what level are you on?
i'm already on Mended and it feels good
hope you guys make it someday
What level are you on?
Justin Lopez
Jackson Davis
First two thirds of troubled, with the suicidal tendencies of desperate
Wyatt Carter
I would put myself in the mended category . I now spend my days memorizing 19th century novels and just repeat them to myself throughout the day
Caleb Stewart
I oscilate between desperate, broken and mended. When in mended, I tend to get more and more confident until I send myself spiraling back into broken realizing the true nature of my mind
Hunter Long
broken but with a newly stress free lifestyle so maybe i can be mended.
Xavier Peterson
Desperate on my way to broken.
Nicholas Torres
m8 you can't be menden and still be broken, i don't think you understand this type of chart
Jose Foster
Y'ALL MF LISTEN TO ME
YOU CAN'T BE MENDED AND STILL HAVE SOMETHING FROM THE LEVELS ABOVE
YOU CAN BE BROKEN AND ALSO DESPERATE BUT YOU CAN'T MIX SALVATION WITH DOOM
IF YOU'RE NOT COMPLETLY MENDED THE YOU'RE NOT MENDED
Gabriel Rodriguez
Wrong. When I look at our fellow humans I still feel a strong sense of hatred towards them but now I also feel a sense of pity and love towards them as well fully conscience of the fact that they have fallen from grace and it is our duty to spread good tidings to help usher in paradise on earth once more.
Blake Adams
Is this really making you happy?
Jayden Reed
Definitely troubled 100%, with about half of the traits of desperate on my worst days. Once in a while I reach sane but it's always temporary
Daniel Martin
Troubled
>and here we go
Lincoln Gutierrez
Attempting to claw my way out of desperate, doing alright so far I think
Eli Moore
Good luck man, from a fellow sufferer
Evan Campbell
>had my first serious suicidal impulse today
Feels bad. How do you be happy, bros? My life isn't even that bad but everything feels so empty.
Owen Sanchez
Desperate but with 2 suicide attempts
Jason Turner
Do things, do real things as often as you can(preferably off the computer), you might still feel bad but being active will help you not get worse.
Asher Robinson
I get high or drunk everyday
Jace Bennett
There are no mended on Jow Forums. You'll get nowhere in anything by lying to yourselves.
Ryan Hall
I had mine a few days ago, ik that feel
We gonna die eventually, so yeah, it gets better.
Henry Rivera
A bit in between mended and sane, idk. Life hasnt been too hard on me lately
Ayden Hill
whats with all the drug shit
you can be broken mentally and not a fucking addict
Brayden Rivera
nothing in your life represents addictive behavior?
Owen Gonzalez
no, not really
i used to be into vidya a lot but that has really faded, i barely even play at all anymore
closet thing ever would be fapping, used to fap 3-5 times a day. now it's more like once every few days, just out of boredom really
so no, not really.
still doesnt change the fact that im emotionally dead inside
Lucas Evans
do u need a gf to be Mended?
Hunter Brown
Mended here.
Was desperate, but attempted suicide more than once and never did drugs. Got out of the hospital a few months back. I didn't convert to a religion (left it, actually), and didn't find unconditional love from someone, just myself. The only way to get better is to not rely on others.
Nicholas Bennett
Went from broken to mended and now backslide to desperate
Such is life
Jordan Perry
Absolutely sane here
Benjamin Parker
>managed to get through random anxiety/anger/all kinds of pressure emotions episode without drinking
>starting to relax on my own
Jaxon Nguyen
>tfw you have a fetish for fat guys and watching them eat, but their cum probably stinks and tastes like shit
Asher Russell
Wrong post lmao. I'm sorry bois
Noah Bailey
Desperate mostly but I've at my worst 4 out of 5 broken. I left the drugs behind several years ago and have several mended traits now but still want to die often and hurt from the center of my soul outwards for no reason. I just want to be loved, it's all I ever needed to make it bit now it's far too late, it won't heal the scars or take away the anger, pain resentment, and regret that has built over all these years. Becoming an hero is how I will die, it's just a question of when.
Samuel Howard
Troubled atm i havent audibly spoken a word except during roll call at college in weeks. I sit near some guys that talk about vidya all the time but I feel like even they would reject me
Jackson Rivera
Desperate.
Original commentary.
Oliver Green
>tfw above mended
(i couldn't find feelsgoodman on my files so here's yoshi vore)
Juan Rodriguez
Based, redpilled and cute.
Cameron Howard
Mended here, for about 6 months. Tried school, tried to force myself to be normie, hated it. Wasn't even that I failed badly or anything, I just didn't enjoy it. Came to realization that normie shit will never make me happy, accepted it, gave up on pointless pursuits, feels so free now.
Carson Sanders
I'm definitely still at troubled. I really do want to try to help people worse off than myself. It gives me a little sense of purpose.
Wyatt Kelly
>tfw went from broken to mended
Jayden Rivera
broken
i am at the point where i just would honestly prefer to die than anything else. if things got better, i would still want to die. i dont care about real life, but the thing about real life is thaf its real. you cant live in a maladaptive daydream forever because eventually something will pull you out of it. it would nice to experience unconditional love and cuddle and hold hands with a girl but its not possible for me and wouldnt actually help anything anyway. if i ever even got that they would pull away once they realize that i really just am this way. i dont want to improve i dont want to get better i dont want to be happy i want to be dead.
but i guess if that werent an option sure i would like to be happy and have that. but thats the line that separates: even most suicidal people are just being acted upon by external factors and ultimately want to live and not feel that way. i dont want to live. i dont want to live. i cant imagine doing this or anything for another 55 years assuming i live to 80
cant even kill myself right. i wish someone would kill me. when i had a job normalfags always commented on me looking sad and im sure they thought i was an unthinking husk. while working i would always dream about someone robbing the place and me either getting shot fighting them for the gun or actually getting the gun and shooting myself.
fuck this. in my chart, mended is not the next progression, the next progression is death and thats it. mended is for people who ultimately prefer life. when i look to the future i get brainfog; i see black. kill me
Jace Ramirez
I'm a troubled little nigger
Joshua Walker
troubled lol
Ryan Gonzalez
broken is closest. but I've never tried any drugs.
Chase Robinson
Broken for 2 years now
Xavier Green
Desperate except I only smoke weed occasionally and have never been hospotalized
Jackson Ward
mended
meeting my fiance from r9k was the best thing thats ever happend to me, ever since then my world view perspective on life has changed so much. Im so much more positive now and content with life. Way more motivation now too ive been studying and work on my passion of art, and yeah i competly avoid all the news/politics stuff its a waste of time
Anthony King
Somewhere between troubled and desperate atm but but broken is right around the corner.
Mason Perez
I'm normal. I'm fine.
Blake Ross
Mended with large parrot care, Stella is my life now
Aaron Long
Broken, apparently. That makes me feel very confronted.
Austin Howard
Probably desperate but none of the descriptions really describe me.
Levi Diaz
I've entered a stage in depression where i dont really care about anything anymore. I'm lonely.