I'm absolutely fucking obsessed with this actress I have a crush on...

I'm absolutely fucking obsessed with this actress I have a crush on. I constantly watch interviews of her and I've seen her in almost everything she's ever been in.

For months I daydreamed about us being in a happy relationship together and I sort of just figured that it would eventually happen. But it JUST fucking occurred to me that she's a stunningly beautiful woman with millions of dollars and 5 million Twitter followers. I, on the other hand, am a 1/10, autistic, psychotic NEET who spends his entire day fantasizing about things. I don't and never stood a chance with her; I would be fucking nothing to her if we ever somehow met; a mosquito at best.

I wanna fucking kill myself. Pic unrelated.

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You on some Perfect Blue shit right there homie

Go out to a bar or something, drink heavily.

It's 1 in the morning where I live, I'm not going out to a bar. Thanks for the advice anyway though, have you ever had this happen to you before?

Dakota Fanning???


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No. I don't want to name her because, and I know this is completely irrational, I don't want to add any additional competition.

4am here, that was just me being an asshole.

I cant say I havent dealt with being obsessed with a girls public persona. Never even spoke with this one girl, but she liked a couple of memes I shared on normiebook and messaged me once about how large my dads $100 meal was (long story) and for some reason that was enough for me to follow this bitches entire heroin recovery story and beat off all the while. Shes still cute and I still beat off to her sometimes, but at some point you gotta just admit you know literally nothing about this person, only the face that they keep in the jar by the door. I have never once talked to her and unless I run into her someday by complete fucking chance in a state hundreds of miles away, I probably never will.

You cut your losses at some point. Rise above. Focus on what you are good at. The fairytale version of your obsession never existed.

Thanks for the kind words, user, I really appreciate it.

The problem is I'm not really good at ANY thing. That's why I got so caught up in this woman; in my imagination I get to pretend she sees something in me that doesn't exist.

It took me a while to get to the point Im at today, and even then Im nowhere even close to where I want to be. However, once I started living for myself, life got easier. I started running a couple miles every other day, and threw myself into my passion (filmmaking). I find myself in creating.

That could just not be for you though. Find something you love doing, even if you arent good at it. Then just practice it a little bit at a time.

Op is going to kill the bich, lol. How unoriginal, its been done many times.

Also, I liked your idea, I'll find an actress just like my ideal female and obsess over her, as a hobby.

I really want to be a writer, but after so many rejection letters piled up I just gave up on that shit a few months ago.

I guess I could start trying again.

At least she did not got blacked. Unless she did, in which case I'm sorry

I would never.

If I ever met her, I might confess my undying love to her though. So maybe the cringe would be enough to kill her.
Not IRL, but she did shoot some scenes where she had sex with a black guy. Not that I care about race, it's not like I'm a perfect human specimen myself.

Is it Hilary Duff?

No. She was never super famous, most people probably don't know her.

Definite B-lister. Probably around the same level of fame as Kaitlin Olson.

>I would never
All guys that did that said that too at some point. First you contact, get an autograph or something, blow it out of proportion in your head and think it means something it doesn't, then try to confess and get rejected directly or indirectly(security guard throwing you off or something ), freak out, plan and kill. Small deviations may happen, but that's the main idea, that's what's gonna happen.

Most of those guys literally worshiped the celebrities though. They didn't even sexually fantasize about them because they thought it would be impure.

I'm not like that at all. I just really, really, really like her but I don't think of her as a divine being most of the time.

Lel, kays, freno, I see you in the crime pages.

Listen you meathead fucking jock idiot, I would NEVER hurt her so just keep your retarded, idiot thoughts to yourself. She doesn't deserve to be denigrated like this by some fucking chump autist from Jow Forums.

Lel, nice LARP, faggot, you're not OP.

Digits don't lie. Faggot user confirmed LARPer

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I am the fucking OP, now quit talking shit about my crush. I may have realized that she is unobtainable, but that doesn't mean she deserves to be slandered by some idiot from Jow Forums who thinks he knows anything about her when he doesn't even know her name.

Just leave her alone.

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That's exactly the kind of rant a lunatic killer would make. I put money on that, that someday your little coocoo head will sperg out and you'll kill her, its fate.

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You're such a fucking dick. I come here with a serious problem, asking people for help and advice, and you have to go and be a fucking punk and ruin everything by calling me names and trying to anger me.

Are you going to cry? Boo-hoo! Gatter up, everyone, he's going to cry!

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Why are you being such a fucking asshole about this? Like you've never had an unrequited crush before; yeah, I'm sure of it. 'Cause you're such a fucking CHAD, that's why you're posting on fucking Jow Forums.

I'm just teasing you, calm down. If you can't take the banter, don't come to the park. Just friendly banter,chill, I even liked you idea and said I intend to do the same as a hobby as soon as I find a proper waifu actress

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