Brother gave me a dab last night

>brother gave me a dab last night
>had not smoked in half a year
>absolutely blasted
>full on identity crisis
>what if the way I view myself and my world is not actually objective reality? Am I living a lie? Do I live behind a mask? How long can that mask conceal my true identity?
Anyone ever had an experience like this before? It was like viewing my life through a kaleidoscope. Fucking terrifying bros

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Sounds like you almost hit ego death lmao
Should have did another and either came out as buddah or the joker

and the answer to your questions...

It's not.
You are.
You do.
Till you die if you let it.

I want to try a dab but I haven't smoked in over four years
plus I don't know anyone

>be me
>4 years ago
>14
>smoked my first bone
>coughed like a motherfucker
>parents found out
>parents are okay with it because they smoke too

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That's my daily thinking. I don't even believe I exist as a "being". I'm just a finely tuned network of neurons built on all prior experiences and information I've gathered in life so far.
Thinking you know yourself or know much of anything at all is just an illusion. You can prove 2+2=4, but you can't prove you exist. You can't prove there's any objectively meaningful difference between your chair and you, after all over 80% of the universe is either Dark Matter or Dark Energy.
If you just accept the fact that most of what you "know" are just assumptions the have yet to be disproven then you'll be much better off for it.

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when you are high, the tiniest thought of self hatred gets amplified x100 and makes everything about you seem worse than it really is. You arent living a lie, you just experienced extreme self consciousness and were stupid enough to trust your thoughts.

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you seriously had to get blazed to experience this? I only smoked weed like once in my life and the most it gave me was a pleasant buzz and awesome tastes to food... welcome to the noumenon, user

just search up how to make a dab without butane

I still need to buy shit and I don't live in any legal states