How do you honestly cope with the fact that you wasted your youth?

I convinced myself that it was better than it actually was.

i don't feel like my youth was a total waste just because i didn't insert my penis into a vagina during that time. had plenty of good experiences which i'll always remember.

i try and do this too. Youve gotta remember that only women and chads have dat stereotypical perfect youth anyway.

by remembering that I didn't
>gotta remember that only women and chads have dat stereotypical perfect youth anyway.
how do you define this perfect youth?

if you enjoyed what you did you didn't waste it

My lone ambition doesn't rely on youth, fortunately.

Besides that, I'm so far into the depths that I stopped viewing most other people as alive a while ago. I'm just floating in the apathy and emptiness ocean now.

there wasn't anything i could. grew up poor and didn't get the genuine 4 year uni experience due to attending community
anyway i'm nearing 30 and have about 300k saved up thanks to my job ( data analysis, transferred out of cc) and looking forward to the future.

hoping this is how i turn out anyway. 19 btw

Glee type HS life followed by getting laid tons in college

I don't think you could waste time post 2008. It's like saying you missed out on the 1930s.

that sounds a lot like my life

19 yr old here. Wasted and there is still too much road.

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I remember any good times I had fondly even if I was alone.

I never had a chance so whatever

All that matters in life is what you do before you're 30. That's when you're your peak greatness. After that it doesn't matter and nobody cares

except that the majority of people become millionaries after 30 and those under 30 are just a tiny minority?

I cope by acknowledging that all the cringy and stupid things i did serve as a lesson of what not to do and have helped me improve social interaction significantly.

Colonel Sanders begs to differ. He started KFC as an old man.

Nice try, but I AM in my youth
Try all you want mods, but you can't silence a 13 year old boomer

I try to remember that there isn't much of a point to care about the past. It doesn't really matter all that much when compared to the future. Worrying about something doesn't help a situation. Being upset about something other then being able to feel sadness, which I suppose has it's time and place. In the end, it never really mattered. It never really will, either. At least, that's my opinion on it.

Is 20 not too late to have wasted anything? I feel l could've gotten a qt in high school if I wasn't so social awkward and didn't dress so odd.

My youth wasn't wasted by me, it was wasted by people who treated me like a machine that you could pump bad feelings into to get to do what you want. Now I only understand how to produce bad feelings.

No. Get it together and get out there.

I just don't give a shit anymore

oregano

This. Just because I missed one aspect of youth doesnt mean I wasted my life.

It helps that I was a really late bloomer due to issues with cystic acne. Once that got cleared up I was able to get my first bf at 27.

be being a psychopath
you are like insects to me
you opinions are to be analyzed, compartmentalized or discarded
you live, you die
stop trying to make reality more absurd than it already is

Who told you that you are a sociopath? It must be nice to have such a conveniently defined identity. You remind me of my mother.

it's a cope man, that's why he posted it in this thread.

So been a psychopath is just someone who is aware of the realities of this world and lives by the law of nature instead of the law of man?

It's just pathetic that people unironically cling to the label of sociopath

It's more logical to do what people want because they are like dogs who respond to nice feelings with good behavior. Everyone treats me like a prince because I do what they want. I see it as a joke, and the more they ask of me, the more I laugh at them. I only trust 2 people.

>Who told you that you are a sociopath?
my mother, my grandmother, numerous caseworkers/TSSs
i said psychopath, though
i tried to kill and or beat the fuck out of several kids growing up
also, my mother
i raped my old brother when i like 10 or something
i'm posting here because i'm not currently writing my book
i'm also browsing Jow Forums, and listening to music
youtu.be/pD7H2hE8YD0

Why the hell are you here?

What should I do while I still have youth? You might have ruined your life but maybe you can still help me.

in short, lacking empathy, sure
you're just kinda there
just said that i'm not writing
i have to get myself into a good head-space to write well

I don't understand. How does this place put you in a good head-space? What does that even mean?

It means he can't be fucked writing a book because he's too busy shitposting on Jow Forums

Oh man i wasted it for fucking sure.
im 25 now
starting at 17, i began smoking pot every. single. fucking. day, multiple times a day, until about 24. Never had a girlfriend, never fucked anyone until 22, lost all my friend groups. Now here I sit in my basement room next to the local university, aged 25 and wrinkles starting to set in and hair receding, listening to my 18-19 year old roommates let their girlfriends in the door in the morning and out at night, theyre literally fucking all day, WHY CANT I HA VE HAPPINESS LIKE THAT

Shh I'm trying to get him to admit that he's not as logical as he thinks he is

Holy shit
We lived the same life except i'm 26 and still miserable.

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20s are supposed to be the times of your life, but they dont tell you about the phsycial changes to your body that starts setting in around 22 and making you into an "old guy"

It would never have happened any other way. You can't waste what you never had to begin with. Some people just aren't built for making friends or interacting with others. I'm pretty sure we are just retarded or mentally handicapped at some level.

it means i have a preference for the theatrical
i am at home in morbid things
you understand me
don't get me wrong, the only reason i'm alive is because i'm a shitty Hedonist
there is nothing else
there could be, there won't be
humans are fucking dumb

You find this place pleasurable? Why?

Not well. I kinda escape I guess by watching cartoons and eating cereal and stuff. I really wish I could redo my childhood.

I dunno, I'm not sure if I've wasted my youth. On the one hand I have next to nothing for social interaction left, but on the other at least I had lots of time to spend on cartoons and my comics. If I could do lots of the things I loved, then I didn't waste my youth at all.

I don't even anymore.
I could've been fit, played sports, had more friends.
Instead I wasted my childhood on the computer.

i enjoy the unbiased truths that comes out of such places, and because i'm a criminally classified Class 4 Masochist and Class 3 Sadist
there is wisdom to be found in pain
there was a study proving through medical testing during and after the 'Dance of Souls', amongst or S&M activities, where people with body piercings are strung up and marionetted like puppets they experience during and after, in short, a recentering of sorts (heightened memory retention, calmness, etc)
like i said, shitty hedonist
that's the short of it

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TL;DR: I can look at suffering without a vapor. I'm trying to learn.

Hey man, don't break the rules and you'll probably have a blast

Harder said than done, but that's the idea. I really need to start back up on the writing. I write for literally days to weeks from the time I get up to the time I go to sleep, so it's always so hard to get back into it every time I stop. I set out food and everything. Steaming food is a good way to store things and keep it fresh.

contrary to what you said youre not seeing the realities of this world
and there are no sort of unbiased truths that come from pain,
youve given me no reason to believe you are a psychopath
youre living by the law of man as we all are

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>contrary to what you said youre not seeing the realities of this world
The most base truth is the most commonly accepted juvenile form of Nihilism. People like to dress it up, but it is correct nonetheless. Unless you're immortal in an immortal world, everything is nothing.
>and there are no sort of unbiased truths that come from pain,
Almost all perception comes from suffering. It could be argued in good faith that all of it does. Other than that, I am simply flabbergasted by how wrong you are.
>youve given me no reason to believe you are a psychopath
>youre living by the law of man as we all are
I don't think you understand what a Psychopath is, and let's clear something up right now, it's estimated that roughly 1/25 are Sociopaths, and that roughly 1/100 are Psychopaths. The real question is: to what severity? The way people view it is childish and stupid. Your armchair disapproval is amusing if literally nothing.

Life is meaningless, my life is already wasted

There are literally no other forms of nihilism and that is exactly what your argument is.

refer to what i said earlier.

so here youve given me nothing to think you are a psychopath and you accuse me of having nothing to prove you arent. but i will credit you with being 1/100 psycopathic

i know im argueing with a troll here

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>There are literally no other forms of nihilism
No, that's the trap of it.
>and that is exactly what your argument is.
I'm not really making an argument. Just kinda stating things.
>so here youve given me nothing to think you are a psychopath and you accuse me of having nothing to prove you arent. but i will credit you with being 1/100 psycopathic
I don't know what you want from me, lol. I could say something violent. I'll beat you up, grrr. Now I just feel silly.
>i know im argueing with a troll here
And here I thought I was just having a conversation while I had dinner.

burden. of. proof. you are having a conversation about nothing

By realizing it wasn't just my Youth, it was every single fucking day of my life. It will be forevermore because the neurological pattern is set in stone.

>burden. of. proof.
Kek. Yeah, that's why it's not an argument. That's why I said I'm not really making an argument.
>you are having a conversation about nothing
Yep.

so you finally admitted you made a claim without any proof and is therefore not an argument. im going to sleep Troll

I didn't say I wasn't, kek. Putting all these notions on me. I was just having a polite conversation. Not sure if you're taking the piss or are Narcissist.
>Troll
YOU ARE SILLY.
>im going to sleep
Goodnight, user.

You think having a wasted teens is bad?

Wait until you've wasted your entire 20s the same exact way. YOU ain't seen shit yet.

depends what you mean by "waste"
admittedly missing general kid, teenage, and early 20s stuff makes me sad but what really depresses me is that I didn't pour some of the time into learning a skill or something useful