med and it helped me the most out of all.
Just be honest with your parents. They will be supportive. This is serious shit we deal with.
After that do what user says and try to get your money back. Shit happens this isn't worth your life. One reason I think you will get it together is because you came here to talk about it. That takes balls. Once you get the panic attacks under control, you'll feel like a new man. I wish you the best.

>Maybe I will visit my parents ahouting suprise I am already at home it was just a prank
When you go through hundreds of threads to make you laugh IRL and you find the one,

Thanks OP

>I dont think I can get my money back. Talking to the family part is the worst. Maybe I will visit my parents ahouting suprise I am already at home it was just a prank
Yeah that's not gonna work, 4k isn't something to sneeze at. Quit playing around with your folks money and do the right thing. I understand what you're going through, hey I have a horrible job too but your inability to express yourself doesn't excuse your behavior

You best start trying to get a refund

Dude, that was a sad story.
Dont be harsh with yourself, stand up and try again brother.

Let me give you a small story.

>Be me, over 30
>never traveled alone.
>got tired of my job and life in general.
>bought a tiket far away.
>in 15 days is going to be a year since i went away.
>im happy, im in peace. Im being productive.
>learning a new trade now.
>mabey next year i will go back for holydays with my family.

Awesome. Where did you go and where did you come from? I want to do that.