I just realized my only friend actually has many

I just realized my only friend actually has many
more friends and I am there just when he needs
a venting.
I am a useless prick who just sits in a dark room,
doing what he likes without anyone to share it with.
Why am I so autistic?
Why is it so hard to find a friend who will share your interests instead of trying to force theirs upon you?

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that feel when you realise you don't really have any friends that you tell yourself are "proper" friends

everyone has become an acquaintance

>tfw my definition of a friend is so loose now that if you hang out with me for abit i consider you a friend
>i like most people even if they dont like me
>i even hang out with people who share no interests or opinions as i do because there is more to talk about
>avoid people who share my hobby more than others because i already know what they know half the time.

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I am on a verge of just ending myself due to some other issues, this is
just a topping on my life cake.

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I don't think I have much to complain about desu

there just feels like there's some invisible force stopping me from doing anything at all with my life, or making any kind of connection with another person

I hope you get better dude

Quick question,
if you were a truck driver, and someone jumped
in front of your truck at night, totallynotyourfault.png
and he dies...
Would you feel bad about it?

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I think so
I tell myself if something like that happened, I'd be able to look at it logically and power through it, but in reality it'd probs fuck me up pretty bad lol

What if they wanted to die?

>so hard to find a friend
how many new people do you meet every week?
>inb4 less than 20
>"hard"

>getting upset because your friend has more than one friend
are you like 14? kill yourself

and to top it off you want to burdan an innocent truck driver as a way to commit suicide you selfish piece of shit

Hey you sound exactly like my online friend

I am not upset about that, I am upset about
getting forced to do things only HE finds enjoyable, talks to me only when there is nobody
else he possibly can...
Come on user, I know it is fun to talk like this, but let's not. I am not in the mood.

grow a spine you fucking faggot

Jumping off a building seems like a better option.

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I'd still feel bad

sounds like those poor cunts have nightmares about that shit even if the person who died was set on killing themselves

no, you'll just traumatise even more people, just slice your wrist down to your forearm and fall asleep in the bath tub if you're gonna do that, but only if you dont live with your parents.

Oh sorry, I forgot it is forbidden to talk anonymously about some problems and vent a bit.
Don't worry, I won't ruin your sekrit club.

i am giving you advice, stand up for yourself and stop sounding like a passive aggressive little girl.

Damn. Good thing I didn't do it that time.
>don't have a bathtub

Thanks user, sorry for my autistic reply...
But I am not saying people push me around,
I am saying it is hard to find someone to spend time
with on top of all trouble.
I don't need a girlfriend/boyfriend, just a friend.
One person I considered a friend literally molested me.

what are your interests?

I would ask this question to you were it original
but sadly it isn't

That's how I feel now. My only friend I used to spend time with is gone, and I solitary outside activities suck.

tfw my enjoyment for solitary activities has cost me a bunch of friendships

I don't really meet up with anyone regularly anymore

What do you do? Besides long walks or reading in the nature I can hardly think of anything else.

I draw, vidya, walk (if you are very close to me)
>is anorexia an interest?

Also
>History
>comics
>piano?

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I camerafag, also just doing technical shit alone is nice imo

working on your car, tinkering with electronics, that kind of shit

That's cool, probably not my cup of tea. I was thinking of buying a car and going for solo road trips, but I feel like that would be some weird mix of boredom and anxiety.